When Mina left her house and Dahyun walked in, Momo felt a little calm

 

She doesn't want to sound like that, but having Mina or Sana around doesn't do her any good, the voices seem to be in her head every time she's with them and to top now also with Nayeon and Jeongyeon, just great, as if that wasn't enough

 

But with the younger ones it's always different, Momo sees them as her little sisters that she can take care of and help, although at this moment she is not sure if she would be of help or if she would be the disaster herself

 

Momo went to the kitchen to pour herself some juice, and Dahyun just followed her with her eyes

 

-Unnie, where can I put my suitcase?- Dahyun picked up her bag and Momo pointed towards her room. Dahyun quickly understood and went to place her suitcase at the foot of the bed. She left the room and sat on the sofa in the living room

 

-Is there something you would like to do Unnie?- Dahyun smiled a little and Momo loved them for that, they wouldn't look for explanations even if they wanted them, they would just try to make her feel comfortable and have a little fun, a dynamic that she misses a lot. Sitting down on the sofa next to her, leaving some space still, she let out a sigh 

 

-How about a movie marathon?- Dahyun warmed to the idea and quickly went to Momo's room again to get her laptop and fulfill her request

 

-I knew you would say that- With a smile, Dahyun picked the movies she knew his Unnie liked and they were soon glued to the screen

 

The rest of the day was similar, they only watched several movies and Dahyun bought something to eat, from time to time the youngest made a comment about a specific scene and Momo answered briefly, but she was extremely grateful for that

 

Soon it was time to sleep and they both went to bed in their respective beds, they both said good night and Momo was about to sleep when...

 

-Don't worry Unnie, everything will be fine- Turning quickly on her spot, she looked at Dahyun's silhouette who already had her eyes closed, Momo couldn't help but smile 

 

-I hope so Dahyun, I hope so...-

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When Mina got home, Sana was analyzing some witness statements to a murder, but soon her attention was drawn to the younger Japanese as quick as she walked through the door

 

Mina was angry and the worst thing is that she doesn't know who she is with, she is upset with herself for being a coward and not talking, as well as falling asleep for almost 5 hours on the only day a week she can see Momo, but she was also upset with her for being stubborn and refusing to open up to others about whatever is troubling her, Mina wanted to believe that Momo doesn't want to bother anyone with her problems, but the seed of doubt in her head was already there

 

She didn't trust them?, maybe somehow they were the problem, those questions revolved around her head again and again, she didn't even realize that Sana had already been in front of her for a long time

 

Sana was only worried about looking at Mina, the girl didn't even seem to be there, her eyes didn't look at anything, she didn't even seem to realize where she was

 

-Mina, are you okay?, Did something bad happen?- Mina came back to the present as soon as she heard her friend's voice

 

-No Sana, nothing happened and that's why I'm so upset and confused- Mina sat on her couch as she ran her hands through her hair, feeling the frustration and annoyance bubble up in her body

 

Sana sat next to her, waiting for Mina to continue her explanation, taking one of her hands as she rubbed her knuckles trying to calm her down

 

The effect was immediate and Mina felt confident to speak freely

 

-Momo didn't say anything, I couldn't even ask her, I felt that as soon as I brought up the subject she would run away from me, I had never seen her so defensive with anyone, much less with me- Mina took a deep breath trying to calm her nerves 

 

-You know, I can't explain it well but I think Momo is just scared, I could see it in her eyes, it almost seemed that as soon as I touched her she would disappear, she had never acted like that before, I worry and I want to help her, I don't want to lose her, but seeing her like that, it just makes me wonder... if maybe... I already lost her- Mina looked down at her feeling tears stinging her eyes, Sana wrapped her arms around her quickly, trying to protect her, but Sana couldn't say much.... Sana was just as scared

 

Sana hugged her and didn't say anything, Mina looked tired, maybe she didn't sleep much, in the midst of tears and sobs, Mina fell asleep

 

Sana had no heart to wake her up and let her sleep in her arms, but a fire in Sana was lit, with a new resolution in her mind Sana made a decision. She would talk to Momo and get the truth out of her no matter the price, everyone is worried and scared for her friend, it wasn't fair to anyone what Momo was doing, seeing Mina again in her arms, she smiled

 

-I promise I'll talk some sense into her... no matter the cost- 

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Momo learned that Dahyun, Tzuyu and Chaeyoung's schedule was together. Momo was grateful to Jihyo, she felt better, she felt that she was getting better and maybe soon none of this would be necessary

 

Chaeyoung said goodbye to her and told her that Jihyo would be there in a few minutes. Momo was remembering the order of the schedule and could only deduce 2 things, either Jihyo is going to be with her for 2 days or tomorrow she would have to face Sana

 

Momo wasn't ready to face her. Sana knew her better than anyone, just like Mina, the difference is that Mina is sweet, calm and very respectful, she would not try to cross any lines without permission, she is that sweet

 

But Sana is another story, she is wild, happy and very loving, she would not hesitate to give you a hug and fill you with kisses to lift your spirits, she would not hesitate to cross a line or two if she thinks that she can help you with that

 

Momo knew that against Sana it would be a losing battle, she could only pray to the gods that Jihyo will be going to stay with her for 2 days

 

The door rang once and Momo quickly opened it already knowing who was there. Jihyo entered the apartment and looked around her, noticing some differences from the beginning of the last week 

 

-I see you've decorated a bit- Jihyo said pointing to a painting placed on the living room wall. 

 

-It's from Chaeyoung, you know how she is- Momo walked over to her couch and sat up straight, looking at the painting with a bit of curiosity (she didn't know what was in there) Jihyo smiled seeing the change in his friend's demeanor

 

-I'm glad to see you like this, have you talked to someone from the maknaes? - Jihyo studied Momo's expression and could see a trace of bitterness in her eyes, but it soon dissolved 

 

-No, I'm really telling you Jihyo, I can't (shouldn't) talk about it with anyone- Jihyo was about to scold her when he interrupted her

 

-But don't worry, I think I just need to agree to a few things and I'll be able to get back to you- Momo tried to smile, but the very idea of ​​giving up her feelings was very painful for her, but she was going to do it, she didn't know how, but she had to do it for the sake of Mina and Sana, they need their friend and Momo was willing to forget his love?, she didn't know what it was yet, but she had to leave it behind, whatever the cost

 

Jihyo wanted to keep insisting but decided that it was best to leave it for now, Momo looked better and that was already progress

 

-How was your weekend with the maknaes?-

 

-It was really fun to be honest, with Dahyun I was watching movies, Tzuyu showed me the five thousand puppy albums she has on her phone and Chaeyoung almost made my apartment her personal gallery as you can see- Momo pointed at the painting on the wall and Jihyo couldn't help but smile 

 

Momo really did look better and a feeling of fear rose in as she remembered that Sana would come tomorrow. Jihyo trusted Sana, but the girl is a total enigma, no one can predict what Sana is going to do. Jihyo looked at Momo and smiled again, silently praying that things will only get better

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Sana arrived just five minutes before eight o'clock, she was motivated and knew her best friend, she was ready to break down all the barriers that Momo tried to put up

 

Sana knocked on the door and Jihyo greeted her with a smile 

 

-Go ahead Sana- Sana entered the apartment, but she couldn't see Momo anywhere. Jihyo saw the confusion written on her friend's face 

 

-Don't worry Sana, she's still sleeping- Sana quickly relaxed and hugged her leader. 

 

-Thank you very much for this Jihyo- Jihyo hugged him back and smiled

 

-It is the least I can do- They both broke away from the hug and Jihyo turned to leave the apartment

 

-Sana, I leave her in your hands, take care of her- Sana smiled and waved her off

 

-Do not worry, I'll do- Jihyo left the apartment and Sana fixed her gaze on the door to Momo's room

 

Time of truth...

 

Sana entered Momo's room very carefully, trying to be as quiet as possible, when she looked up she could see Momo sleeping soundly, her face covered by some strands of hair, her chest rising and falling to the beat of her breathing, his legs outstretched and his arms on either side of his head, a sight very few could behold

 

Sana silently placed herself next to the bed and analyzed her next move, trying to convince herself that it was the best plan to follow, honestly Sana wasn't sure if it was a good idea, but she was running out of options, deciding that she didn't have a better idea, went ahead

 

Sana climbed onto the bed carefully and quickly placed herself on top of Momo, her legs around Momo's waist, when she felt firm in her position, she dropped her body weight onto the unconscious girl

 

Momo moaned at the unexpected pressure

 

As soon as she opened her eyes and saw the silhouette of someone above her, she quickly forced the dream out of her mind and fully awoke

 

-S-Sana- Momo's eyes were wide, a little incredulous at what was happening

 

Sana smiled a little when she saw the confusion written on her best friend's face

 

-That's right, that's me Momo- Momo quickly tried to move out of the situation, but Sana had already anticipated it, she quickly leaned forward and grabbed Momo's wrists, pressing them into the bed against either side of her head

 

Momo was in disbelief and a little upset about the situation, she expected Sana to be difficult, but this exceeded her expectations

 

-Sana, let go of me- Momo stared into her eyes, trying to intimidate her in some way. Sana met her gaze and smiled sweetly

 

-Sure... but first, you have to talk- Momo and Sana stared into each other's eyes with a fervent intensity. Momo looked away and tried to move her body to throw Sana off balance, but Sana was fixed on her position

 

Momo knew that if she applied a little more force she could knock Sana down, but that would mean hurting her and that was the last thing Momo wanted

 

-What exactly do you want to talk about?- Momo knew what Sana meant, but she wanted to find a weakness in her grip and get out of this situation now. Sana frowned at her comment

 

-Are you really going to play dumb now? You know exactly what I mean Momo, and I won't let you go from here without the truth and only the truth- 

 

Momo was looking at Sana's position, and suddenly she felt very aware of how compromising she seemed, Sana had her body completely pressed against hers, there was no space for a pin between them, her face was close, too close for her liking, his hands had her immobilized and his gaze made her feel small because of how intense it was

 

Momo was starting to feel hot, and it wasn't good, Sana was still waiting for something, anything, and Momo couldn't even breathe. Sana was getting desperate at the silence of her best friend

 

-Momo, it's not fair what you're doing, you have us all confused and worried, we just want to help you but every time we try to get close to you, you push us away as if we were some disease... tell me Momo... Did I do something wrong? , Did we do something wrong?, What happened for us to come to this?- At this point Sana's tears hit Momo's cheeks

 

Momo wanted to say something, anything to make her feel better, but her mind was in chaos, she couldn't form any words. Sana looked at her still with tears in her eyes and leaned forward, aiming directly at her neck

 

Sana started to leave small kisses on her neck, Momo knew that her intention was nothing that she wanted to think, they had done it before, Sana would try to make her laugh like that, it was like a form of comfort that only she could think of, teasing her like that, provoking fits of laughter at how sensitive she is

 

But this time it wasn't like that, the little kisses were quick, Momo knew she shouldn't think stupid things, but she couldn't, her body heat suddenly rose, her hands clenched into fists and her jaw tensed, Momo had to do something before losing control

 

-S-Sana, s-stop- Momo hated herself for stuttering, she wanted to sound assertive, but all she did was make herself vulnerable. Sana smiled against her skin

 

-I don't want to- Momo could almost see the pout on Sana's lips. Sana continued to assault her and Momo was losing her mind

 

Come on Hirai, you know you like it, you're enjoying it right?

 

Momo felt the heat cloud her vision and her senses were becoming more sensitive than ever

 

Why don't you let yourself go? 

 

Momo was having a mental battle and Sana kept insisting...

 

Momo lost it, she quickly slipped out of Sana's grasp, and the girl let out a startled squeal almost knocking their heads together, Sana felt her back hit the bed and soon, Momo grabbed her wrists just like Sana had done before, she had a leg in between hers and her breathing was unsteady

 

Sana was truly confused, Momo's look was one she had never seen before and Sana didn't know what to think

 

That's great Hirai, now you're in control

 

Momo closed her eyes, trying to silence the voice in her head, unconsciously squeezing Sana's wrists in the process. Sana winced at Momo's grip

 

her 

 

Momo widened her eyes in disbelief, her gaze quickly connecting with Sana's, and she saw the traces of pain in her eyes

 

-M-Momo, you're hurting me- Sana gestured towards her hands and Momo immediately released her

 

Momo got off the bed slowly, still trying to understand what the hell had happened, her mind was in a frenzy, she couldn't connect anything, she was completely lost, confused and scared

 

Sana could see Momo's mental battle, she tried to get closer to her, but she couldn't

 

-DON'T COME CLOSE!, GET AWAY FROM ME!- Momo didn't understand what the hell she wanted to do, really...did she even think of her best friend? 

 

Sana almost cried again seeing her friend so upset about her, she tried to get closer again, but Momo rejected her 

 

-SANA! P-Please, just get away from me- Momo was in total panic, she didn't understand how the hell she even thought that stupid thing. Sana reluctantly obeyed and left the room, as soon as she left, the door was locked. Sana sighed and leaned back against the door

 

-What the hell is going on Mo....?-

 

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You're disgusting, did you really think of your best friend? 

 

Momo was hunched over with her forehead on the ground, apologizing and begging for a little mercy, clenching her teeth as she felt the weight of her actions

 

You are a piece of

 

All you deserve is to get the kicked out of you and die

 

Momo was losing the sense of everything, maybe she was right, she deserved to die and she had to be fast, she couldn't allow herself to think that way again and keep hurting her friends? Momo didn't feel right to call them that anymore

 

Don't be a coward, if someone deserves to take your life, it's them, you don't even deserve to take your own life

 

Momo was about to scream, her ears felt like ants and a pain so burning in her heart that she couldn't identify

 

Everything stopped suddenly and the silence in her head was broken by a whisper

 

Just do it, you're a detective, you'll know how to do it, it was a pleasure... Hirai 

 

Momo got up from the floor and looked for the gun that she hid under her bed, she had never needed it, but maybe this is the first and the last time, she put the gun back in its place and took a notebook and a pen, her eyes were out of focus and the life that once filled her was gone, scribbling wildly and carelessly, she made a decision, she was going to end it all

 

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The day after Nayeon and Jeongyeon arrived, Sana greeted them with tears in her eyes, and both girls immediately hugged her

 

-Sana, what happened?- Sana let out a few sobs and wiped her tears with the forearm of her shirt

 

-I'm not sure, I tried to talk to her yesterday and after that, she hasn't eaten and she hasn't said a word to me, she just drank some juice and locked herself in her room, she even made me sleep on the couch- Sana was really stressed and depressed

 

Nayeon took her in her arms and offered her some comfort, soon Sana had to leave the place and Nayeon and Jeongyeon were left alone

 

Nothing happened, Nayeon insisted up to 10 times offering something to eat and Momo did not accept anything, all progress they had made was thrown away, even worse, Momo was not trying anymore

 

Jeongyeon could only offer comfort to a sensitive Nayeon who was crying in her arms, giving words of encouragement that neither of them really believed

 

The next day was the same or worse, Momo only came out of her room once, put a blanket, a pillow and the little penguin stuffed animal on the sofa, with a note attached to the stuffed animal and then she took a can of juice from her fridge and locked up again

 

Mina took the stuffed animal in her hands and smiled wistfully at the memories of her, took the note and opened it

 

Sorry, it will be over soon, I promise

 

Mina didn't know what to feel, she wanted to feel relief but she only felt panic, crying in silence she lay down on the sofa and fell asleep, feeling a tightness in her chest, fearing tomorrow

 

When Dahyun arrived Mina was gone, she was aware that apparently Momo had worsened her condition in recent days, she couldn't help but sigh and sit on the sofa, not sure what to do next

 

Hours passed and it was already more than noon when Momo's room opened and Dahyun who was busy on her computer, almost let out a scream at the appearance of her Unnie, her eyes were sunken and with very visible dark circles, her face was much thinner than the week before and his skin color didn't look normal at all

 

-I need us to go to a pharmacy- Dahyun wasn't sure what to do and Momo could see it

 

-Don't worry, I just want a headache pill- Dahyun nodded still uncertain, but she agreed to the request, maybe this is positive

 

Dahyun quickly drove to the nearest pharmacy, she tried to start some kind of conversation but Momo never answered her 

 

When they arrived Momo got out of the car before Dahyun could say anything 

 

-Wait here, I won't be long- 

 

Dahyun wanted to ask, but Momo quickly walked away from her and entered the pharmacy

 

When Momo came back Dahyun could see a shape of a small bottle in her opaque bag

 

-I thought you'd buy pills?- Dahyun questioned starting the car. Momo kept looking straight ahead but she still answered 

 

-Yes, it was, but I needed to buy some water to drink it- Dahyun wasn't convinced, but she wasn't sure if pushing was the right idea, so she let it slide 

 

When they got home, Momo quickly got out of the car and locked herself in again. Dahyun looked up at the sky, letting out a silent plea, wishing everything was alright

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The next day was the same with the only surprise being that Momo ate some of the Jokbal that Tzuyu had brought, not a single word was said to each other throughout their visit and although she felt bad, Tzuyu consoled herself with the thought that Momo ate, at least a little

 

Chaeyoung arrived the next day and was carrying several paints, colors and brushes, along with some canvases, Tzuyu warned her about how quiet the place was and Chaeyoung would take advantage of it in his favor

 

The hours passed and Chaeyoung only knew that Momo was there because of the sounds in her room, the rest was absolute silence, she had already finished her third painting when she realized how late it was, the clock read close to nine o'clock at night 

 

Chaeyoung put away all of his things and lay down on the sofa, still with the phone in her hand browsing slowly, she was about to go to sleep when Momo's room opened and the girl came out with a small backpack on her back

 

-Hi Chae-

 

-Hello Unnie- Chaeyoung sat on the sofa curious about his unnie's intentions

 

Momo looked down at her feet a bit shy at the request she wanted. Chaeyoung looked at her curiously and offered her all of her attention

 

-Chae, I want to ask you to come with me to the park, I haven't been out at night for a while and I'd like to see how it is, would you mind?- Chaeyoung was a bit confused by her strange request, but she agreed anyway, she didn't see anything wrong with it

 

-Sure Unnie, it's fine- Chaeyoung put on clothes more appropriate for a night out and they both got into the car, Chae driving in silence and Momo humming some song she didn't recognize

 

When they got to the park and parked the car, when no one was in sight Momo took her backpack and took out a jar and a handkerchief from it, Chae looked at her confused but Momo just smiled

 

When she finished bathing the handkerchief, Chae recognized the peculiar aroma of that substance: Chloroform

 

Before Chaeyoung could do anything, Momo lunged at her and placed the handkerchief over and nose, Chaeyoung frantically tried to remove it, but Momo was stronger, she quickly got on top of her, resting her back on the steering wheel, while Chaeyoung gasped for breath, desperately trying to punch Momo out of the death grip, soon the chloform made effect and her frantic punches and kicks ceased, rendering her completely unconscious

 

Momo removed the handkerchief and took the unconscious woman in her arms, her head

 

-Don't worry Chaeyoung, everything will be fine, you won't have to see me anymore... I'm sorry- Momo placed Chaeyoung in the passenger seat and fastened her seat belt, giving the appearance of having fallen asleep, took the wheel and headed to an alley near the park, a blind spot, no cameras, no good angle of vision from the buildings, a perfect place to end it all

 

Momo parked and waited for the clock to advance, taking the opportunity to rest a bit. Soon it was 12 o'clock at night, but there was still a bit of movement in the streets, taking advantage of the moment she decided to make a gag and a few knots with the other scarves she brought in her backpack, she placed them in Chaeyoung's mouth and hands. Just in case she woke up earlier than expected

 

The clock marked two in the morning, when Momo decided that it was time, there was no one in sight, the cars were no longer circulating and the noise of the city fell silent, she took her phone and pressed the number of her best friend 

 

Mina woke up to the sudden sound of her phone, still sleepy she looked at the screen and the dream left her completely when she saw Momo's name on it, she quickly answered and looked at the clock, wondering why the hell she was calling her at 2 o'clock in the morning, Sana also woke up due to the sound and Mina's careless movement, she put the phone on speakerphone

 

-Hello?...Momo?- A sharp silence was heard from the other side of the line, until a voice was present

 

-Hello Mina, I'm in an alley near Itaewon street, I know Sana is listening, both of you can come, I don't want anyone else with you, got it?- Mina and Sana looked at each other in shock, Mina almost forgot to reply, but she quickly pulled herself together

 

-It's okay Momo, just don't move from there, okay?- 

 

-Okay, I'll wait for you here- 

 

The call was cut off and Sana almost ran out of the room, but Mina stopped her before she could get out

 

-Wait Sana, put on your gear and bring your gun, I have a bad feeling, I'll call Jihyo- Sana was about to protest but Mina cut her off

 

-I'm not going to ask her to go with us, just to be near in case something happens, okay?- Sana nodded still with a thousand things on her mind and quickly got ready

 

Mina called out to Jihyo as she dressed as well. 

 

-Mina? What the hell, it's two in the morning- 

 

-I'm sorry, but it's an emergency, Momo is away from home- Mina could hear Jihyo swearing on the other end of the line, while noises of clothes wrinkling could be heard

 

-Where is she now?- 

 

-She's in an alley near Itaewon Street, she asked me and Sana to go, but I have a bad feeling- 

 

-It's fine, better safe than sorry, be prepared for anything, did she say anything about Chaeyoung?- Mina almost lost her balance remembering that Momo shouldn't be alone 

 

-No Jihyo, she didn't mention it- Jihyo cursed again and pinched the bridge of her nose, letting out a huge sigh

 

-I don't know what she's planning, but she'll most likely be with her, Mina, be very careful, I'll be close, I'll call the rest of the guys and we'll cover the area, stay safe- 

 

-Thanks Jihyo, I have to go, thank you very much- Mina hung up the call and finished dressing, placing her gun at her side and quickly headed to her car where Sana was already waiting for her. Mina got into the car and started it, quickly heading to Itaewon Street

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When they reached Itaewon Street, Mina slowed down while Sana carefully watched every corner where Momo might be

 

-Can you see her?- 

 

-Not yet, let's move on- They drove a few more meters when in one of the alleys Sana could see a very familiar car

 

-Mina, isn't that Chaeyoung's car?- Mina slammed on the brakes abruptly and Sana almost fell from her position

 

Mina watched carefully and quickly parked nearby, both carefully getting out of the vehicle as they drew their guns and approached the car. Before they could get any closer, two figures moved up behind the vehicle, Sana quickly pulling the flashlight from it and shining it right at the subject's face in the shadows

 

Mina and Sana almost choke at the sight of Chaeyoung gagged and teary-eyed and Momo standing behind her with a gun pointed at her head

 

-Chae, get down on your knees please- Momo spoke first and Chaeyoung obeyed immediately, she didn't understand a damn what was going on, but she was scared, really scared

 

Mina and Sana were still stunned at what they were seeing, Mina collected herself first and quickly pointed at Momo not understanding why she was doing this. Momo didn't flinch one bit at the threat and just kept pointing at Chaeyoung

 

-Momo, tell me, what the hell do you think you're doing?- Mina was totally lost. Momo looked up and met Mina's eyes directly

 

-I'll finish this, it's over for me- Sana and Mina were trying to figure out what the hell Momo meant, when lightning lit up the sky and thunder rumbled through the city. Momo looked up and could see how the first drops of rain began to fall, splashing her face and the ground around her. Momo smiled wryly

 

-How appropriate- 

 

Momo looked down the barrel of Mina's gun and could see the confusion and fear on her face

 

-Shoot Mina- Mina and Sana were in shock, they didn't understand a about what was going on, Sana recovered first this time

 

-Why Momo? Tell me, what's going on?- Sana tried to be strong but the tears in her eyes gave her away. Momo sighed, feeling the rain getting heavier, her clothes completely wet

 

-Just do it, or I'll kill Chaeyoung- Momo aimed directly at the girl's head, Mina and Sana immediately raised their weapons and pointed at Momo, the poor girl let out some sobs as her tears continued to wet the already soaked gag

 

Mina and Sana were trying to understand something of what was happening, but they didn't understand anything, Mina took a deep breath trying to calm her nerves and think of a strategy, to disarm Momo

 

They were about 25 meters apart, if she could get close enough she might be able to do something

 

-It's okay Momo, just put your gun down and we'll do what you ask- Mina took small steps, trying to sneak up on her. Momo quickly realized what she was trying to do

 

-Get away or I'll blow his head off!- Chaeyoung continued to cry in fear as the gun pressed against his head. Mina paused for a second, but when she saw Momo's facade falter, she decided to move on

 

-You won't Momo, I know you, you wouldn't hurt any of your friends on purpose, I know that well- At this point Momo's hands were shaking, and a new kind of fear settled in her

 

-Hell yeah! I've been hurting you guys for a while now and I'll do it again!- She tried to sound strong and rude, but it seemed more like an attempt to convince herself of what she was saying. Mina smiled a little and lowered her weapon, taking a step forward

 

-You won't Momo, we know you well enough to know how much you love your friends- Mina looked at Sana who was trying to get closer just like her, but in absolute silence. Momo's facade fell completely as tears met the rainwater on her cheeks. Momo leaned over Chaeyoung and untied her hands, whispering in her ear

 

-You are free to hate me as much as you want, sorry- As soon as she released her, Chaeyoung immediately stood up and ran to get behind Mina

 

The rain became more intense, his eyes couldn't see clearly now and she could barely see Momo. Momo stood up and looked at the sky still with the gun in her hand, she quickly loaded the gun in one motion and placed it on her head

 

-You're right Mina, I can't hurt you, not directly, so I'll take down the culprit myself- Mina and Sana tried to get closer quickly but Momo pushed them away

 

-One step closer and I'll blow my head right now.- Momo didn't sound intimidating anymore, she sounded defeated and sad, alarm bells went off in Mina and Sana's heads

 

-Momo.... just put the gun down, we can help you- 

 

-The only help I need is for you to shoot me yourself- Sana was trying to do something, anything

 

-Okay Momo, I'll do what you want... but first, tell me why- Momo clenched her jaw and the grip on the gun was painful, should she say it?, she was about to die, if Sana or Mina didn't kill her, she would do it herself

 

Taking a deep breath she decided it didn't matter anymore

 

-Because I fell in love with you...- 

 

Momo said in a low voice, and although the rain was very strong, Sana could hear her, but she still didn't understand anything, her nerves were altered by not understanding what did falling in love have to do with the idea of ​​killing herself?

 

-What the hell Momo! Falling in love with me is so bad that you want to kill yourself for it!?- Sana was practically screaming now. Momo clenched her jaw and the mood didn't helped nothing 

 

-It's not that, damn it!- 

 

-So what is Momo!? Tell me why, because I don't understand a damn!- Momo pressed the weapon to her head, feeling the cold of the metal

 

-Because I fell in love with Mina at the same time!- 

 

Momo was panting and Mina and Sana were frozen in place, trying to figure out if they had heard correctly

 

-You have no idea how guilty I felt! Falling in love with your two best friends?, What kind of sick person would have obscene thoughts about his two best friends at the same time!?, Do you think I wanted this!?- 

 

Momo had exploded and Sana and Mina didn't really know what to say, they didn't felt disgusted, far from it, but they felt surprised, very surprised

 

Momo saw the confusion and surprise written on their faces and that only made her feel worse than ever, she knew this would happen, but that didn't prevent the anger and hatred she had accumulated against herself from consuming her completely

 

-That's why I didn't say anything!-

 

-That's why I kept silent!- 

 

-I didn't want to ruin our relationship!- 

 

-I wanted to do something and that's why I walked away from you... I-I thought I could forget it, I-I thought it was temporary but it was not like that- Momo was crying with rage, she was completely annoyed and disgusted with herself 

 

Mina and Sana were trying to assimilate this sudden confession, Chaeyoung was also very surprised by the confession but she didn't find it weird at all

 

Momo placed the gun to her head again

 

-NOW, TELL ME A GOOD REASON NOT TO BLOW MY HEAD OFF!-

 

-Ten!- 

 

Sana and Mina were trying to find something, anything to stop Momo from doing something stupid

 

-Nine!- 

 

Mina and Sana raised their weapons, desperate at the situation

 

-Momo, put down the gun!- Mina yelled trying to sound threatening

 

-Eight!-

 

Sana and Mina tried to run towards her, but Momo shot near her feet, stopping them immediately

 

-Just do it!, Seven!- 

 

Sana was crying as she tried to say something 

 

-You don't have to kill yourself for that!, We can talk about it Momo!-

 

-There is nothing to talk about!- 

 

-Six!-

 

Mina was trying to find something to say 

 

-Five!- 

 

-Four!-

 

-We love you too Momo!- Mina tried to persuade, but it only angered Momo

 

-DON'T BE A ING LIAR! I CAN SEE YOU'RE LYING! 

 

-Three!- Mina managed to get a little closer, she took her gun and pointed it at Momo

 

-Two!-

 

-STOP MOMO!- 

 

-One!- Momo placed her finger on the trigger of the gun....

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Mina shot... 

 

 

Momo could only hear some screams and see the anguished faces of her friends approaching her on the ground

 

Momo tried to smile but the cold, pain and numbness in her body didn't allow it

 

Momo closed her eyes and everything went black....

 

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A/N:

 

Hi guys 

 

Sorry for the angst, not really haha, but I hope you enjoyed this chapter

 

Only one left to finish this story, I hope you like it