damn it junsu

jasmine boy have a choice to make

 

AN

i added some events because i need it for the next chapter 

 

He hung up the phone“Damn it junsu what should I do now you‘re always putting me under this pressure and why did I choose to you to be my bestii “

 

I pulled my hair in frustration My head is going to explode and my mind was going blind my feet weren’t under my control  i slammed the door and went out .I walked and walked and walked until I get in front of a park

 

It was so dark but the grass’s smell welcomed me. I through my bag and I fell in the arms of nature. I closed my eyes hoping that this day was a dream and with a blank of an eye everything will turn back to normal I felt like I’m sleeping on my mother’s lap feeling her breath playing with my hair I used to have this moment with her to clear my mind.

 

“Hey boy wake up it’s midnight you should get home “

 

“Why did you wake me up “I shouted “from this beautiful dddreeeeaam “my tongue was heavy when I saw a police officer in front of me? His eyebrows were forming the X letter; his mouth was so big until I was scared that he will devour me.

 

I grabbed my things and bowed “S..O..R..R..Y” and honestly I didn’t feel my legs because they were running without stopping until I get to the dorms.

 

 

*******

 

“arghhh I’m so tired!! But ash I smell “

 

I splashed the water all over my head it felt so refreshing removing all the thoughts that was craving me

 

“Finally “I whispered. I took the towel and placed it around my waist

 

Seeing the bed in front of me it ‘is like seeing the water in a big desert.

 

I hugged my pillow and slept.

 

“It was so heavy I have to pull it but I can’t someone was there! He was so far I yelled but he kept looking at me without any reaction it was him the door guy

“”helllp “” but it came out like a whisper “HEEELLPP”

 

I woke up it was morning already.

 

******

 

I sighed thinking of the whole day I have to go through  “Hello hyukjae!!” a girl’s whisper 

 

I turned around and I saw IU wow I nearly forgot about her

 

“damn it Junsu I’m going to kick your you made me forget about this girl you’re really are something “

 

“Hey sweetie you missed me already “she blushed

 

“ because you talked to me yesterday the whole day, I didn’t make friends so take responsibility and take care of me until I get friends to hang with “

 

“Don’t worry take your time finding friends or never bother to. I will fulfill your needs .just say yes and the magic jinn will appear !”

 

She laughed “and say yes for what? “

 

“If you forgot about my offer let me remind you “I pinched her cheeks making them glow pink

 

“So! “

 

“the class begin you should focus “ she blurted

 

“ wow you ‘re good at changing subjects ! “

 

“ mmm”

 

“ answer me I don’t like waiting “

 

“mmmm”

 

“Is that a yes or no ? “ she totally ignored me L

 

Minutes passed “are you getting something ? I asked

 

“  now you’re asking about the class you improved a lot !” she teased me

 

I thought I was the one who’s teasing in the first place .

 

“ and no he is talking no sense “

 

I smiled 

 

“ I’m hungry you want to grab something to eat with me “

 

“mmm”

 

< I really hate this mm already >

 

Class finished

 

“ so because I don’t know this place can you advice me of a good place to eat ?”

 

“my pleasure” she answered

 

We walked side to side . hands touching  eyes locking  heart throbbing

 

It was really fast how we get to  know each other

 

“ this is the restaurant despite  being small it has a good meals “

 

“ come on I’ll treat you”

 

“ no thanks i’m not hungry  “

 

“ I insist “ giving her the please look .

 

“ okay “  she smiled  < am I the only here thinking that it’s going on the right path ?>

 

 “I take a teriyaki chicken “  I told the servant.

 

“me too”

 

“ so tell me about everything from the birthday to this second?”

 

“ wow this going to be a very long story “

 

“ I don’t mind hearing it  “

 

She was talking while eating .her way of holding the forks was so weird but I loved it

 

I was staring at her eyes and how they closed every time she laughs and how her lips pout every time she is telling a sad story .

 

Her phone rang

 

“oh my god I’m late sorry I have to go “

 

“ I’ll give you a ride “

 

“ no you didn’t eat nothing  .eat your meals I’ll go by myself and thank you so much “

 

" can i have your phone number ? ”

"sure"  we exchanged phones typing numbers then handing the phones back 

i took her shoulders and press it to mine then took a picture , she was so surprised she didn't react 

"give me your phone" i asked she handed to me and i did the same thing again 

 

"now you can go take care " 

 

“bye”  she waved back 

 

And she goes away ..

 

My stomach is growling  I sat eating but it felt so lonely so I ate so fast suddenly my breath gone away I was struggling something is stuck on my throat I

tried to cough but nothing came out

 

Someone grab me from the back put his hands around me it finally came out  

 

“ are you okay sir ?”

 

“mm I’m fine !” I lifted my head to look at my saver  “ thank ..” “ahh it’s you !”

 

“ you”

 

“what are you doing here ? are you following me ?”

 

“following you ! you’re kidding me I’m working here “

 

“ I thought you’re working at the creepy place “

 

“ yes here and there ! “

 

“ take this water and you’ll feel better “

 

 “ thank you “

 

 “ can you sit down for a little bit I need to ask you something ?”

 

“ not for long my boss is so strict “

 

“ so I need money soo I have to get my job back “

 

“ after what you diid last night I don’t think it’s easy to  get it “

 

“ but I have to! Since you’ve worked there do you have any idea how can I take this job back “

 

“I ‘ll try to talk to lee teuk and I’ll hope you get it “

 

“ thank you ! and sorry for last night “

 

“if you stop being so stubborn I’ll accept your apologies “

 

He took his notes and gone behind the counter  I went  to the counter to pay my meals

 

“ here is it ! and this is for you “ I gave him a tip “ no I won’t accept it you need this more than I do “

 

“it is just the cost for saving my life “

 

“ keep it and don’t act like it’s a debt I wasn’t going to accept it anyway “

 

I turned the money to my pocket “ if you insist see you later !”

 

“ see you “

 

 I took my jacket and went out

 

***

 

7 pm I should get going “ time to handle what I screwed last night I hope it’s going to be alright

 

I took the knob < should I ask for forgiveness no I didn’t do something wrong

Hey leeteuk  listen yesterday I get so confused that’s why I acted that way  .. no it shouldn’t be that way  hey boss sorry for yesterday try to forget it .. is 

he my girlfriend iiiiwww ..

Why I’m doing this ? damn it junsu>

 

“ hey come on I talked to him and he will reconsider but try to not be so loud good behavior !”

 

“are you my dad ? I know this “

 

“ I’m the one who is at fault here sorry for helping you “

 

“ don’t ! i’m just so full of stress “

 

He ignored me ,

 

I walked to the office , remembering the last conversationi knocked the door

 

“ come in “ his mature voice welcomed me

 

“ hi “ I bowed

 

“ sit there “ and a moment of silence take her lead

 

The mood was so unbearable , but I caught a  little chat behind the door

 

“ I told you he will come back I knew it”

 

“ just stop teasing him “

 

“ do you think he will accept him back !”

 

“ehhem “ I turned back I concentrated on the chit chat outdoor till I forgot the real problem

 

“ so after what donghae told me you need this job “

 

I nodded while  staring at the floor palms between legs

 

“ and after what you did last night do you think I will take you in “

 

“ I hope so sir “  I took my eyes until they met his and my phone rang

 

I tried to shut it but I couldn’t find it “ finally “

 

“so ..”

 

But he rang again “sorry “

 

“ answer it “

 

“no I will call him later “

 

“No answer”

 

“hello junsu !”

 

“hey did you get it please tell me you get it “

 

“ if you didn’t interrupt me in the middle of the conversation maybe I could’ ve get it back “

 

“idiot why did you answer me “

 

“junsu I’ll call you later “

 

“kang in told me everything about your friend’s situation “

 

“sorry for this trouble but I need it “ I didn’t think

 

my legs kneeled ,met the floor  mumbling sorry

 

I stand up !

 

He was  staring at me

 

“i ‘ll accept your decision “ I said ready to go out after hearing his answer

 

“ the encounter Is looking for you take good care of it

 

But for your punishment this Saturday you will make your entry  ,no turning back you will do it “

“ yes sir” I closed the door behind me

 

and a lot of eyes were staring at me !!!

AN

i added some events because i need it for the next chapter 

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didoe84
#1
First lie & it become alot of them lol good luck HJ you should listen to my favorite leader ever, his advice was good lol
didoe84
#2
Hahaha I probably guess who is the roommate lol... Kyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaa Teuki deep in love.... (fangirl brain sorry lol)
didoe84
#3
Can't wait for saturday...
didoe84
#4
GOSH no longer problem of imagination with the scene with Leeteuk& the girl!! Lol... Love this host bar too!!
didoe84
#5
As promised, first chapter red!! Arrrrr
I'm not good with first person
stories... (less fluid & it cut my
imagination each time I read "I"
especially when the character is a male)
but... Lol HJ hitting on IU!!! Can't stop
laughing... I really love the dream & the
way you wrote it...
Kkkyyyyyaaaaaaaaaa Teuki (yes just
guessing he was here make me turn into
fangirl mode!! He's my Ultimate biaz
after all...)
souteuk
#6
yaaaaah!! why is IU still b**ching around hyukjae ><""
donghae baby!! work your and get that hyukjae to be yours!!
sdouda
#7
thanks :p
i will
i hope i'll never disappoint you :* <3 <3
souteuk
#8
this is awesome!! write longer chapter baby ^^
IU that cute little b*tch!! i'll hate her forever!! hya w sa7ar xDD
just waiting for the lovely job to start ^^