I had never been alright when he had left the one and only time. 

 It finally dawned upon me that I was finally standing on this land. Realization hit me like a brick, and

I literally staggered back a step. In a matter of seconds I felt many emotions opposing each other so

intense I was cowering of myself in my mind. It felt like hours to me, but the moving figures rushing to 

catch flights, go home, or pick up family proved that it was only seconds. Within these seconds I 

remembered to never let these thoughts and emotions out. If I was cowering from my own self, I couldn't

imagine what others would think of me. If I let anyone else see these emotions of hate, anger, rejection, 

euphoria, and accomplishment I would be branded psychotic. I couldn't have that happen now, could I? No.

Especially not before meeting him. Meeting the one that turned my life upside down. Whilst thinking of my

sudden psychotic emotions a familiar figure tapped me on the arm and noded her head to the left signaling

our departure.

     I will find you, I thought, and when I do I won't let you leave me again.