Sehun's POV ~~ I came to the dorm looking for Exo M's maknae because I had brought his gifts from the fans from the mailroom, but when I came to the dorm I couldn't find him. I looked in everyone's room, in the bathrooms, on all three floors, and anywhere else until I heard a sobbing sound coming from the attic. I slowly entered the room, it's darkness and cold showering me. I followed the sobbing sound until I saw him, Tao, sitting in a corner looking straight, with blood dripping down from his left arm. I ran to him, crying because I didn't know if he was going to be okay. ~~ He whispered when I hugged him, after checking his pulse. "Uhh.. D-dongsaeng... Kwenchana...yo." I heard him stutter as he tried to push me away. But I couldn't let him go. I didn't want to. I wanted to hold him forever and for the blood to disappear. When I saw him like this, it made my entire body feel... pain. He pushed me again, with all of his force, so I fell backwards. "How did this happen?" I asked him. "Jeo haesseoyo." He did this? I looked down to his right and saw the bloody pocket knife on the floor. "Why?" I asked him. "Nobody cares about me... even you treat me like sometimes, and you're younger than me! And why look beautiful when the fans don't even like me...." I couldn't believe this. Had I really treated him so badly that he wanted to hurt himself? "Is that all?" I asked him. He hesitated and looked out of the small window in the attic. "I... also have forbidden feelings... They won't go away so I hurt myself. But the other things made me want to use a knife this time." he spoke. "Is this where you are whenever we're looking for you, hyung?" I asked him. He nodded and sighed. "Did you hear anything I just said?" he whispered to the window, but I knew it was for me. I sat beside him after throwing the knife across the room and held his right hand. "Forbidden feelings, what do you mean?" he locked our fingers together and looked at me. Then he looked and pulled away from me. "You're making it worse! Just... just go." But I couldn't just go. Not until he felt better, so I scooted over to him and hugged his waist. "I love you and care about you, hyung. So don't worry. And these.. feelings... may not go away, but it's not wrong to feel and act on them." He chuckled. Then he wrapped his arms around my neck. "It's okay to act on them, dongsaeng?" he asked me, making sure I knew his plan. I nodded and he kissed me, moving his hands from my neck to under my arms, he pulled me closer, until we met the floor and I was on top of him. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip, and opened my mouth, letting him taste me. I ran my fingers through his hair and touched his chest through his shirt as we kissed. He grabbed my and I gasped, making him laugh under me. He pulled back. "You like me too?" I nodded. Then I dragged him dowstairs to give him the fans' gifts. Hopefully, he'll feel better after seeing this giant bag of stuff that I carried up the stairs, screwing up my back in the process.