It is not that she is a breathtaking but she is.....

SUZY  

 my hopes failed while seeing her eyes grow wild 

«I know it! I did saw you somewhere you're student here " she finally said it and I really don't like the end 

"You know each other?"  IU questioned while looking at us at the same time 

"No" it split my tongue but Suzy’s voice was louder 

"Yes he is working at the gay coffee» 

"What?  gay shop that means you re GAY!" her books fell down she seemed horrified loosing all hopes collected

< I screw everything now I’m officially gay >

I helped her took her books "no I’m not»

"But I’m sure I saw you yesterday and your name is Eunhyuk am I wrong?" 

"But his name is lee Hyukjae?" IU stand up changing her mood from afraid to confused

Both turned their eyes towards me

< I really have to think fast to get myself out of this trouble >

“My name is lee Hyukjae” that is the only answer that I’m sure of it

“So Eunhyuk is your twin?” Suzy asked

"no i.." something came to my mind 

“Yes but I really don’t want to talk about it “  this has to stop this coversation from getting further

“Why?” suzy asked

thank god i cant kill beautiful women but if she cant stop her tongue i will make an exception

“It is complicated”

“It is the gay thing?” 

“We are getting late let’s go” IU took my hand

< Thank you IU for saving my life >

it is like IU hates bringing the gay subject but thank god her homophobic saved me from the nonstop talk

“See you later bye Suzy!”

We were running in the corridor until our classroom

“You’re late “the teacher said

“Sorry we get lost! the university is so big and we couldn’t find the classroom” IU lied but the words coming from seemed so real

“Come on enter but the next time come here early to search for the classroom “

“Thank you”

She was still holding my hand while we walked then she looked down to our hands up to my eyes then down to our hands and she pulls it

“Sorry I was confused “she was blushing

“It is okay! good liar “

“Stop it I said it to save us from getting bullied “she whispered

“Thank you “

The class started I was listening to the teacher while stealing glances at her serious pretty look

She cupped her face with her palms making her cheeks look bigger having the red texture. I really didn’t think about it my hands pinched her cute cheeks

“Ay” she said it unconsciously

“What is that? Stop playing around “the teacher screamed

Our eyes locked and a laugh comes out but it was silent fearing that we'll get kicked out

**

“Do you want to join me for lunch? “ I asked her

“I promised Suzy to get lunch together if you want you can join us “

I hesitated < I don’t want to meet Suzy but  >

“ okay that is good idea “

 < but I like her so it is just white lies it will last for just 2 months or 3 then I will say that he just travel and everything will get clean and meanwhile this cute girl will be mine >

“ good “ she smiled “ hey let’s go suzy is waiting outside

Our walk was so silent,  I didn’t find words to say I was scared I will say something that I regret later

“ she is there “

**

“so what do you want to eat ? “ suzy asked

“ anything “ I said

There is a restaurant not so far away and the food is delicious

< please not the restaurant where donghae works I really don’t want to face my lies very fast >

We reached the restaurant and thank god it wasn’t the same as yesterday

We ordered food

“so you have same classes ?” suzy asked

“ yes mostly are the same he is the only friend that I made during this 2 days “

“ never trust people so easily ! I’m not talking about you hyukjae but it is an advice for both of you there are many people who uses you then throw you away especially in university cause everyone is thinking about his only future make a lot of friends but just care for the ones that care in return “

“ he is so nice and I don’t think he will betray me “

< even if this words makes me happy but deep in my  heart there was an ache. one hour ago I was lying to her..  but if I will tell them the truth everything will disappear and I don’t want to lose her

I will just work harder to finish this debt then I will take care of her >

**

I put my apron on I really don’t want to talk to customers today and I should think of a complete story that suits my lies .

I stand on the encounters waiting for orders to come

“ are you okay? “ sungmin came towards me “ you look pale get energetic you have a show soon“

“ I’m okay ! “

“look at donghae he is so serious he looks fine on the outside but I think that is fake he seems so stressed”

“it is his first show ?”

“yeah you didn’t talk about it “

“ no he is so silent he did give me a list of the moves that I should do  that is all

I really want to help him on this show it is our show after all but he never gave me the occasion to discuss“

“it is weird I know him for only 3 weeks but he is pretty talkative and he makes funny jokes

Even if he is serious about work I thought it is easy to work with”

“MINNIIE”

“your girls are here go “

“good luck”

“thanks”

After they ordered coffee I was busy while preparing and a voice that I don’t want here called me

“eunhyuk hey !”

“hi suzy “

“you still remember me that’s good “

“it a pleasure that you still remembers mine and with such a beauty it is unfair that I can forget yours ”

< this words came just to let her forget the morning incident and never asks me about it especially that heechul is eavesdropping >

“you ‘re good “

“so what do you want to order “

“ two coffee and please pack them my friend is waiting for me “

“ that is bad I really enjoyed your accompany “

“I will come here again “

“ ah I nearly forgot I met your twin  “

<  even if she is in hurry she brings it up >

 “he is here ?”

< what am I talking about >

“yeas he is in town he is studying at the university I thought you know “

“no we lost contact for 4 years I left home to be independent but he didn’t “

“it seems a lot of events happened between you two I really want to listen to this stories but my friend is waiting for me”

“I’ll come back tomorrow “

“bye” I was waving back to her until a figure stands in front of me blocking my sight

“well ! well ! well ! we have another monkey in town “

“I hope it doesn’t bother you ! take this to minnie’s table“

“no I can’t I have a beauty waiting for me “

“ she is not here yet take it “

“I don’t take orders from an amateur “

If I could I would pour it on this feminine face but leeteuk’s glares stopped me from doing it

“what is going on here”

He put his hands up like an innocent guy “I’m just talking to him I heard that his twin came to apologize and to ask for his kindness but he kicked him out I was just giving him an advice to open his heart to his half and take him in but in return I got this bad temper  “

my eyes widened gulping his words and matching it with real life

I m impressed with  his lies but  I couldn’t respond besides I was looking to donghae ‘s eyes how they became full of hatred with every word told by heechul .

“that ‘s all lies I only asked him to take this coffee to the table but he refuses “

“didn’t I asked you about giving forgiveness to your twin hyukjae “

“hyukjae?!” leeteuk was so confused

“stop it already eunhyuk come with me” leeteuk shouted

Heechul’s eyes was so confident it is like winning a bet

Leeteuk closed the door behind him

“so tell me all about it “

“he is just eavesdrop the conversation and he was teasing me about it “

“not that ! your name is hyukjae am I wrong ?”

“yeah ! but I can explain “

“explaining what? Your lies ! “

“it is just a lie I told suzy because she thought I was gay  “

“suzy ? suzy our customer “

“yeah she is  studying at the same university and she is the roommate of the girl that I want to go out with I really like the girl but when she heard that I’m working at this shop she thoughts I was gay and she was scared I didn’t know how to react and this lie came to me like the only hope left to get my girl back “

“if you think that this lie can help you I don’t agree with you it will only get things worse “

“ if I tell her the truth she will run away and I can’t stand being far  from her cuteness “

He nodded like he understand the feeling that I’m scared of

“it is your problem and I’m not going to interfere if you want to lie take responsibility and I’m not going to help”

“keeping my secret is the only thing that I need and I will take care of the rest”

“go back to work and I hope that things go well I don’t want to lose some precious customers “

“don’t worry I will do my best “

I stand up leaving him in deep thoughts I never imagined that he will help me he seemed severe but deep in his heart he has kindness

**

We were dancing repeating the movements again and again

“that is wrong  you have to move your hips like that see like that  “ donghae was moving his hips in circles I was doing the same but he never likes what I did

I was doing it all over again focusing on the hip circle and I felt two hands touching my hips

“see you have to do it like that” he was directing my hips

I felt something weird running all over my system 

“okay okay ! get your hands off me “ I said still feeling his touches against my sweaty skin

“will stop here “ he said taking his bottle of water and walking to the door

“ can I ask you something”

“what ?”

“why are you ignoring me “

“nothing”

“you helped me get this job back you seemed kind and friendly but from that moment all I see is a serious donghae with hatred on his eyes if someone told you bad things about me you have to confront me before believing it “

“ only your doings and your selfishness makes you bad you ‘re always shouting at people making fights nothing good comes from you if only you dance bad I’ll never agree to work with you”

“so I’m bad I get it that heechul turn you all against me and you believed him “

“I didn’t hear any words from him your actions shows your personality and that how I judged you “

Our voices becomes louder and louder

“my personality?!  you had known me for three days and you had already given your judgement”

“I’m really tired today and I don’t want to get kicked out from this studio”

“now you’re changing subject you know that you’re at fault but you ‘re scared to confront me “

“poor guy ! “

“you’re hating me because you heard the bull that heechul is telling all day”

“so you’re not having a fight with you’re twin”

“I don’t have a “I stopped 

“my twin left for 4 years and I didn’t met him since then “ he was looking at me waiting for a story that I’m inventing “we happened to be in the same area that’s what suzy told me earlier”

“so you didn’t meet him yet “

“no “

“good luck “

“so you don’t hate me now”

“ I didn’t hate you I just don’t like the way you act “

I was happy that he didn’t hate me . I don’t know why I’m so concerned about how he feels towards me i didn’t care about heechul ‘s feelings but donghae hating me was so hard to take it maybe because he was kind and he helped me I was asking this questions while looking at donghae walking in front of me < I hope we will become good friends>