Today is the third week since their first documentary recording. Theme for the 3^rd episode is revealed each member hidden charms, from their daily lives outside training schedule to their friends or relative’s words. Since they were received personal time for a while, Yoseob were going to home to see his parents whom he missed a lot.

 

“Eomma~~~” Yoseob call his mom cheerfuly

“My baby… you came” Yoseob’s mom warmly greets him

“Eomma, I miss you so much”

“Me too”

 

After have a seat, yoseob’s mom did a little interview with the crew. After the interview finished, the crew give yoseob and his mom a private time in the middle of break time.

 

“Yoseobie, have you been well?” yoseob’s mom asked him

“Ne eomma”

“Really, looks like you have a problem?”

“No eomma, i don’t have any problem.”

“Don’t tell lie yoseobie. I’m your mom, I know who you are better than others. Tell me what’s wrong?”

“I’ve broken up”

“With Jieun?”

“Nae eomma. She betrayed me”

With a shock face, Yoseob’s eomma try to cheer him up “It’s okay nae aegi (my baby) I believe you’ll have better girl than her. Doesn’t everyone know how kind and how talented my son is? Smile and be strong, Eomma will feel sad If you’re sad. Everything is gonna be okay, arraseo?”

“Gomawo eomma” Yoseob hugged her tightly

 

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“Annyeong Haseyo~”

“Ah.. you came. Came in~”

 

“Eomma, appa, they’re all the same age and he is our maknae, Dongwonie~” Yoseob introduce the Beast’s member to his parents

“Kyeopta” said Yoseob’s eomma

“eommonim, don’t say like that. Yoseob hyungie will angry with me” told Dongwoon

“Waeyo?” asked Yoseob’s mom

“YoSeob hyung always piss off if someone is cuter than him” said Dongwoon which made everyone there laughed

“Ya~ Anni Eomma” Yoseob defend himself by hugged his mom’s arm

“Calm down. For me, Uri YoSeob is always the cutest boy”

“Ah,jinjja eomma?”

“Ne”

 

Beast eats the delicious food that Yoseob’s parents prepared for them and also helps out with some restaurant work. But those short and unsatisfactory reunions come to an end…

 

“Kamsahamnida~~ we eats well.” said Beast’s member cheerfully and politely

“Eomma~ Appa~ I’ll come again” Yoseob hugged his parents passionately

“Go, work hard son” answered Yoseob’s dad

“Seeing all you guys together, you seem very supportive of each other. I believe you’ll do well since you’ve been working so hard all this time. Stay healthy, and…. Fighting!” Yoseob’s dad encouraged Beast’s members *quoted from MTV Beast Documentary Ep.2*

“Kamsahamnida aboji… Annyeonghi gyeseyo”

“YoSeobie, call me if something happened.” Whispered Yoseob’s mom while hugged him for the last time before they head back to the dorm

“Ne, Eomma. Saranghaeyo~”

 

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Beast’s dorm

 

“Is someone light up the lamp? This side seems too bright” said DooJoon

“Nice to see those smiling face again, kekeke” teased Dongwoon

 

Heard those words, Yoseob only smile brighter towards his bandmate.

 

“Eomma, is the best medicine ever” Yoseob murmured

“Majja!” said Dongwoon

 

Dongwoon is lying on the floor, tried to to relax but Hyunseung called him from the kitchen.

 

“Ya~~ DOngwoon-ah,,, Come here, ppali! Give me a hand” shouted Hyunseung

“Ach~ hyung, I’m tired. Gikwang hyung and Junhyung hyung are there right?” whined Dongwoon

“Ya! I asked you, why you toss it to another people?” nagged Hyunseung

“Just do what he said. Do you want him to nag you the whole day?” suggested DooJoon

“Aish~ maknae’s suffer. Yoseob hyung, how about you are being the maknae?”

“I’ve said to you, being fake maknae is enough for me. Just go to the kitchen now, before Hyunseung drag you over there”

 

“DongWoon-ah~~~~~” screamed HyunSeung

“Ne Ne hyung, Jamkkanman. huft~”

 

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23.30

 

Night was getting later, same with Beast’s dorm which being quiter. But still there is a boy who kept awake like the previous nights. Even though today was a happy day, the deep wound is still the painful wound.

 

Like usual, he went up to the rooftop, thought it would help him released his pain. He slowly walking to the rooftop, but when he has arrived something startled him. 

 

Heaven knows what you’ve been through~

So Much pain~

Even though you can’t see~

I’m not far away~

 

It is yeoja’s voice, right? But which girl will go there in the middle of night like this? yoseob thought

 

He opened the door carefully, not wanted to make sudden movement which will surprised anyone there. His eyes are wandering around to find the voice. He saw someone, sit on his usual spot singing peacefully. Then he was creeping toward her.   

 

We always say if one of us~

Somehow, went away~

We’d light a candle and say a prayer~

Know that love still remains~

 

But when he was closer, he possessed by her voice. As he heard the song clearer, he realized that the song is a song that he knew well (Eric Benet – Still With You) *I recommend you to search the pre-debut video of Yoseob singing this song*, unconciously he started sing after her.

 

Close your eyes~ Go to sleep~

Now my love is all around you~

Dream in peace when you wake~

You will know I’m still with you~

 

Sense someone presence, that girl stop singing and looking behind her.

 

“Nuguseyo (who are you)?” asked that girl, a bit afraid

“A, a, jeosonghamnida (sorry) for making you surprise” Yoseob hesistately answered her

“Ne, geunde nuguseyo (but, who are you)?”

“Annyeong haseyo naega Yang YoSeob imnida, I’m resident in this appartement”

“aa~ kureyo (I see)”

“How about you? You look unfamiliar for me, are you new here?”

“You’re right, I’m Kim Hyoki imnida” *Author's note: you can change the name as you want*

“Bangapsumnida”

“Ne”

“But why did you here? It has been late”

“I can’t sleep so I go up here. How about you, Ajusshi?” asked her unsurely

“Ajusshi? Aigoo~ do I look like an ajusshi?” Yoseob asked her back

“A,, aniyo,, ^.^ Jeosonghamnida” smiled her

“I’m 20 years old, you?”

“I’m still 19, so. . . may I call you oppa?”

“Ne, better than call me ajusshi”

“Ah, sorry Oppa. Hmm,, what are you going to do here oppa?”

“Almost every night I came here and sit right over here. I surprised when heard you voice, I thought it was ghost’s voice.”

“What? Did my voice sounds like ghost’s voice?

“Molla~ (I don’t know) but it sounds much better than ghost’s voice, I guess” 

“You too, recall me to someone who has made me like this song very much” Hyoki's said

“Nugu?”

“Actually I don’t know him. I saw him sang this song when M.Boat Entertainment held trainee concert. His voice is very beautiful and many people like it too”

“is it me?” thought YoSeob “Don’t have any idea about that boy? Or maybe his characteristic?”

“Molla~ it happened a long time ago, I’ve forgotten”

“I see. Don’t you feel cold? It is better back to your room now. You must go to school right?”

“Ne, majayo”

“Let me walk you back ‘till your apartment”

“I’m okay” refused her

“Gwenchana (it’s okay), I want to know where you live. Maybe I could visit you some time”

“Ok then”

 

-

 

“We arrived Oppa.”

“Mine is one level below, right side from the elevator. Well, go inside and take a rest”

“Gomawo Oppa for walk me home. Sleep well” smiled Hyoki

“Annyeong” waved Yoseob while enter the elvator

 

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A week later, Beast’s debut time is drawing near. Today they have vocal recording for their first mini album. One by one Beast’s members come in to the recording room. The recording is take almost the whole day which made them exhausted.

 

At 8 p.m

 

They’ve finished the recording and send home by their manager. Right after entered their house, all of them are falling down to floor. They’re too tired to go to their room and bed.

 

“Hungry~~~” someone whined

“DooJoon-ah~” called Junhyung

“Ya~ I’m tired, don’t ask me for food” DooJoon directly refused even before being asked

“so how about this starving stomatch?” said GiKwang

 

*ting*tong*ting*tong*

 

“Ya~ open the door” ordered DooJoon

“DongWoon-ah open the door” ordered JunHyung

“Shiro! (I don’t want!) why always ordering me?” complained DongWoon

 

*ting*tong*ting*tong*

 

“Ya~ ppali! Someone open the door” ordered DooJoon once again

“Why don’t you open the door, DooJoon-ah” said YoSeob

“Aish~ sit everyone. Play mukchiba (scissor stone paper) loser open the door”

“Surely I’ll lose” protested GiKwang

“Then you go open the door now” nagged JunHyung

 

*ting*tong*ting*tong*

 

“Ne, algetsumnida~ (I understand)” said Gikwang lazily and come toward the door

 

“Nuguseyo??” asked GiKwang

“Is it Yang Yoseob-ssi apartment?”

“Ah ne. are you looking for him?”

“Yes, could I come in?

“Chamsi Kidaryo chuseyo~(wait a second)”

 

Gikwang opened the door and let you enter the house. Gikwang lead you into the living room.

 

“Annyeong haseyo~” you greet everyone

“Oh, you came”

“Nuguya?” asked JunHyung

“She new here, she live a floor up. Hyoki-ah, we six live together here” explained Yoseob

“I thought you live with your family Oppa”

“Anni. Why don’t everyone introduce each other?” suggested YoSeob

“I’m the oldest here, Yoon DooJoon imnida”

“Choneun Jang HyunSeung imnida”

“Yong JunHyung imnida”

“Naega, Lee GiKwang imnida”

“Ah, Jamkkanman (wait) I’ve seen you, but where?” you stopped Dongwoon

“At the school? You are Kim Hyojin seosaengnim’s daughter, right?”

“Ne. we come from the same school?”

DongWoon nodded “Son DongWoon imnida, from 3-C”

“I’m from 3-A. Kim Hyoki imnida, bangapsumnida *bow*”

“So you’re our new maknae, Hyoki-ah”

“Wae?”

“You are the same age with Dongwoon, our maknae”

“Then I should call everyone oppa. Annyeong Oppadeul~” bow her sweetly

“Annyeong~”

“By the way, why you come here?” asked YoSeob

“Today, Eomma makes many foods for neighbors. I remember you, that’s why I come here to bring you some” explained you

“Foods? You came on the right time Hyoki-ah. All of us are starving after have recording for the whole day” said DongWoon

“What Recording?”

“Recording for our first mini album, we’re gotta debut in 2 weeks” told Doojoon

“You’re singers?” you asked Yoseob in surprise

“Yeah”

“That’s why your voice is very nice”

“Of course, he’s our main vocal” added JunHyung

“From what company?”

“Cube Ent.” stated HyunSeung

“Same company with 4Minute, right?”

“Ne”

“Your group’s name?”

“ Hana~ dul~ set~ Sooo Beast!! Annyeong Haseyo Beast imnida” Doojoon lead them to say their introduction for you

“Have heard about us?” asked DongWoon

“Ne, Ne, I remember now. Some of my friends talked about you”

“Ah, jinjja?”

“Ne. aa~ here, you better eat first. Didn’t all of you are hungry? But I’m sorry for bringing a little, I don’t know that there are so many people here”

“Gwenchana, Kamsahamnida Hyoki-ah”

“Let’s eat~~” cheered DongWoon

“Ya~ wanna eat by hand?” stopped HyunSeung

“Oops”

“DongWoon-ah~ Ppali take. . .”

“Ya~ why me again??” complained DogWoon, cut Doojoon’s order off

“Chopsticks, spoons, and bowls aren’t heavy. Why always whining?” nagged JunHyung

“Stop, I’ll take it” YoSeob said

“May I help you?” you offered a hand

“Andwae, you’re our guest”

“It’s okay”

 

5 minute later

 

All foods have completely eaten by them. Then they sat quietly there. Since it’s already late, you decided to go home and Yoseob watch you leave. Inside the living room, the rest members are talking about you. About your sweetness face and attitude, Dongwoon also told about your popularity at the school. But because they have some schedule the next day, they all go to bed right away.

 

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YOSEOB POV

 

11.58 p.m

 

It’s getting late, but I kept awake. What happen to me? I don’t know myself. This pain is never gone even for a while. *sigh*

 

Let’s go up

 

I carefully got out from my bed, and tiptoed leave our room. I pick up my jacket before going out from the dorm.

 

-

 

Quiet

 

Always like that from the first time until now. Nothing change, only me and night breeze passed. I sit quietly while see around Seoul’s scenery from the rooftop.

 

Eung? My cellphone vibrated? Who call me this late?

 

I took out my cellphone. But I froze and see through my cellphone.

 

100^th day anniversary

 

I burst into tears by the moment I red that notification. How could I forget this alarm? i would call her now and said Happy anniversary ne Chagi  but everything had over. Seen that alarm made me sick and hurt even more.

 

What did I do wrong? Why this happened to me God?

 

HYOKI POV

 

Night is getting late but I can’t sleep this night. Why? I feel bad, is everything bad happen? What is actually happen now?

I begin to walk toward the lift, and don't  need long time until i arrived in the rooftop. Then i open the door slowly,,

 

Who is it? looks like Yoseob Oppa?

 

Slowly i walk closer to the place where Yoseob Oppa's sit. I walk quietly avoid any sound, i just want to surprise him. But when i drawing nearer, i heard strange sound.

 

Is he crying? 

 

I walk next to him to make sure if Yoseob Oppa really crying. He didn't know about my presence since he low his head.

 

“YoSeob Oppa~” i hesistately call him

“A,,A,,HyoKi?” he sounds surprised

 

i can see his swollen face and and his teary eyes. I decided to sit next to him.

 

“Oppa, what’s wrong?” I asked him carefully 

“Nothing wrong, I’m okay” he wipe his tears

“Which part is called okay when someone cried alone in the middle of night like this?”

 “i…i…”

 

I don't know inside my mind, but suddenly i hug him. I think i have been crazy what did you do Kim Hyoki? But even i think like tha, i don't know why my heart askme to do this.

 

YOSEOB POV

 

I still deep in my sorrowness, and i still crying but suddenly someone call me.

 

“YoSeob Oppa~”

“A,,A,,HyoKi?” i answer hesistately

 

What does she do here? Omo~ what will she thought when see me cried alone like this?

 

“Oppa, what’s wrong?” she asked worrily

“Nothing wrong, I’m okay” i wipe my tears

“Which part is called okay when someone cried alone in the middle of night like this?”

“i…i…”

 

What should I say now? My brain tries to find a reason but he hug me tighly all of sudden. This makes me really surprised.

 

“HyoKi-ah?” i call him

“Ssssh, just cry it out. I lean you my shoulder”

“Bu…But?”

“I only can do this, just crying. Maybe that is the only thing to make you relief”

 

HYOKI POV

 

It is the first time i see a boy crying this hard, and he is the one whom i think as the most cheerful boy in this world. My curiosity growing, Should I asked him? Ah~ no! it’s not a good time to introgate him.  i think lending my shoulder to him is enough to help him, i don't need to know the reason. I just want to see him smile.

 

YOSEOB POV

 

*dug*dug*dug*dug*

 

My heart beating fast What kind of feeling is it? Aish~ Molla~ i can't think anymore. I just want to release everything. But i wondering why this girl make me feel warm, just like my mom.

 

“Gomawo HyoKi-ah” i said slowly

“Cheonmaneyo Oppa”

 

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AUTHOR's Note :

Sorry for everything my reader~~~

Sorry for the lateness, the error in everything, ah idk~~ 

My mind is blank and i kinda too busy these days

Really sorrryyyy~~~~