RINA

"Rille Punta raw-"

Bago ko pa masabi ang dapat kong sabihin lumabas na ng apartment ang magaling kong bestfriend

hayst

I took my phone out and texted her about sa ganap namin mamaya. 

Me
Sure kang okay ka lang?

Ning invited us pala sa apartment nila for dinner, I think aamin na sila ni Haechan.

I waited for her reply, for like 5 mins pero wala. 

Mababasa naman siguro niya.

Pinatong ko na sa table yung phone ko bago tuluyang humiga sa sofa.

Napaka weird ni Rille these past few days.

Bigla bigla siyang lalapit saakin, parang may gusto sabihin. But she'll end up not saying anything.

Tapos kapag tinanong mo naman, lutang siya. If not, bigla siyang magpapanic then aalis.

Ang saya diba. Iniiwasan ako ng taong gusto ko tapos 'tong bestfriend ko pa hindi makausap ng matino. 

Okay lang ako prammis

I'm 65% sure na iniiwasan ako ni Miloves. 

Kapag pumupunta ako sa JamSe, wala siya lagi.

Tapos kapag magtatanong ako about her and laging sagot, nag paalam daw. Magfofocus muna raw sa Med To Be.

Understandable naman kung ganon.

PERO! may teammate kasi akong may Jowang from MTB and lagi ko siyang nakikita before and after our training

Well syempre Jowa, I know. Pero para namang walang ganap

At overthinker ako, tinanong ko siya anong ganap sa org nila.

He said 'nothing much'

Edi nalungkot ang ate niyo ng bonggang bongga

Emz

I know, I shouldn't feel this way.

Una sa lahat, wala naman akong karapatan manghimasok sa buhay ni Miloves, pero kasi overthinker nga ako!

Andaming question sa utak ko 

Did I scare her? She doesn't like me? May jowa ba siya? 

Kung ayaw mo naman okay lang Miloves.

ARGGHHH

Bahala na, atleast makikita ko siya later.

Hopefully, makausap rin

Naevis naman ibigay mo na saakin 'to

WIN

"You sure you won't go?" I asked CZ for like the nth time na

Magkasama kami sa JamSe kanina when we recieved an invitation from Nyz and Chan.

Yes both silang nag aya, and that only means one thing. 

And that thing is the reason ayaw sumama ni CZ.

"Nah, I'll just make an excuse"

Okay

Well I can't push him, baka magbreakdown as the two officially broke his heart.

I know na kahit hindi niya pinapakita nasasaktan siya. 

"Your call. Just please don't get drunk somewhere"

"Of course, sa aparment nalang ako matutulog siguro" He laughed bitterly

As someone who knows about his feelings for Nyz since highchool, naawa ako.

Pero wala naman akong magawa.

"How about you? For sure Nyz invited Rina"

Yes, he knows my situation.

Torpe si CZ, but he can easily pick up things.

Plus, I think it is good to have someone to talk about stuff .

He promised not to talk naman.

I'm confident na hindi siya magdadaldal because I also know his secret 

"Win?"

"What?"

"Sabi ko you can make me as an excuse naman para hindi umattend"

Ahh

Umiling naman ako

"It's fine. Magiging weird lang na both of us na friends nung dalawa ang hindi present"

"If you say so" he said sabay ngiti

I look at him weirdly.

"What?"

"Nothing"

"Tell me"

"Miss mo siya no?" 

Natahimik ako.

"Aside sa weird na wala tayo both, I'm sure missing her is also the reason why you want to go"

Well

Tama naman siya

Aside from I want to see her I aslo want to know if she is okay.

"Good luck sayo"

Good luck talaga

Around 8pm nakarating na ako sa Cueva

Iba rin tong dalawang to, they want to do their big announcement sa bar.

As expected, they really share the same braincells nga naman.

As I arrive sa booth na reserved for us, nagulat ako.

I expected to be alone kasi masyado pang maaga 

But

She's already sitting these, busy with her phone.

"Hi" I greeted her, loud enough for her to hear. 

I'm actually nervou