When I was ten I watched as my parents were murdered.

Then I watched as the same men that killed them...killed me, pulling the trigger and leaving me for dead.

That was the end, but also the beginning.

I'm a walking 'miracle'

Though I kept my life I lost things much more important

That day not only did I lose the only family I had but also my memories, past and present.

This is my story

I came downstares for breakfast, my mother cooking and my father sitting at the table reading the paper. I remember the smell of the food she was making and the feeling of love I felt when my father sent me a smile.Then I remember the sound of our front door coming in, the screams that slipped past my lips as I hid in the corner. The fear in my mothers eyes as unknown men shot my father dead and the tears that soon followed. I remember my mother telling me to run but I couldnt...I remember sitting frozed with my back against the wall as I sobbed, watching them drag my mother away. How those people stared at me as I heard my mother screams followed my gunshots and silence. Then I remember my death, how they pulled my by the hair to the middle of the room and put a gun at the back of my head, how loud the click of the trigger sounded and the faint thud of my body against the cold floor...That was my ending, but also my beginning.

When I woke up I was in the hospital, everything blurred by the seering pain in my head. The faint voices of the doctors telling me I was a miracle...Then the sorrow that followed.

How that my mind would never be the same. You see, I survived that shot by milimeters, the bullet damaging the part of the brain that helps retain memory. They say that slowly my memory will fade completely, leaving me an empty shell of the person I am right now. Everything I say and do I write out and take pictures of, so that I may look back and remind myself...Lately my memory has been going in and out...leaving me as helpless as a baby.

Salvation is all I ask for. Is that too much?

Well, This is what I came up with. If this resembles anything else it is merely a coincidence and all that blah blah stuff~I'm Writing this mainly for two reasons, one I saw a movie that inspired me to do so. It was called 'Vengence' but this story isnt going to revolve around violence.  Reason number two, I'm kinda sick of reading all these happy happy fanfictions so I'm trying something much more sad and dramatic

This is my first real fanfic e.e so if I screw up OTL my bad :P ♥

 Im really liking this storyline idea so Im going to try my best to keep writing ><

Wish me luck~
 

They really need a spellcheck on the editor thingy e.e