“I have to take a look at her” (Part 1)

💬 Joohyun Said
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   "I don't know but whenever Seulgi does something, it always catches my eyes. It feels like I have to take a look at her"    

 

 

 

To be the subject of god herself.

 

To steal her attention, knowing how many would kill just to have a short moment of attention she generously gave to Seulgi.

 

Overwhelmed — is what Seulgi remembers — was the word she thought of as she sang the last parts of 'Candy' with Joohyun smiling at her

 

— she couldn't care less, how the rain drenched her sweater while they were onstage—

 

For she knew that the word 'overwhelmed' couldn't even chart the circus of emotions she felt. She was graced — go to a temple, drop on her knees and bow a thousand times — thankful for the gods who gifted her with Joohyun's attention.

 

Because as Joohyun pointed at her and sang the words 'stuck on you’, Seulgi truly wished that they'll get stuck with each other for a very long time.

 

 

 

 

 

Joohyun didn't seem to know that Seulgi noticed —

 

For when Joohyun thought Seulgi wasn't looking, the older would stare at her face a little too much.

 

Joohyun would spare no detail, for she looks at Seulgi's eyes, Seulgi's nose and God forbid — at Seulgi's lips where her eyes would linger longer.

 

Seulgi would just brush it off. Joohyun is like that. She does have a habit of staring like she's in love with you. Seungwan said so herself, "Don't look at Joohyun unnie's eyes for so long because you will fall in love with her"

 

It's just a part of her charm, Seulgi would say to herself as she lets the older's eyes inspect her whole face. She’s your unnie.

 

She’s your unnie.

 

 

 

 

 

The air inside the van gets colder. Seulgi looks at the skies outside the window.

 

"Seulgi-ssi, are you cold?" her manager asks. The brunette is about to say no but then she sees the blanket her manager pulls out for her.

 

Joohyun's yellow ducky blanket.

 

She gladly takes the blanket and wraps it around her torso.

 

It smells like Joohyun.

 

Warm... like Joohyun...

 

She holds her phone as she stares at the tweet.

 

"It feels like I have to take a look at her"

 

She smiles. It’s true. Joohyun does look at her a lot.

 

But really...

 

What is it with Joohyun unnie?

 

 

 

 

 

It seemed like after the talk they had after their unwelcome guest, Joohyun began to stare more at Seulgi. It happened for months- even when Yerim was eventually added to the group for 'Ice Cream Cake'. Joohyun unnie would be by Yerim’s side 24/7 like a mother hen, but her eyes would always find Seulgi from afar.

 

Whatever Seulgi did, Joohyun looked at her. And Seulgi would ask herself why her cheeks suddenly felt so hot.

 

But just when Seulgi thought that she was finally getting used to it, Joohyun would prove again and again that that wasn’t the case.

 

Just like when they were on Superstar SMTOWN Cup when Seulgi was playing and her unnie was trying to distract her.

 

Joohyun settled by the table where Seulgi was, and looked at her in the eyes as she softly said, “Seulgi-ah, look at me”

 

And the moment Seulgi did, it was..

 

It was breathtakingly unreal.

 

Her Joohyun unnie is.

 

And like Seulgi always did, the only thing she could do was smile.

 

She’s your unnie.

 

“Ah! Why doesn’t it work on you?” Joohyun cutely pouted.

 

And Seulgi could only say to herself, Unnie you don’t have any idea, as she dismissed the thundering beats of her heart and hoped Joohyun wouldn’t hear.

 

 

 

 

 

And perhaps it wasn’t just Joohyun’s eyes that seemed to yearn for Seulgi’s presence.

 

For when it was thundering outside the dorm in the wee hours of the night, Seulgi heard her door open and suddenly found herself being crushed to pieces by the tightness of Joohyun’s hug.

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I'm glad you guys are enjoying this fic :) If there are any points that I need to improve on, feel free to give me a message.

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Oct_13_wen_03 #1
please update😭
Kpop_fan21 #2
Is this angst?? I'm afraid to read memory genre story
vitaamor
#3
Chapter 6: saying seulgi make her feels peaceful is such n Irene thing nd it shows here
RVSone0105
891 streak #4
Chapter 5: Ahahaha true authornim 😂 I really wan to know what's in Joohyun's mind when she look at Seulgi 😂😂
Oct_13_wen_03 #5
Chapter 6: thank you so much author nim for update❤❤
white-night
#6
Chapter 5: I enjoyed the little irl references you weaved into this story (i.e Irene having her own practice room, the thunderstorm memory, what wendy said about looking into irene’s eyes etc.) though I really hope that the traumatic experience with men which Irene had to go through in the story isn’t something that mirrors her own experience irl.

One tiny detail that could be clearer is the transition where Yerim is already part of the group and living in the same dorm. It seemed like they were staying together even though they had debuted as 4 initially. I’m guessing in the scene when Irene was nagging at Yerim to get changed, it was already in ICC era off irl knowledge but in stories it might be helpful to have an indicator of this transition ~

Nonetheless, I thoroughly enjoyed this and am looking forward to the next update.

Thanks for the heartwarming read ~
soshicat #7
Chapter 5: It feels like i am reading a memoir. Seulrene's little anecdotes are probably the most personal and heartwarming amomg all of the kpop ships. It is so hard not to get inspired by that.
reveluv316 780 streak #8
Chapter 1: oh no the angst is coming
Ayaney
#9
Chapter 5: joohyun iconic stare at seulgi lips yees
KISS HER U COWARD
if seulgi stop this kiss istg-
vitaamor
#10
Chapter 5: irene and seulgi would hve gotten. dating news if it weren't for SK being homophobic.like everything that irene said bout seulgi are something that you said to your crush.