Throwing up in the bathroom of his dorm room that he shared with his roommate wasn’t exactly how he had planned on spending his Christmas. Regret washed over him like a tsunami destroying everything in its path. Regret that maybe he judged too much. Regret that maybe…just maybe he should have talked it out with him like two civilized men instead of just accusing. But deep deep within his heart, he knew that he wasn’t wrong. He wasn’t wrong for feeling neglected and alone.

Fresh tears ran down his cheeks as the stinging in his heart worsened than his throat and his body was engulfed in utter pain, misery and desperation. What was he to do now? What could he possibly do with a baby, all alone, still studying in the university, in debt and nowhere near his parents to at least help him with the smallest things?

“Are you seriously going to keep that?” His roommate asked him with a disgusted voice, obviously horrified from even imagining it.

Being a pregnant Omega without a husband shouldn’t be a taboo still, but it was. It was still looked down upon and it would prevent him from experiencing many things that he had planned in the future. He would probably have a hard time finding a job and even renting out a place all on his own with just a baby was going to be a pain. He would get many nasty looks from most people. But…how could he even consider not keeping the baby?

Even thinking about it brought a new wave of nausea into his body. His stomach churned and his eyes scrunched shut as his trembling hands that were gripping the toilet seat began to slowly fail him in keeping his body upright. No, he couldn’t. He couldn’t possibly get rid of his first baby. No matter how hard it would get, didn’t matter, he’ll work through it. Maybe Sehun would call him and apologize. Maybe he would show up with fresh new sunflowers for him to replace the old ones and everything would be better with a kiss and a hug.

Maybe then he can tell him that he found out he was pregnant from a week after they broke up and he’s been miserable since. Sehun would be happy.

With way too much difficulty, he got up from the floor of the bathroom and tried his best in washing the bad taste out of his mouth before going towards the shared bedroom he had with the all too supportive roommate of his. His bed was closest to the door, so he just ignored the weird glances of the other boy in the room before throwing himself onto his relatively soft bed.

Tomorrow everything will be much better…

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Baekhyun woke up at noon the next day. His roommate was never home during the weekend so he allowed himself to cry openly while facing the ceiling. The wilting sunflowers by his bed were hunched over the vase and half of the petals had already fallen onto the night stand. Burying his