Soon, it is another day with Himchan.

Your third or last date with him and you’re pretty sure that you won’t be

seeing him anymore after that.

‘Where are we going today?’ You asked as you fasten your seatbelt.

Himchan just smiled.

You didn’t want to ask him more so you sat quietly as he drove.

He stopped at a very familiar house.

‘W-wait... isn’t this your house?’  You asked, looking out the window.

‘Yeah.’ He casually replied as he got off the car. You just followed him.

‘There’s something i want you to see.’  He said as he opened the door.

You’re unsure to follow him or wait for him outside but you decided to just follow him.

His house changed.

Not much, but you realize a few differences.

It looks much neater and.. expensive.

You looked around in awe.

‘Haven’t you been here before?’ He chuckled.

‘I have. Only once.’ You shrugged

. This place reminds you of those bad memories.

You shook it off and followed him up the stairs.

Himchan stopped in front of a door.

You peered over his shoulders curiously.

‘Close your eyes.’ He said.

‘W-what?’ you looked at him shocked at his request.

He rolled his eyes and use one hand to cover your eyes

and pulled you in front of him.

You heard the door unlock as he guided you in.

He pulled his hand away as your eyes flutter open.

You gasp at the surrounding around you.

A neat desk, a comfortable leather armchair, a light table, computer

and all those things that you have wanted.

 The walls were decorated nicely with cartoon pictures framed up

and even mini cartoon figurines filled the shelves.

A place for you to work on your cartoon illustrations.

This place is like some sort of heaven for you.

‘You have always wanted to be a cartoonist.

I was preparing this room for you in case if you ever wanted to come back.’ Himchan whispered into your ears.

Tears filled your eyes. You didn’t know what to say.

‘I-i...’

‘Come back to me.’ Himchan said.

‘I-i’m sorry. I can’t’ You replied softly, avoiding his gaze.

‘Why?’ He didn’t raise his voice at you, but instead he said it in a soft tone.

‘I-i just can’t. It’s wrong. I appreciate what you’ve done for me but i just can’t.’ Your lips quiver as you spoke.

Himchan grabbed your shoulders and gazed into your eyes softly.

‘You’re falling for me again. Don’t deny it.’

You looked away.

‘That’s why it’s a mistake to fall for you in the first place.’

With that, you shove his arms off you and walked away.

Himchan was taken aback by your words.

Did you really regret falling in love for him?

‘W-where are you going?’ Himchan caught up with you.

‘Home.’ You replied as you continue walking.

‘I’m not letting you leave until-‘ Himchan’s words were cut off.

‘Himchan. If she wants to leave, let her be.’ Himchan mother appeared before you.

You bowed lightly at her, blinking back your tears.

She stood infront of you.

‘You’ve grown into a beautiful woman.’ She said with a smile.

You didn’t know if it was meant to be a compliment or

she is being sarcastic but you decided to take it as a compliment.

‘Y-yeh. Thank you.’ You said.

‘Because of you, my Himchannie has been suffering.’ His mother said.

‘but also, thanks to you, he has changed into a better person that can make me proud of.’

You just nodded.  

‘I think i can start liking you now.’ His mother continued.

‘I-i need to go now.’ You bowed another time before walking past her.

Himchan took after you.

Once you’re out of the house, you ran.

Himchan was catching up with you.

You cursed under your breath.

You heard Himchan called your name and that made you ran faster away from him;

tears filled your eyes making your visions blurry.

Without looking at the crosswalk light, you hurriedly cross the busy road.

You heard Himchan yelled your name but you never turned back.

Before you know it, you were pushed far in front onto the ground and heard a loud bang.

It took you a while until you opened your eyes to see a huge scene in front of you.

People started gathering and cars stopped.

The driver jumped out of his car and ran in front to see.

You stood up and dusted yourself.

You cautiously walked to the crowd and gasped.

Tears fell from your eyes.

Himchan was lying on the ground,

a pool of red fresh blood around and lifeless.

You cupped your mouth with your hands.

It dawned onto you that Himchan was the one that pushed you

as soon as he saw a car coming your way.

Your legs started giving away as you fell on your knees.

Everything was blurry as your tears clouded around your eyes.

Kim Himchan. Why?

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The End.













aww no. XD it's not the end yet. hehe~

but it'll end in a few more chapters.
sorry i took so long to update. T.T

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