Season 1 Chapter 16:

Shuttered Feelings

Jessica’s POV

“I can remember some, oppa…” I said while massaging my temple

“If you two are going to marry, go on.” Top said sternly

“We are not yet agreeing, Hyung” JiYong oppa told to him

“But what can you do, all we can do is to follow orders whatever it is. I’m congratulating you both.” Top oppa said as he stood up and handling his hand for shake to me

I looked at him and all I saw was sadness and pain, then I looked at his hands and its shaking, I was about to grabbed it, but I took me awhile to take it, until I didn’t have the guts to shake it

“Oh, well… I’m going to sleep…” Top oppa said as he tried his best not to sound unpleasant to us

As he turned his back, I stood up and wanted to say something, or hug me even in right in front of Ji Yong, I just feel he needs it but again I’m a coward, I was glued right in the place where I was standing, mouth shut and tears are escaping from my eyes

Ji Yong oppa stood up and pulled into a hug, now I remember this kind of hug, and I remember how I get it but I was still longing for something and I need to find it out, even though Ji Yong oppa is here there is still something missing

Top’s POV

When I was about to closed the door I accidentally peeked in small opening of the door and my heart sunk from what I see, they are hugging, I can’t see Jessica’s reaction because she was facing to the other side while Ji Yong is calm and caressing her back, now I know what my place in their lives, all I need to do is to avoid them and stop my feelings to Jessica but how now I know that she is Soo Yeon, too late to know, we already know each other for a quite some time but still we are not good enough to distinguish the reality in every one of us, why is that we only know real identity of everyone, now past are digging every memories that are now haunting us, first our parents love dilemma and now, our own story of love triangle

“Why does it always need to repeat every history by itself, why do I always get lose in the end?” I questions as I sat on my swivel chair and faced my lap top

I started to send an email in my personal assistant and ask for some information I needed

Ji Yong’s POV

“ssshhh… I know you don’t want to get involved in this fix marriage…” I said as I coaxed her

“oppa, please tell me, please tell me why the world is small and why we didn’t knew or notice that we all know each other even before. Why fate is too cruel…” Jessica blurted it all

“I don’t know… I don’t know…” I said to her because I didn’t have any idea

“oppa… how about you and  TaeYeonnie?” she asked as she faced me

“I don’t know.” I said with a low voice

“oppa, I know you love her…” she said as she touched my chin and make me look