You covered your face with your palms as you heaved a big sigh.

Lying in front of you was Himchan’s unconscious body.

He had bandages on his forehead, arm and his leg was in a cast.

You sobbed silently to yourself.

It was all your fault.

It has been four days since he got into the hospital.

The doctors said it wasn’t serious.

He will be fine as soon as he wakes up but he still hadn’t.

You kept blaming yourself for this.

If you hadn’t rush off  like that, he wouldn’t be like this.

Aron leaned against the wall and sighed.

You came to the hospital everyday and sobbed seeing Himchan in this state.

No matter how much Aron tried to convince you that he’ll be alright, you didn’t want to listen.

Suddenly you felt the bed shift. You looked up and saw Himchan opening his eyes.

You gasped.

‘H-himchan!’ You waved a hand in front of him.

He smiled at you weakly.

You helped him to sit up with much effort. He pulled you into a hug.

‘ ~~~~~~ i thought something will happen to you. I was afraid i would lose you.’ He buried his face into your hair.

Tears rolled down your cheeks. He’s fine. You’re relieved.

‘You pabo.’ You said softly then smiled as you hugged onto him tighter.

‘Don’t ever do that again. I was so worried.’

‘I’ll get the doctor.’ With that, Aron pushed himself off the wall and walked out.

To your relief, the doctor said Himchan can be discharged after three days.

It wasn’t anything serious but his leg would need some time to heal.

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You walked back smiling contently.

Aron cleared his throat as you looked at him, still smiling.

‘Hmm, what’s wrong oppa? You’re not smiling today.’ You asked.

‘~~~~-ah, I guess i’ll be going back to America tomorrow.’ Aron said.

Your eyes widened.

‘So soon? Why? Will you come back again?’ You started asking him questions until he had to stop you

.

‘Yeah, i think i don’t really fit in here. I’m not used to the lifestyle here. So i’m going back.’

He scratched the back of his head.

‘W-what about me? Don’t you love me?

‘I do love you but  then i realized that. It’s not love that we both had for each other.

At that time, we’re confused and we just wanted to be loved.

We mistook that feeling for love.

And i’m sure you had already realized that you’re still in love with Himchan.’ Aron said, looking at you tenderly.

You’re speechless. He was right.

It wasn’t love that you had for Aron.

You’re just feeling lonely and wanted someone by your side.

You had always been in love with Himchan.

‘Am i right, ~~~~~?’ He smiled a little.

You just nodded your head.

‘T-thank you... for always being there for me, Aron oppa.’ You said.

‘No problem. And thank you too.’ He smiled.

‘So, should we get some beef for dinner? I’m starving!’

‘Only if  you’re treating. Korean beef is expensive’ You grinned at him.

He just laughed.