I woke up in the morning. A little sun was coming through a small opening in the curtain. I noticed somebody was beside me. Somebody so handsome. Somebody nearly shining like the sun. He has always been with me. When
everything was falling apart, he came out the blue for me.

It felt like forever we were in bed. Just him and me forever. It started to get a bit cold. Then I remembered some couple t-shirts I bought some time ago, but always forgot to give it to him. So I jumped out of my big bed and put on my slippers. I turned to him and smiled, then said I would be back with something for him. I nearly ran downstairs. I could feel the cold floor through my slippers. I thought I needed some new. When I came down I looked in a cabinet where I put the t-shirts. When I opened it, it made a loud noise. Annoying! Anyways.. not the point! The point was.. they weren't there! The couple t-shirts.. gone!? I didn't panic, because sometimes the maids just move stuff. So I asked one of our maids “Do you know where my shirts are? It's couple t-shirts for my boyfriend and I.. You see.. they were in this cabinet and now they're gone..” Her face almost went from normal to pale white in 2 seconds. Two other maids came and I said the same to them as the first one.. they reacted the same way, they started to whisper to each other ..
I got so annoyed! Nobody would tell me where those shirts were!? I suddenly shouted “Yah!? Will you please help me!?” They looked a bit frightened and I regretted that I shouted at them. Then the maid I talked to first was stuttering, but I could understand what she was saying.. “Your.. boyfriend is.. he is..” she couldn't finish her sentence and the other maid said something that echoed ever so painfully in the room “he is.. Dead.”

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“What are you talking about!?” I didn't believe her at first, but then my heart started to waver and I ran upstairs.
Tears were running down my eyes unknowingly.
My slippers fell off, my feet were so cold..
But not as cold as the feeling of your boyfriend not being there anymore.
The last steps into my room were in slow motion.. well okay, maybe not..
but it felt like it. It felt like I was in a movie. It felt unreal. But it wasn't.

When I was in my room.. nobody was there.
Nobody in the bed, sleeping.
Nobody in the bed, smiling at me.
Nobody. In. The. Room.
He was there just a while ago? Suddenly all the memories came back and I remembered everything..

Taemin is dead..