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3rd P.O.V

For a time all was silent as Kibum caught his breath while Jonghyun and Taemin took in all the information that Kibum had just rambled out.

Although Taemin knew most of this information from Dae-Ho and Onew hyung it held a new aura coming from Kibum hyung. The way Kibum told it made Taemin shudder. 

Taemin always knew that Kibum held some remembrance of his beloved brother but he hadn't known how badly he had suffered from it.

As Taemin was off into deep thought Jonghyun was contemplating whether or not to end all this right here and now. 

He so badly wanted to shut Kibum up. He didn't want Kibum to remember his past if it caused him this much pain. Though as soon as those selfish thoughts formed in Jonghyun's mind he quickly shooed them away. 

He knew that Kibum needed this right now. To come to terms with whatever had happened and yet, while knowing this Jonghyun couldn't help but squeeze Kibum closer to him. Hoping that the frail man in his arms would be comforted by his subtle embrace.To Jonghyun's happy surprise Kibum nestled deeper into his body.

Unknowingly sending him shivers as Kibum's cool breath played around Jonghyun's warm neck.

Before Jonghyun could come to terms of the want feeling swirling in the pit of his stomach Taemin spoke.

"Kibum lets take a break for now okay? I don't want you to exhaust yourself anymore."

Looking up at the sound of Taemin's voice Kibum nodded his head slightly, leaving the comfort of Jonghyun's neck to do so. A bit annoyed at this Jonghyun was about to open his mouth when he felt the familiar cool breath on his neck once again.

Feeling Kibum adjust himself while nuzzling closer to Jonghyun made whatever he was about to say irrelevant.

Taemin on the other hand was wandering if Onew was okay.

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Taemin P.O.V

"I think i should call Onew hyung."

After i stated this i immediately noticed Jonghyun's grip on Kibum tighten. 

"Is he the bastard that was chocking Kibum?"

Looking down i couldn't help but feel guilt wash over me.

"I know he came off as a bad person but he has his reasons."

"Yeah and so do i. I don't want him anywhere near Kibum."

"But i think---"

"I don't care what you think. He might put Kibum in danger."

Soft breathing filled in the awkward silence that had befallen us. Kibum was asleep curled up in Jonghyun's protective arms.

I remember a time when i would have been jealous of their closeness.

"You know something Jonghyun. I loved Kibum. I loved him more than i loved myself or anything on this earth. I would have died for him without second guessing myself."

"Why are you telling me this?"

I held back a chuckle as i could hear the tightness in Jonghyun's voice. 

"I'm telling you this because i want to. Other than that i have no real meaning."

A few seconds passed before i got a reply from Jonghyun.

"Alright i'll bite.So how did you and him met?"

I chuckled to myself this time.

"You know something. I was always in love with Kibum. Even before we started hanging out. I had always admired his bubbly personality and his outgoingness. He was a hero in my eyes. That image of him was only strengthened more as i witnessed him struggle day after day with his amnesia. 

After becoming friends with him i realized how much he suffered all alone. I always wanted to be there for him however he would never allow it. He always kept me close while never really keeping me close at all."

At my last statement i noticed how Jonghyun's eyes turned a darker color.

"Don't worry though we were only friends. Truthfully i only thought he kept me around to fill in the space of his brother but i wasn't even worthy of that. It wasn't that he was cold it was just that he said his heart only beat for his brother. 

At the time i found this odd and even though i can't personally relate to his meaning i can at least understand it."

Getting a quick in take of breath i continued my story.

"Anyway the real problem comes in because...."

"Onew and Dae-Ho were lovers."

I was startled at the sudden voice of Kibum's. When had he woken up?

"Are you feeling okay?Do you need anything?"

I couldn't help but chuckle again. They were actually like a real couple. Even though i knew that neither of them were thinking this at all.

Sighing i leaned against the wall i was now lying against.

"Taemin."

Kibum's soft voice pulled me out of my on growing worries. 

Glancing over at him i couldn't help but admire his delicate yet defined features.

"May you please tell Onew to come over. That is if thats alright with you and Jonghyun."

Shrugging my shoulders to indicate that i didn't care i turned my attention, as well as Kibum, to Jonghyun.

He took a couple of minutes to really establish his answer. Finally giving in he spoke.

"I don't like the idea of him coming over here but if it helps at all he may. Although be sure to tell him that if he even thinks about putting his hands on Kibum while in my place then he better expect another thing coming."

Nodding my head i was already dialing his number.

Pick up.Pick up.Pick up.

Onew: Hello?

Taemin: Onew i'm here with Jonghyun and Kibum and i was wondering if you would like to come over?

Onew:...silence...

Taemin: Don't worry it'll be a good chance for you and him to clear the air ya know?

Onew...silence...

Taemin: Hello?

Onew...silence...

Taemin:You still there?

Onew:....Yeah i guess. I'll be over there but you cant blame me for anything thing that happens.

Taemin:  Alright hyung just tell me when youre leaving.

Hanging up the phone i felt that maybe something would fianlly be resolved.

"Alright well Onew said that---"

Turing back around to Kibum and Jonghyun i noticed that the air had a sort of tension about it.

Deciding not to dwell on it i relayed everything to the two. Now all we had to do was wait.

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Sorry bout the crappy update and how short it was even though youve waited a while.

I havent even went through and read any of this so sorry if it but eh

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