damn it junsu
jasmine boy have a choice to make
AN
i added some events because i need it for the next chapter
He hung up the phone“Damn it junsu what should I do now you‘re always putting me under this pressure and why did I choose to you to be my bestii “
I pulled my hair in frustration My head is going to explode and my mind was going blind my feet weren’t under my control i slammed the door and went out .I walked and walked and walked until I get in front of a park
It was so dark but the grass’s smell welcomed me. I through my bag and I fell in the arms of nature. I closed my eyes hoping that this day was a dream and with a blank of an eye everything will turn back to normal I felt like I’m sleeping on my mother’s lap feeling her breath playing with my hair I used to have this moment with her to clear my mind.
“Hey boy wake up it’s midnight you should get home “
“Why did you wake me up “I shouted “from this beautiful dddreeeeaam “my tongue was heavy when I saw a police officer in front of me? His eyebrows were forming the X letter; his mouth was so big until I was scared that he will devour me.
I grabbed my things and bowed “S..O..R..R..Y” and honestly I didn’t feel my legs because they were running without stopping until I get to the dorms.
*******
“arghhh I’m so tired!! But ash I smell “
I splashed the water all over my head it felt so refreshing removing all the thoughts that was craving me
“Finally “I whispered. I took the towel and placed it around my waist
Seeing the bed in front of me it ‘is like seeing the water in a big desert.
I hugged my pillow and slept.
“It was so heavy I have to pull it but I can’t someone was there! He was so far I yelled but he kept looking at me without any reaction it was him the door guy
“”helllp “” but it came out like a whisper “HEEELLPP”
I woke up it was morning already.
******
I sighed thinking of the whole day I have to go through “Hello hyukjae!!” a girl’s whisper
I turned around and I saw IU wow I nearly forgot about her
“damn it Junsu I’m going to kick your you made me forget about this girl you’re really are something “
“Hey sweetie you missed me already “she blushed
“ because you talked to me yesterday the whole day, I didn’t make friends so take responsibility and take care of me until I get friends to hang with “
“Don’t worry take your time finding friends or never bother to. I will fulfill your needs .just say yes and the magic jinn will appear !”
She laughed “and say yes for what? “
“If you forgot about my offer let me remind you “I pinched her cheeks making them glow pink
“So! “
“the class begin you should focus “ she blurted
“ wow you ‘re good at changing subjects ! “
“ mmm”
“ answer me I don’t like waiting “
“mmmm”
“Is that a yes or no ? “ she totally ignored me L
Minutes passed “are you getting something ? I asked
“ now you’re asking about the class you improved a lot !” she teased me
I thought I was the one who’s teasing in the first place .
“ and no he is talking no sense “
I smiled
“ I’m hungry you want to grab something to eat with me “
“mmm”
< I really hate this mm already >
Class finished
“ so because I don’t know this place can you advice me of a good place to eat ?”
“my pleasure” she answered
We walked side to side . hands touching eyes locking heart throbbing
It was really fast how we get to know each other
“ this is the restaurant despite being small it has a good meals “
“ come on I’ll treat you”
“ no thanks i’m not hungry “
“ I insist “ giving her the please look .
“ okay “ she smiled < am I the only here thinking that it’s going on the right path ?>
“I take a teriyaki chicken “ I told the servant.
“me too”
“ so tell me about everything from the birthday to this second?”
“ wow this going to be a very long story “
“ I don’t mind hearing it “
She was talking while eating .her way of holding the forks was so weird but I loved it
I was staring at her eyes and how they closed every time she laughs and how her lips pout every time she is telling a sad story .
Her phone rang
“oh my god I’m late sorry I have to go “
“ I’ll give you a ride “
“ no you didn’t eat nothing .eat your meals I’ll go by myself and thank you so much “
" can i have your phone number ? ”
"sure" we exchanged phones typing numbers then handing the phones back
i took her shoulders and press it to mine then took a picture , she was so surprised she didn't react
"give me your phone" i asked she handed to me and i did the same thing again
"now you can go take care "
“bye” she waved back
And she goes away ..
My stomach is growling I sat eating but it felt so lonely so I ate so fast suddenly my breath gone away I was struggling something is stuck on my throat I
tried to cough but nothing came out
Someone grab me from the back put his hands around me it finally came out
“ are you okay sir ?”
“mm I’m fine !” I lifted my head to look at my saver “ thank ..” “ahh it’s you !”
“ you”
“what are you doing here ? are you following me ?”
“following you ! you’re kidding me I’m working here “
“ I thought you’re working at the creepy place “
“ yes here and there ! “
“ take this water and you’ll feel better “
“ thank you “
“ can you sit down for a little bit I need to ask you something ?”
“ not for long my boss is so strict “
“ so I need money soo I have to get my job back “
“ after what you diid last night I don’t think it’s easy to get it “
“ but I have to! Since you’ve worked there do you have any idea how can I take this job back “
“I ‘ll try to talk to lee teuk and I’ll hope you get it “
“ thank you ! and sorry for last night “
“if you stop being so stubborn I’ll accept your apologies “
He took his notes and gone behind the counter I went to the counter to pay my meals
“ here is it ! and this is for you “ I gave him a tip “ no I won’t accept it you need this more than I do “
“it is just the cost for saving my life “
“ keep it and don’t act like it’s a debt I wasn’t going to accept it anyway “
I turned the money to my pocket “ if you insist see you later !”
“ see you “
I took my jacket and went out
***
7 pm I should get going “ time to handle what I screwed last night I hope it’s going to be alright
I took the knob < should I ask for forgiveness no I didn’t do something wrong
Hey leeteuk listen yesterday I get so confused that’s why I acted that way .. no it shouldn’t be that way hey boss sorry for yesterday try to forget it .. is
he my girlfriend iiiiwww ..
Why I’m doing this ? damn it junsu>
“ hey come on I talked to him and he will reconsider but try to not be so loud good behavior !”
“are you my dad ? I know this “
“ I’m the one who is at fault here sorry for helping you “
“ don’t ! i’m just so full of stress “
He ignored me ,
I walked to the office , remembering the last conversationi knocked the door
“ come in “ his mature voice welcomed me
“ hi “ I bowed
“ sit there “ and a moment of silence take her lead
The mood was so unbearable , but I caught a little chat behind the door
“ I told you he will come back I knew it”
“ just stop teasing him “
“ do you think he will accept him back !”
“ehhem “ I turned back I concentrated on the chit chat outdoor till I forgot the real problem
“ so after what donghae told me you need this job “
I nodded while staring at the floor palms between legs
“ and after what you did last night do you think I will take you in “
“ I hope so sir “ I took my eyes until they met his and my phone rang
I tried to shut it but I couldn’t find it “ finally “
“so ..”
But he rang again “sorry “
“ answer it “
“no I will call him later “
“No answer”
“hello junsu !”
“hey did you get it please tell me you get it “
“ if you didn’t interrupt me in the middle of the conversation maybe I could’ ve get it back “
“idiot why did you answer me “
“junsu I’ll call you later “
“kang in told me everything about your friend’s situation “
“sorry for this trouble but I need it “ I didn’t think
my legs kneeled ,met the floor mumbling sorry
I stand up !
He was staring at me
“i ‘ll accept your decision “ I said ready to go out after hearing his answer
“ the encounter Is looking for you take good care of it
But for your punishment this Saturday you will make your entry ,no turning back you will do it “
“ yes sir” I closed the door behind me
and a lot of eyes were staring at me !!!
AN
i added some events because i need it for the next chapter
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