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Just in moment everything turns dark all of sudden.

I can’t see nor hear anything.

My mind goes blank, and my earlobe starts buzzing

I have no power, I . . . i. . . I just. . . I have nothing

Then I hear some voices calling out my name. I open my eyes and found myself still sat on the floor.

So pathetic, I have no desire to get up right now.

And I feel it. . . . Pain. . .

Not the pain from me got beaten, but a deep pain from her words. Heart-breaking words from someone who I love so much.

I’m falling to pieces, my heart tore up messily.

I do nothing but feeling this pain. But someone patted my back as I fell down more.

“YoSeob-ah, get up” DooJoon pleaded me

“Come one hyung, just let her go. She isn’t compare with you”

“Yes, that’s right. Let’s go home now, huh?” JunHyung helped me to stand

I got up

But Even though I have stood up, I felt trapped in deepest suffered still. I swear that my heart ache badly and it left big-terrible-hurt scar. Seeing my cold expression, they brought me home as fast as they can.

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By the time we arrive in dorm, junhyung quickly run through the bedroom and prepare medicine kit for my bruise. Dongwoon and Gikwang sat beside me and try to brighten up my mood, while Hyunseung come and give me a glass of water. All of them patted my back, cheering me up as hard as they can do but I still freeze without word there. No longer, doojoon sat in front of me with the medicine kit which had prepared by Junhyung.

“Come on, don’t think about it anymore. Forgot everything happened just now” Doojoon gave me a caring advice while wipe my bruise

“Ah, hurt” I whined

“Stand still hyung! If you don’t, your cute face will be disappear forever”

“He is right, your face is totally a mess Yoseobie” said GiKwang

“It’ll be KPOP History, if one of rookie boy band debuted with bruise face” add Junhyung

“Ya~ don’t scare him like that” HyunSeung warned them

“Is it that bad?” I asked them

“No doubt. Say, if you have beaten once more time I believe no one will recognize you even your own eomma will not” DooJoon giggle

“Really!” I panicky stride into my room and looking for a mirror while all of them busily roaring with laughter in the living room

“Ya! You’re lying! It’s not that bad!!” I yell from my bedroom

“Said so” Doojoon chuckled

“At least your mood isn’t as mess as before”

“Yeah, Gomawo for scared me” I smiled as I walk back into living room

“Scared you? We comfort you hyung~” Dongwoon clarified

“Arra, arra. I’m hungry, can we eat?”

“DongWoon-ah, get the ramyun on the kitchen” Doojoon asked Dongwoon

“Why me?” Dongwoon whined

“Aigoo that is the role of maknae. You should understand it already?” added GiKwang

“If so, Yoseob hyung I allow you to be the maknae of group” Dongwoon give me a sight

“I don’t want to. I proud to be fake maknae already ^.^” I chuckled

“Evil” he grumbling as he went to the kitchen

Then six of us have a happy meal time, even thought it just bowls of ramyun. Luck for me to have five angel-like brothers. I don’t know what will happen if there aren’t them in my life. Maybe I will cry alone along the street or maybe I have killed myself back then. 

What a relief,

Thanks God for gave me such an angelic friends

Even though I lost my love, aren't I still have my brothers?