Daipan (Jin + Milk) || Letters
MissTER One-shots
[A/N: Using their Chinese given names, Dai An Na and Pan Yi Xuan (Niu Nai)]
Dear An Na,
This wasn't supposed to happen. You were supposed to be here with me! With me, you would have been alright. I gave you 200% of my support. How could you give up?
You said I wouldn't understand, and I don't! I feel like I failed you, but I'm positive -- certain -- I did everything in my power to keep you happy. What did I miss? What didn't I do? What more could I have done to keep you here with me?
Why. Why! Why would you do this to me?
- Niu Nai
My dearest Yi Xuan,
You won't understand but I'll try to explain as best as I possibly can.
It just wasn't working. Life doesn't work for me. You of all people made it seem so much more joy-filled. But expecting you to give me that joy 24/7 would make me a leech. I'd never want to all your positive energy away from you. You're a good-natured, caring person who would probably give your last ounce of energy to keep me well. But I'm not well. And I can't be with you any more. I can't be here any longer.
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