~ Yesterday upon the stairs, I saw a man who wasn't there. Oh how I'd wish he'd go away, ~

"Hey sweetie.... Want a drink?" I said, slyly winking at the man. I knew the woman next to him was his girlfriend, thats why I obviously offered him a drink. 

I personally, didn't really want him.

It was just to make her suffer, the way I did.

About 5 years ago, I witnessed my boyfriends murder. 

I.... I.... I know who did it and why they did it.

I sat there, and watched him get shot.

Multiple times.

When the police arrived, I acted like I didn't see it.

Or I didn't see them leave, or what they were driving.

The truth is, it was my sister husband.

He believed that my sister, and my boyfriend were having an affair.

When in reality, they weren't.

...

The man slayed my boyfriend, with no remorse.

It was the worst day in my life.

I didn't think, I....

Could ever forgive myself.

Then, when I became involved with my current boyfriend, everything changed.

He made me feel like I was his queen.

He made me feel, alive.

He made me feel, like I had a reason to be on this earth.