Chapter 3: this fic is so heartbreakingly amazing 😭 thank you for this another masterpiece authornim! might reread this anytime cause i love angst so much esp if its jinjoo lol😭



and to everyone whos reading this comment after the final chapter i just wanna add some of my realization to triple the pain you’re feeling right now: when yujin d worded here, yena lost her best friend, wonyoung lost her soulmate and minjoo lost her world. aight thats all have a nice day!

Hey everyone, how are you doing? 

So, I never explained anything no matter what the problem is (only do that when someone asked me), but yesterday there's this reader texting me asking about White Cherry, and as we discussed, I realized maybe some of you guys would have the same question, and that leads us to where we are. 

Here. 

So what's the question? They asked me if the Private Minjoo and Sakura found lied about Yujin, and if she didn't then what were the opened door and the dead Vans and especially, Yujin? 

First of all, my fam, the Private didn't lie. She was exactly how I portrayed her: very kind, nice, brave, full of love and endurance.

Second, it's Yujin who lied. 

There's nothing wrong with the door or her shoulder. The Van who's right outside the room had shot her in her stomach, and she knew she's going to die soon. She couldn't move at all, let alone going down to do whatever she wanted to do. That's why she asked the Private who she saved to find Minjoo. I think that's the only thing in her head at that moment. To find Minjoo. Whether she's alive or not, she wanted to be found by Minjoo, by her friends. 

She wanted to return to them. To her family. 

I believe she passed away a few minutes after the Private left, with photographs in her hands. I'm sorry about this. I'm very sorry. 

And there's the last question. Why she had to chase after them, the Vans? I think at this instant you've already got a certain idea of how Yujin was, who Yujin was. Those Vans she chased had got across the blocks, and those blocks are what separate the war from civilians. You let them in, they will kill. She fully knew that, and she made her choice. 

Ad do you know that the Vans could shot from inside the house? You kill them first or they kill someone, that's all. 

That's what happened. It's a war. Everything happened in a war is heartbreaking and terrifying. Even if you stay alive after it, you will hardly become a normal person with a normal mind. 

So that's everything my fam. If there's anything, you can ask me in my CC (I'm sorry it will probably take me a few days to reply since I don't check it usually, it's Dpup) or leave a comment or just message me in AFF. 

Have a good day, everyone :D

Chapter 3: Thank you for asking if I'm fine and thank you for giving me a heads up regarding this chapter. (i'm sorry i didn't manage to read your reply immediately and dived into this.... this painful chapter— no regrets tho me no likes spoilers either way) and voila! i’m here again! why am i here again?

ahhhh. papa j this really hurts. it was so darn sudden i did not know how to react when approaching that dreaded scene. i was questioning every single thing that transpired on this chapter. why? why her? why now? just why? what is the reason for this? i cannot fathom why? i want a reason for this to quench the pain i felt this is really weird but i cried ;;

ghad who would have thought you'll end it this way hhhhh thank goodness i don't curse and say bad words cause if i do. i'm gonna curse every moving thing i'm seeing rn. (PARANG AKO YUNG NAWALAN JUSKOPO NAAIYAQ PA RIN AKO DEPUNGAL NA YAN)

but despite everything jj's love for each other is indeed beautiful it transcends the purest love. it is just so heart-wrenchingly beautiful, the love and the pain— just everything in it. everything between them just warms my heart and burns it too. ig that’s how love is, it won’t always be rainbow except here there’ll be no more sun ever it exploded and reached the end hhhhhh

not only jj’s bond was precious. wonyo and yuj was also something to note for fr. yena too and yes just everyone. maybe that’s why it hurt me a lot too, i emphatized and loved their bond a bit too much so when one was lost it felt like i lost it and a part of me was taken too.

i also wanna thank you for alway hurting us— char! for spending tremendous effort in writing and engaging with readers regarding your work. ure awesome and i hope the best for you in whatever path you’ll take after this fic.

(tmi: i was reading this while listening to The Feels by Twice. and gsauce i still cried with boy i boy i know you got the feels and that felt so weird skl hehe)

Chapter 3: Hi, Keumzee. When you left that message on my cc, I already anticipated that this fanfic would hurt. All your works hurts. This one is hands down really painful for me. Thank you for telling me about this fanfic. It's beautiful and painful at the same time. Maybe it pained me so much because the way Yujin and Minjoo loved each other is so relatable for me. This is really great. You should be proud of yourself for writing such beautiful fanfic. Again, thank you for sharing your work to us!

Chapter 3: WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR A HAPPY ENDING WTF 😭 why does she have to die?

Chapter 3: HAH. *scoffs*

hah. *cries*

See you in hell indeed ;;

Chapter 3: i had to read the last chapter many times because of the tears, i can't stop crying, this is so sad and beautiful at the same time

Chapter 3: I am ting tears rn.

Chapter 1: was not expecting yujin’s confession to wonyoung lmao

Chapter 2: MOM. I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE. AHHHHH the connection between the two is so pure! It's like they know how intense their feelings are but they keep on taking baby steps and tiptoeing around each other.

All the characters here are so loveable. I love how they bond and I dunno they make me feel soft. Gahd there is supposed to be a war right? Is it okay to feel this way? ;;

and yah! why are your going to hell for this? ._.
(apologies for the short comment. i still need to finish the company's fs lol and i just decided to read this first, priorities hah)