Hope

Drabbles (Not All IZ*ONE Memb.)

I smiled as I watched you walk towards me, carrying a bouquet of flowers in your hand.

 

 That smile slowly fades and turns away as soon as you pass me just like that. I hear your screams calling her name

 

 "Chaewon!" My heart hurts

 

 I think,

 Your arrival today completes the promise you made that night.

 

 My eyes watered seeing you let her hug you so tight.

 

 I remember once, long ago. You immediately dodged to the side as soon as I stretched my arms up, intending to hug you. And you don't want to be hugged either. You really hate skinship.

 

 But look, you even carried her high until her legs wrapped around your waist.

 

 Ah, again my cheeks were wet when I saw your intimacy right in front of my eyes.

 

 You put on a confused look, your eyebrows raised cutely when our gazes met.

 

 I quickly walked away, not wanting to continue the pain in my heart.

 

 .

 ..

 ...

 

 I let my tears flow again, this time harder. I'm sure tomorrow my eyes will be very puffy.

 

 The hope that continues to feel inside of me is hard to erase, hard to forget.

 

 Why is it so hard to forget you?

 Why is it so hard to forget you?

 Do you know how much it hurts my heart to always deny my hopes?

 

 I pressed my chest which felt tight. I find it hard to breathe. The air in my lungs is getting less and less.

 

 I tried to sit down. But I can't, my grip tightens. I wanted to scream, but unfortunately my voice caught in the air.

 

 

 "Hey, take it slow okay?"

 "Close your eyes, take a deep breath"

 

 I followed his words.

 

 "Okay, exhale. That's right."

 

 I slowly opened my eyes, as my tears were now dry. My breathing is regular.

 

 I saw her smile. Her smile is so soothing. My eyes are watering again

 

 "Sh, sh, enough. I don't like the tears that come out of these beautiful eyes of yours"

 

 His hands feel real,

 

 "You, you lied" my voice has returned.

 

 I saw him shaking his head

 

 "I never lie"

 

 "No. You lied! You lied!"

 

 I hit his chest hard. I don't care about the moan.

 

 He held my hand, I looked at him, he looked annoyed.

 

 

 "Min, you forgot something"

 His rough breath makes me silent

 

 "I'm only here to fulfill your wishes"I smiled as I watched you walk towards me, carrying a bouquet of flowers in your hand.

 

 That smile slowly fades and turns away as soon as you pass me just like that. I hear your screams calling his name

 

 "Chaewon!" My heart hurts

 

 I think,

 Your arrival today completes the promise you made that night.

 

 My eyes watered seeing you let him hug you so tight.

 

 I remember once, long ago. You immediately dodged to the side as soon as I stretched my arms up, intending to hug you. And you don't want to be hugged either. You really hate skinship.

 

 But look, you even carried him high until his legs wrapped around your waist.

 

 Ah, again my cheeks were wet when I saw your intimacy right in front of my eyes.

 

 You put on a confused look, your eyebrows raised cutely when our gazes met.

 

 I quickly walked away, not wanting to continue the pain in my heart.

 

 .

 ..

 ...

 

 I let my tears flow again, this time harder. I'm sure tomorrow my eyes will be very puffy.

 

 The hope that continues to feel inside of me is hard to erase, hard to forget.

 

 Why is it so hard to forget you?

 Why is it so hard to forget you?

 Do you know how much it hurts my heart to always deny my hopes?

 

 I pressed my chest which felt tight. I find it hard to breathe. The air in my lungs is getting less and less.

 

 I tried to sit down. But I can't, my grip tightens. I wanted to scream, but unfortunately my voice caught in the air.

 

 

 "Hey, take it slow okay?"

 "Close your eyes, take a deep breath"

 

 I followed his words.

 

 "Okay, exhale. That's right."

 

 I slowly opened my eyes, as my tears were now dry. My breathing is regular.

 

 I saw him smile. Her smile is so soothing. My eyes are watering again

 

 "Sh, sh, already. I don't like the tears that come out of these beautiful eyes of yours"

 

 Her hands feel real,

 

 "You, you lied" my voice has returned.

 

 I saw her shaking her head

 

 "I never lie"

 

 "No. You lied! You lied!"

 

 I hit her chest hard. I don't care about the pain she will get cause,

 

 She held my hand, I looked at her, she looked annoyed.

 

 

 "Min, you forgot something"

 Hee rough breath makes me silent

 

 "I only here to fulfill your hope"

 

 

 

 

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Ps: Sorry for the delay in updating the story. I've lost my sense of writing since my cell phone has a problem. Hope i can continue write like usual.

Btw TMI for this chapter is, I get inspiration from one sub chapter tittle 'wonderwall'.

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