“Joyul?”

“Hmmm?”

“Why do you have to leave?”

“That’s the reality of life, Yena. People come and go.”

“But without closure?”

“Sometimes, having no closure is the closure itself.”

“But… 4 years Yuri. We’ve been together for 4 years. How can I possibly forget about that? How can I possibly forget about you? Tell me. Coz I don’t freakin’ have any idea how at all. I tried…but I failed, miserably.”

“Then I’m asking you to try harder. Maybe you’re not trying hard enough. And Yena, I’m not asking you to forget about me. I’m asking you to move on. Why are you making this harder for the both of us?”

“Sounds too easy. Except that it isn’t.”

“I am happy now. And you would be too; only if you’ll completely let go of the idea—of the possibility that there would be an ‘us’. Because that’s impossible. Give yourself another chance on love. Stop pushing people away. Stop pushing Chaewon away. Because I am never coming back to you.”

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“Yena! Yena! Wake up! You’re having a nightmare, oh God.”

“Why do you have to wake me up? She was there…She’s alive in that dream. Why the do I have to wake up to the fact that she’s not here anymore. Just…why?”

“Yena…why can’t you just accept that this is your reality now? That Yuri is gone and she’s not coming back. I am here, Yena. I am here. Why don’t you give me a chance? I have always been here. But you don’t see that, do you? No. I was wrong. You could definitely see how hard I am trying. But no. You refuse you acknowledge it. Because you still wanted to live in that wo