The feeling of getting excited to reserve your fc in new roleplays to the point of setting an alarm minutes before the actual time to make sure you can reserve your muse only to end up failing because the admins and their group of friends have commented first or they have reserved fcs for their friends and partners. Might as well put the reserved fcs from the start for me (and the others) to stop expecting that we actually have a chance to reserve our chosen fcs. 

Am I bitter about it? If it isn't obvious yet, yes. Not everyone might feel the same way but this is what i've been feeling. The fairness of reserving fcs is far gone. 

Someone might say "create a roleplay of your own", no. I don't want to but I just want to take this out of my chest. 

Felt delete, might cute later.