December 21, 2012
A Girl's Diary (SeoKyu) | Very long hiatusAfternoon 2:15 pm
Dear Diary,
It's been FOREVER since I wrote on you. How stupid of me. My parents are in the middle of fighting now. I don't know what to do, okay?
My mom's depressed, my dad seems to love his mistress more. How could he?! Love just doesn't fade away. This frustrates me so I would probably stop talking about it.
Anyway, I was too busy with Exams and school activites. I even missed going to my old school's fair. Okay, about Kyuhyun oppa.. I THINK I'M IN A FRIENDZONE WITH HIM. He seems really friendly now and less romantic. Is he trying to start over? Does he even remember?
Whenever I'm alone, he was there to make me smile. He even hugged me when I expounded my feelings of what my problem is right now. If I don't talk to him for days he would see me and check If I was alright but I didn't that as of a romantic way. Maybe it's just my nervousness of him regaining his memory. It's going to pass a year when I liked him for the first time and yet I came this far but eventually started over as friends again.
xoxo,
SeoHyun
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