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The two of them were at it again. He was chasing her around the halls of the building and she was squealing, her tinkling laughter filling the air. Running a hand through her dark locks, she let out a stressed sigh.

They were debuting in less than week. After seven hard years of training her off and working hard to surpass even her own expectations, she finally gets to do what she wants. No longer was she that trainee in the background, but she could finally be a member of an actual group that would sing and perform. It was everything that she ever dreamed of, wasn't it?

But still, she could feel the bitter feelings that she thought had finally disappeared come up again. She couldn't help but glare at the end of the hallway, where the childish girl and the amused boy disappeared off to with hatred. If looks could kill...

"Hey, can you do me a f-" She turned to one of the other members to find her immersed in an argument with another boy. The two of them were fiercely debating the topic of whether or not ginger ale or coffee was better and even though they were going at it like cats and dogs, she could see how she was slightly blushing and he was stuttering over every other word.

Snapping her eyes shut, she grabbed her jacket from the chair in the room and without another word, walked out of the room. She dreaded to admit, even if it was to herself, that she could possibly be feeling jealous. Sure, she was the oldest and the leader, but that didn't mean that she was perfect.

She was lonely and she hated it. No matter how strong she tried to be, she still needed to break down at some point. Everyone looked up to her as if she was unbreakable. She was supposed to be the most mature, the most confident, but then why was she feeling this way? Why was she so scared and confused?

Shaking her head as if to rid herself of those bad thoughts, she slipped on her light jacket and without a second glance back, pushed the front entrance doors of the building open, moving further away with each steady step.

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▌→ a u t h o r ' s n o t e s ;
it's almost midnight xD what's wrong with me? i'm still wide awake, hahaha. what will i do tomorrow? i still have homework to do but i just stopped halfway and started working on this xD see how much i love you guys? i doubt anyone will read it this late xD having a good weekend so far, everyone? :D

by the way, do any of you have any suggestions for ;
fanclub name
debut song
etc.

if so, please tell me~! I really need some help! If you don't have any, its fine too :) Thanks!!! >/////<

please do check for comment replies~! :D

▌→ eating ; nothing
▌→ drinking ; water
▌→ listening to ; love again - miss a
▌→ feeling ; hyper

▌→ november twentyseven twentyten ; elevenfiftyeightpm