Here, not There

Description

 

Indifference.

Humanity tries to overcome this, tries to grasp compassion.  Humanity buys hybrids, recycles, and donates millions to charity, ing what they had found into the air for all to see, vainly seeking for admiration.

Respect.

Love. 

 

 

Compassion, however, does not want that rough touch.  Compassion wants to be coddled, wants to be given ample room and time within the human heart to mature.  Compassion is not meant to be a poster child – it shrinks and becomes inert, only a label, when exposed to open air.  It simmers quietly, distilled to its most pure, joyful form when it is shown not to the world, but to oneself.

 

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Foreword

 

Earth moved on.

 

Those threadbare, multicolored gloves looked cheerful enough, but they did little to protect the grimy fingers from the cold blanks blasted by the snow-speckled wind.  He couldn’t feel his fingers anymore.  He was past the point of feeling them, of the agony as circulation slowed, further and further, until it stopped altogether.  Now they wouldn’t move, stiffly curved towards his palms as they became as static as the rest of him.

 

Breaths, constant and rhythmic in all of his twenty-four years, were beginning to slow down.  The metronome of his heart was forgotten, lying on top of an unoccupied piano, the ticking increasingly sluggish.

 

Pump, please pump. 

 

It’s hard.

 

Humanity refused to look at him.  There was no need; he was simply another filthy mass by the street.  He gave them nothing to prove.  The police ignored him.  The cars skid past, speeding up as their occupants caught sight of him.  The departure of these cars blew more wind into his face, ruffling his hair.  It was once brown, and was now layered with a new color:  frost.

 

A thin film covered Kyuhyun’s vision, causing everything to become blurry.  His eyes fixed towards the grey sky, unblinking, unresponsive even to the occasional flakes of snow that alighted on the reflective surface.  He smiled, the cracks between his lips expanding, welling, filling with red.  His heart was valiant enough for him to be able to bleed so freely.  He was proud of the thumping muscle…but it was time to let it rest.

 

Man supposedly feels indescribable warmth right before he freezes to death.  He was experiencing this now.  He welcomed it.  The heat seeped into his bones, encompassing him in comfort, rewarding him for his trial on Earth.  An equally warm pressure was felt on his chest.

 

“I have you…I have you…”

 

His eyes closed.

 

Yes, God.  You have me.

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AmirahSJ #1
Come on...
Plezz update it ;(
Beniikyuwon #2
Are you goong to continue this fic? Is it because there are no comments? U.u oke </3
Beniikyuwon #3
Update please :c
GaemChau #4
This sounds really beautiful....
Looking forward to this!!^^
slovko #5
it´s just a foreword and I already like it ... ^o^