(I'm in love, Eye meets in that short instant, The moment all the senses stop, Little tremors spread inside me, For the first time I am swallowed by the feeling, That I became who I am) 

 

I was just walking by side of road, I didn't know where that path will lead me but then bumped on you. You were there with your friends i guess? At that instant you looked at me in my eyes there was a spark between those eyes. I think you were happy about something and chattering with them about that I don't remember that now. You said sorry to me even though your friends told you to ignore me. You lifted me from ground. Those hands i still remember that touch but now I can't feel it. I didn't know that time i fell in love at first sight but now i can definitely say that it was a love at first sight. I think that day you gave me strength to fight the hardship which I was going through.

 

(I feel like dreaming a dream, I've never seen even in dreams It's too vivid, To conclude it as just a dream I draw and draw, It's clear to the ends of the shadow line, I long only for the day I see you again) 

 

I met you once again. We were in the same school but didn't knew. Well I was happy that I got to know you. "Hi I'm Jeon Jungkook, nice to meet you" Your voice was angelic. It melted my heart. As time was passing we become kinda best friends. You would always share things with me. You used to tell me that how you like music, that your mom got you a new guitar you were so happy that day. I was so happy being with you. 

 

It was my birthday that day you were the 1st person who wished me. "You look beautiful today" You said. That time I knew I don't have escape from this feeling you were giving to me. I was becoming desperate to tell you but one day I got a courage to tell you how I felt. I told you to meet me at rooftop of school. Then I finally said "I've something to tell you kook-ah I don't know how to say it but you know that day you helped me I think from the very start I felt like this. So I'm just gonna say this I like you Jungkook" "I also like you taehyung" I was so happy to hear that. That feeling was like I was flying in a sky. But he said "but I only like you as a friend taehyung-ah. I'm so sorry I can't because I already have girlfriend" And with that my heart got crushed in millions of peaces. 

 

(I can't go back to the way it was, You didn't know me, after I bumped into you, I become craving for you more uncontrollably) 

 

After that confession we become distant from each other, we were still friends but things were not as always. One day your girlfriend texted me from your number and said that 'i know you love him, I can understand your feelings but can you please stay away from my boyfriend please' and with that you and I became like a strangers. Our friend circle got separate because of us. Whenever I would come and sit with y'all you would be the first person to leave that place. How much I was craving for your only one word you didn't say anything, I had tried to contact you but didn't answer, I tried to talk with you in a school but you ignored me. I think that was what I deserved.

 

(As if I have dreamed in a dream, I am lost looking for you, You are the dream I live in, the dream I can never awake from, Every day & night I'm gon' chase you) 

 

Days passed and we still treat each other like strangers. But I saw you, you were sitting there and it felt like you were lonely just like me. I saw that tear fell from your right eye. I didn't think much that time and approached you. I asked you what happened and you said you girlfriend broke up with you. I could tell that you were so broken cause I didn't saw you crying, like never. You cried in my arms. It was new beginning for us to become close once again. That day I promised my self I'm never gonna break your heart. I'll be there for you whenever you'll want me. 

 

(Finding traces you've left, I'm wandering for you, you a dream, Nothing can fill you, Nights with dreams are all fading too, The scent permeates and lingers I'm lost looking for you)

 

I really thought that we'll be friends again but I was wrong you started to talk with me but you were still not a spending time with me. You got new friend 'Mia' you introduced her to us. She become close to you like I used to. The way she looked at you and the way you looked at her I knew there is something between you two. I'm also a human how long I was gonna keep that for myself that I felt jealous of her. You were too much immersed in her that you started to miss our group meeting or if we had any plan to go out then you used to refuse that also. You were not that Jeon Jungkook whom I first met. 

 

(Your traces remain as scent, I search for you like a maniac, then I wake to find myself going around in circles again, Where you at? Where are you? Where you go? Leaving behind, you are comin' tonight, every night I'm lost looking for you, And I can't forget you) 

 

It had been year since you got distant from us again. That day I was in shopping mall for buying some stuffs then I saw you but you were not alone there was a girl 'Mia'. There was too much crowd but still I was able to see you. You had your hand around her waist, both looked like a couple on a date. I knew you also saw me but you acted like you didn't. After that day when we met in school I was trying to ask you that why did you ignore me? And what you said to me that "I think taehyung-ah we should keep distance because Mia doesn't like me being with you". " Why? Is she your girlfriend now?" I asked with a angry tone. "Soon to be" You said. I got so angry and frustrated cause you knew I had a feeling for you but still you were treating me like I never mattered to you. There were tears in my eyes "jungkook-ah please don't do this me you know I have feelings for you right but.. But I'll try to forget that feelings. I really don't want anything from you, I only want to be with you as your friend. Please just please don't cut ties with me". I was begging for you to stay with me even was ok with staying as your shadow, just wanted to be with you. "It's over for us Taehyung try to understand and this is the last time I'm talking with you" You said with the cold tone and Dissapier in the crowd. 

 

I thought world was playing with me. First we were strangers but then we became friends but after that we again became strangers. Graduation day was also comming near we were going to separate for forever? I didn't know. I didn't see you after that incident. It became like you and I never existed for each other. Were you happy with her? Was she treating you good? She is not like a first one right? Too many questions but not a single answer. 

 

When graduation day came I was looking for you to meet for a last time. But your friends said they didn't know where were you. It was a last chance for me to see you, just to have a quick look but you Dissapired just like how you did last time. I thought you hated me that much you didn't wanted to see me even for a last day. 

 

(I'm in love) 

 

That was all from a last 6 years. Today I'm here at wedding of my best friend Jiminie he is marrying to his school boyfriend Yoongi hyung. I'm just here to see him cause it's been 2 years since we met. "Hey Jiminie look I'm here as I promised" I said with a happy tone. "Yeah Tae I'm so glad that you came by the I want you to meet my friend" He said pointing at someone. That person just turned his back to us and I can't believe my eyes he is here. It's been years and we didn't talked to each other. I was panicking inside I don't know what to do, I'm not ready to meet him. "Hey Jimin you called for me" He said while approaching us. Then he looked at me his eyes went wide I know he already recognized me. "Taehyung? " He said with quite surprise tone. I know I should not do this but still I did "who are you?" I said with questioning tone but internally I'm fighting with my feelings. "Well Jiminie I'm getting late now I think I should get going now" I hurriedly said departured from there. Now I'm outside in parking lot, my heart is beating fast, tears in my eyes. I'm being miserable again this is not time for being like that how I was back then. I know I still have that feeling but this time I have to let it go. I got into my car lastly took glance back to the wedding hall 'I know I'm still in love with you but not this time jungkook-ah, you are that Desire which I can't have'. 

 

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So we reached at the end of the story I know they didn't have happy ending. Well not every story has a happy ending but if this story will get more views then I'll try to write alternate ending. Thank you so much for reading this story. Please do vote and comment