Dear Winter,

Do you remember how we've met? College tayo nun, magkaibang course. Dalawang buildings ang pagitan ng departments natin. For some reason, na-encounter pa rin natin ang isa't isa. Natatawa pa rin ako tuwing naaalala  ko. We literally bumped into each other. Ang dami mong librong hawak tapos iced coffee yung hawak ko. Nagkalat ang books mo tapos yung kape ko naman natapon sa  damit ko. You were mad pero ako rin. It was my defense day but you had  to ruin it. But it's all in the past, tinatawanan ko na nga lang. I feel like it was just fate playing with us. They succeeded though. Our first encounter turns into two, three, until we end up dating. I am not complaining. It was the biggest plot twist of my life.

You were my biggest plot twist.

Having you in my life was wonderful. We laughed, cried, get bored, and most importantly, we showed love to each other. It was nice. It was amazing. I loved you and I will be lying if I say na hindi na because I still do. After 11 years I still do. My heart aches while writing this letter kasi puro past tense eh. Hindi ko pa rin matanggap na it's all in the past. It shouldn't have turned out  this way.

Winter, I feel like I'm being selfish right now. Dapat good vibes lang since it's an important day for you. But please let me be. For one  last time. I am sorry but I can't be happy. It should've been me. Maybe if I listened enough, cared enough, hindi naman g