Storm of Emotions

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Rain was always pleasant to Yewon, both the sound and sight of it. 

It had started to lightly rain outside when she had left for school that morning. Yuju had been upset as expected but had remained under her new weighted blanket, falling back asleep after Yewon had made sure to give her forehead and cheeks several good bye kisses. Seeing Yuju drift back asleep before she had left had given a spark of hope to Yewon's chest.

But that feeling started to disappear as the rain outside started to get worse.

Yewon could barely concentrate on the lecture, only able to hear the loud sound of the rain outside pouring down against the roof of the building. The nervous feeling in her body continued to grow stronger, Yewon's eyes shifting from her paper to the window. It would be okay, right? Yuju had her blanket and the school day would be over soon. Just a few more hours. She could make it,

Boom.

The sound of thunder echoed in the lecture hall. The professor and most of the students didn't seem too bothered by it but Yewon's shoulders had tensed up. Something was wrong. That was the main thought and feeling coursing through her body.

Something was wrong. She needed to get home.

Shoving her papers and books into her backpack, Yewon grabbed her umbrella by her feet and made a beeline towards the door, pushing her way outside into the heavily pouring rain. 

Boom. Another thunderclap sounded out, a flash of lighting able to be seen in the distance. Now she could definitely sense that something was wrong. 

Yewon was about to start running home when the familiar sight of someone stepping out of the other nearby lecture hall entered her vision. 

"Yewon?" Sojung called out once she had noticed Yewon after she had exited the room, worry showing clearly in her eyes.

"Sojung. We need to get to Yuju." Yewon blurted out, her hand clenching tightly around the handle of her umbrella. Sojung didn't speak, only nodded firmly before following behind Yewon in the direction to her apartment. 

Both girls were basically running at full speed at this point, not caring that they were getting slightly wet in the process. Yewon's mind raced, thoughts of the smiling and giggling half puppy entering her mind. Sojung reached over and grabbed Yewon's free hand as the two of them ran, squeezing it gently. Yewon calmed down slightly with the touch. At least she wasn't alone in how she was feeling. 

Once the pair had reached the door, Yewon fumbled with her keys, her hands shaking as another loud thunderclap sounded out from the sky. Another sound caused the younger girl's hand to tremble, both Sojung and Yewon's eyes filling with fear as they recognized just exactly what the muffled sound was.

It sounded exactly like Yuju's barks, the sound clearly coming from inside Yewon's apartment somewhere. 

Yewon finally managed to unlock the door with her shaking hands, practically tripping over her own feet as Sojung closed the door behind them.

"Yuju! Yuju!" Yewon called out desperately, her eyes scanning around the room. She wasn't in the living room, the room just as empty and quiet as it had been when she had left that morning.

"Yuju?!" Sojung's unusually panicked voice was next to call out the half puppy's name, the older girl opening the bathroom door to search inside. Yewon darted into her bedroom and gasped, noticing how Yuju's weighted blanket was on the floor instead of on the bed. Yuju was still no where to be seen, causing the pair to frantically search everywhere they possibly could in the apartment. The door had been locked so Yuju had to be hiding somewhere inside.

Though, Yewon hadn't been expecting to find Yuju in this state again.

Kneeling down next to the bed, Yewon leaned down to look underneath it. A gasp escaped again, her eyes widening.

There was Yuju. But she wasn't in her human form anymore, scared and soft brown eyes staring up at Yewon's own wide ones as the black lab puppy let out a distressed whine. 

"Yuju." Yewon whispered, reaching out to try and pull Yuju's puppy form out from under the bed. Yuju immediately moved towards Yewon's outstretched hand with a scared cry, allowing Yewon to grab her and pull her out. 

"Sojung!" Yewon called out as she cradled the baby dog in her arms. "Sojung, I found her!"

Sojung took no time in running back into the bedroom, holding several familiar pieces of clothing in her arms. It was Yuju's new blue hoodie, her collar and favorite pair of modified black shorts. Sojung's eyes widened the second she spotted the puppy in Yewon's arms, noticing the familiar brown eyes peering over at her.

"....Yuju?" Was all Sojung could say at the moment, kneeling down next to Yewon.

"It's Yuju." Yewon breathed out in an attempt to slow down her racing heartbeat. "I knew something was wrong."

"Is this what she looked like when you rescued her?" Sojung managed to ask, placing the clothes down on the floor.

"Yeah." Yewon nodded, running a hand against Yuju's head and frowning at the sensation of Yuju's puppy body shaking. Things were starting to become a bit clearer even so. Yuju was scared. Maybe this had something to do with why she was in her puppy form when she had first found her. But there was no way to confirm it with Yuju in this state again. 

"How do we bring her back?" Sojung asked. 

"I don't know." Yewon replied, holding the baby dog even closer. Sure, she had loved having a puppy before Yuju had shifted back but now, seeing Yuju's puppy form was only bringing her sadness. She wanted Yuju back. The real Yuju. But how were they going to do that?

"Yuju? Can you understand us?" Yewon finally asked, Sojung focused on Yuju's puppy form with a serious expression. 

Yuju barked in response before whining loudly. Another thunderclap sounded outside and Yuju immediately started to shake even more, whimpering and crying out as if she had broken her paw. 

"You got scared, right? You got scared by the storm while I was gone. Is that why you're in this form again?" Yewon frantically asked, holding Yuju close again as Sojung rubbed the baby dog's body gently with her hand.

Yuju let out another distressed bark as if she was agreeing with what Yewon was saying.

"But you've been scared before." Sojung chimed in, ruffling the soft black fur of Yuju's puppy form as best as she could. "You weren't just scared, were you? You were terrified. Especially without Yewon here. Am I right?"

Yuju whined weakly at that, confirming both Yewon and Sojung's assumptions. 

"We're here now." Sojung lowered her voice, trying to provide comfort. "We're here, Yuju. I know you're scared but we're right here. We came back for you."

"She's right." Yewon nodded. "The second the storm started getting bad, we dropped everything and ran here. We ran here because we knew something was wrong."

Yuju's puppy form was still shaking, her face buried in Yewon's chest. 

"I don't know how to help you shift back. You know that better than we do." Yewon took a breath, steading her voice. "But please....come back to us, Yuju. You don't have to be scared anymore"

"I'm not going anywhere until you're back and feeling better, okay?" Sojung said. "I know you don't trust me fully yet but I care about you."

"My Yuju....." Yewon whispered, rocking the baby dog gently in her arms as Yuju quietly whimpered again. "My poor Yuju....I'm here. I'm right here."

"Let's get her blanket around her again. That could maybe help." Sojung suggested. Yewon nodded and Sojung was quick to grab the discarded weighted blanket off of the floor where it had fallen next to the bed. Yewon moved Yuju away from her chest so Sojung could wrap her in the blanket, the black lab puppy crying out in fear the entire time. Though, once she was properly covered in the weighted blanket and against Yewon's chest again, Yuju quieted down, the puppy whining softly one last time. Yewon continued to rock Yuju's puppy form back and forth, whispering comforting words and phrases with Sojung joining in every so often. And after a while, it finally happened.

A flash of light suddenly appeared, both Yewon and Sojung closing their eyes in a wince from the brightness of the light. Once the two had opened their eyes again, Yuju was back, her body still covered by the weighted blanket. Her

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yerinstan
Surprise! Another story is here! I've had this idea for a few weeks and I'm excited to write it! I'm not sure how often updates will be but I will try to have one up at least every two weeks! And don't worry, more chapters of my kitten au are coming in the future!

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SUJUNGSDOG
#1
I love it(。ˇε ˇ。)
Readsalotofstuff
#2
Chapter 8: In the first scene, I can imagine whenever Yuju is alone, she relives the time she didn't have Yewon in her life, either as a pup or as a human. We don't know Yuju's past yet, but for her to have such strong reactions at being left alone, I can only imagine how hurt and lonely she felt before she met Yewon.

Even if one wasn't scared of thunder per se, there is just something about the power in that strong sudden sound to make you shake even if you were in the accompany of other people, what more by yourself.

When Yewon felt that something was wrong, you could tell how deep her bond with Yuju had developed in the short time they are together, prompting her to run home to Yuju despite it not being her time to do so.

Although we could say that Yewon's presence is all that Yuju needs, it doesn't hurt, and it's even more welcome that another friend displays her concern through action. This is the first time that I see that Sojung is without Eunbi; albeit she just stepped out of a lecture hall and likely Eunbi had a different schedule and in a different place. I can say that I'm proud that Sojung understands the urgency despite not knowing all the details and proceeded to accompany Yewon at full speed.

Yuju has never transformed at will, but more on a response to the environment she's in. Even with this general theory in mind, it kind of broke my heart to see Yuju in her pup form, scared out of her wits.

Despite the sad predicament, I'm happy that Yuju trusted Yewon when she reached out to bring Yuju to safety. And even with Yewon's undeniable comfort I'm glad Sojung could lend a hand to bring comfort to Yuju's shaking puppy form.

After ensuring that Yuju has calmed down enough, it brought a smile to my face that Sojung was aware that Eunbi would be worried at her sudden departure without any prior notice or update on where she is.

Yewon and Yuju's heartfelt talk managed to punch me in the gut on how vulnerable these two are in this moment. Yuju being vulnerable at what triggers her condition and Yewon at knowing these details now and feel helplessness at how to help exactly but being determined all the same to help, in any way she can, as best she can with the help of her friends with the firm promise that although she may places to go but she will never leave Yuju.
Readsalotofstuff
#3
Chapter 7: It's been a long while since I reviewed one of my favourite stories, and you have already updated a new chapter Trust. I will review it soon.

For now, I'll focus on the chapter Warmth, and it certainly is giving me warm fuzzy feelings. The amount of consideration and preparation Yewon's friends have done to make sure that Yuju is comfortable in meeting them again just melts my heart.

I certainly love the amount of detail showing how much comfort and safety Yuju feels when she's in Yewon's arms. Likewise that Yewon feels so much contentment in sharing an intimate space with Yuju.

The weighted blanket is such a suitable gift for Yuju to feel warmth and comfort, especially when Yewon is not physically near, bringing Yewon much needed peace when she has to be away for school. I love that Sojung describes the weighted blanket to feel like a hug when Yuju expressed concern of being hurt by it.

Yuju's wagging her tail to show her appreciation despite her shyness certainly is a sight for heart eyes.

Eunbi's enthusiasm and Yerin's sensitivity to non-verbal language certainly balanced things out. No wonder SinB and Yerin go well together just as Eunbi and Sojung, they complement each other really well.

I'll continue my comment of this chapter another day, I'm really sleepy in a good way. Thank you again for this wonderful story.
reikim
#4
Chapter 9: Your story is always amazing >_<
Readsalotofstuff
#5
Chapter 6: A snuggly and cuddly Yupup in Yewon's arms is an adorable sight in the morning. Yerin probably seeing live beside Sinb and writing the lyrics of said song in the chat group is certainly funny and just shows how close these two are.

I'm happy with Yewon's pace in understanding and comforting Yuju in regards to adjusting her friend's involvement in Yuju's life now. Yuju feeling anxiousness despite Yewon's reassurance and close proximity breaks my heart, thankfully remembering her mother's example of comforting and showing love.

Yewon being possessive of Yuju's love is understandable but the great thing here is that she doesn't shy away from having people who can help, help Yuju, like in the case of Yerin who's an expert at making someone feel comfortable and loved at all times; Sinb - I can totally understand why you want Yerin for yourself.

Sojung teasing Sinb and Eunbi supporting the notion of Yuju biting Sinb if she hugged Yupup just made me grin real wide. Okay playtime, is on another level of cuteness and cuddle time afterwards is almost enough to make me squeal here. Good job as always :)
Readsalotofstuff
#6
Chapter 5: When morning of the hang out came and Yewon overslept with Yuju in her arms, that was outright adorable and understandably nerve-wrecking given that she didn't have time to prepare Yuju who was frightened and angered by strangers at their home, despite said strangers are Yewon's trustworthy friends.

Their reaction towards seeing Yuju for the first time just showed how good people they are. Despite breathing in the air absurdity over seeing a pup hybrid for the first time, not thinking it was possible for one to exist, they were able to quickly adjust by focusing on the fact that the pup hybrid was scared of them and very protective of Yewon, and worked on gently coaxing Yuju to warm up to them. I love Yerin's method here.

Yerin kissing SinB and telling her to be safe for a quick food errand, I did not expect it but I love it all the same ٩(^‿^)۶and I think even more hilarious was Sojung to SinB's embarrassment by kissing SinB's other check lol.

Yerin and Eunbi's interaction with Yuju was just too cute. If Yuju hadn't transferred back to her human form and was still a lab pup, I think they would have squealed in delight in having the chance to pet Yuju.

I understand Yuju's separation anxiety over Yewon leaving home to go to school, but it still hurts to see that Yuju is shaking so bad at Yewon going to the next room to change, even with the comfort of food while she waited. Although this isn't the first time she reacted like this, I was hoping that she drew comfort in the fact that Yewon is just next door doing a necessary task.

Their decision to leave and the promise to visit soon with gifts for Yuju and Yewon to enjoy just left me smiling widely. I'm so happy that they all recognize both Yuju and Yewon's needs, and not place priority of one over the other.

Eunbi naming a group chat Yupup Protection Squad and Yerin's virtual squealing and teasing of SinB just made me smile wider. Yes, SinB loves Yerin too much and she doesn't hesitate in making SinB know that she knows it.
Readsalotofstuff
#7
Chapter 4: Although this chapter that I'm commenting isn't your latest chapter, I would still like to pick up where I left off and continue to comment on what I love when re-reading your story. I can't thank you enough for continuing to write given the situation with Gfriend right now.

Back to the story, Yewon just melts my heart with the overwhelming concern she has for Yuju's well being that she became distracted, an unusual trait that she's exhibiting given how focused she was in school when she was by herself. I guess it couldn't be helped given how Yuju was begging Yewon to stay with her.

Sojung and Eunbi's small moments of affection just makes me melt into a puddle of their cuteness.

Yuju demanding Yewon not to go, and insisting that she has a choice to just stay with Yuju moving forward is both heartwarming and a bit sad, given how anxious she becomes when Yewon is not physically with her. But my mood changes along with Yuju when Yewon presents a duck plush just for her, in addition to staying on Yewon laps, basking in Yewon's embrace. These two just make me go UwU. And Yuju made me go ヽ( ´ ∇ ` )ノ when she expressed her gratitude for the pizza by kissing Yewon.

Playtime ᵔᴥᵔ is just plain cute. I'm afraid I might use up the whole catalogue of emoticons if I were to describe to you how I feel about this chapter. So to summarize, Yumji for the win! (─‿‿─) ❀◕ ‿ ◕❀
shhrang
#8
Chapter 8: UwU thanks for the update
Nonickname #9
Chapter 8: Thanks for the update!! This chapter is melting my heart (/_\)
reikim
#10
Chapter 7: I LOVE YOU TOO BABY PUP 😘😘