Seven years ago… At times like this - when everyone is looking at me as I walk down the school corridor - head down, tears falling, fringe flapping, glasses slipping down my nose, the boys jeering, the girls laughing and the teachers turning a blind eye – I wished that the ground would open up and let me fall into it.

Of course the floor doesn’t open up.

Of course the whole school are still making fun of me.

And of course my crush watches me – this strange girl – as she waddles to the exit, unable to look up at him and unable to comprehend just how embarrassing she is.

I could have died from embarrassment right there and then.

Not only had I just been the of the cruellest joke of the century…

My high school crush…Kim Jaejoong saw every single second of it.

…I couldn’t wait to leave school…

 Seven years later and I have graduated from University and started my first year of work. I am now twenty-three. I am no longer that frumpy geek. I am no longer the girl who people made fun of. I am no longer that “ugly fat chick” and I am no longer afraid of the kids who made my high school life hell.

I became gorgeous, I became successful and I became happy!

 But things suddenly changed when Jaejoong walked back into my life…

And now I begin to think…have I ever moved on from the horrors of my high school life?