A lot of things happened on this particular Thursday, one of the best and worst days of my life. We actually never had an argument,

even though we struggled to see each other we couldn’t be mad when we were able to get together.

    “I wasn’t even talking to him Ilhoon!” I rolled my eyes and continued walking, nearly slamming the door in your face. “Ilhoon!” you tried

grabbing my arm. I brushed you off and tossed my keys on the kitchen table. The guys weren’t home, they decided to visit their parents

over the weekend.

    “Jung Ilhoon!” you stomped your foot and ran in front of me, “DON’T IGNORE ME!” I scoffed, “Like you were ignoring me?” You

gaped, “I WASN’T TALKING TO HIM! I DIDN’T EVEN LOOK AT THE GUY, HE WAS TALKING TO SOHYUN!” I walked around you and

went to the room I shared with Peniel, hearing you sigh in frustration.

    Sitting on the bed I took off my socks and tossed them into the hamper. You entered and crossed your arms, “So what? You’re not

even going to say anything now?” I didn’t know what to say exactly. To celebrate Sungjae passing his entrance exams we decided to go

out to this club everyone had been talking about.

    I had gone to the bathroom, leaving you with Sohyun and the minute I came back you were flirting with this guy. “You know that I

would never do that to you and that I make it perfectly clear to everyone I meet that I have a boyfriend.” Nothing came out of my mouth

and I continued about as if you weren’t there.

    “You know what!”, you croaked, “If anything I should be mad at you, you were talking and being all touchy with Miwon! You think I

didn’t see that?!” Okay, I really didn’t help the situation by talking to an old high school friend, who just happened to be a female…and

who also had a crush on me around the time were got together. I was just so mad, and…

    “I SAW YOU WITH HIM!” I finally spoke up, making you flinch at the volume.

You face palmed, “I DIDN’T EVEN SPEAK TO HIM, HE WAS TALKING TO SOHYUN! HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY IT!?”

“YOU CAN KEEP TRYING, I KNOW WHAT I SAW!” You clenched your jaw tightly, eyes getting watery. “Fine, believe what you want.” I

heard you sniffing as you walked out of my room and slammed the front door loudly.

    Did I run after you like I should’ve, no. Instead I changed into my pajamas for the night and angrily laid in bed. There was no point in it,

I knew I wouldn’t be able to sleep. Five minutes after you left I heard the ting if water hit my window. It poured down quickly, and I knew

that you hadn’t made it home yet.

    My phone rang, it was Sohyun. “What do you want?” I said, slightly annoyed.

“WHERE IS SHE?!” I took the phone away from my ear, cringing from her shrill angry voice. “Ow, calm down. What’s wrong?” I asked

calmly. “What’s wrong?” she scoffed, “What’s wrong is that you don’t believe her. Ilhoon, he tried hitting on her and she didn’t even give

him her name so he started talking to me.”

    I face palmed, of course you would never lie to me. You were the most loyal person ever. “You have got to be out of your mind!”

Sohyun continued scolding me, “And then that little maneuver with Miwon, I’m surprised she’s still your girlfriend. I would’ve dumped

your by now!” I groaned, “I would’ve too! I gotta go!”

    Hanging up I slipped on my shoes and ran out, not even grabbing my jacket.

I prayed that you hadn’t made it that far. There was hardly anyone in the streets so it would be easy to spot you. The rain made it difficult

to see and the puddles splashed up with each step I took. I was about to just run to your dorm, hopefully they hadn’t closed it yet, when I

saw you.

    You didn’t hear me call your name, either that or you were pretending you didn’t hear me. Even from the distance in between us I

could see you shivering. Running over I grabbed your wrist and spun you around, kissing you. I couldn’t tell if it was rain or tears but I

held on to you tightly until we pulled away.

    “I’m sorry.” I leaned my forehead on yours, “Baby I’m so sorry.” Your eyes were red from crying and I felt even more terrible. “I’m such

a jealous .”, I muttered, “I just love you so much and-”

“W-what?”, your mouth hung open a little. It took me a second to realize what I had just said, “I love you.” I repeated.

    You stared blankly at me, “You love me?” Still dazed I nodded and you smiled before crashing your lips onto mine. “I love you too.”,

you said. I’m not sure how we got back to my apartment but there we were our limbs tangled together, our bare bodies cuddled close

together. I never thought that I could ever feel so connected to a person until this night.