you don't know how many times i've wished that i had told you

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Marriage, Bora thinks, isn’t all that it’s cut out to be. Yeah, there are the good things, like waking up in the same bed as Minji and feeling the comfort of the rising and falling of her chest in her arms and the blissful happiness of making dinner with her after coming home from work.

 

But, there’s also the shattering reality of life that makes everything between it all bitter. Like all the days that her job takes away from Minji, the pile of bills sitting on their countertop, the cold shoulder that welcomes her when another date night gets lost in the hours that Bora spends in the dance studio.

 

At first, it was fine. One date night cancelled was fine. Two, three, four dates turned into more lonely nights for Minji at their dinner table, the food gone cold and her patience wearing thin. And it’s not like Bora purposely decides on being tardy or chooses to completely miss the opportunity to be with her wife—for God’s sake, she loves her; she married her for a reason, professed her vows with the truest intent of following through with them. 

 

(Even if seven years have passed, Bora can remember with vivid detail the way Minji looked at the altar, her light brown hair in soft waves, a veil so immaculate and effervescent it looked as if magic trailed behind her, her beautiful white dress glittering in the glow of the sun. But more importantly, Bora remembers how her eyes seemed to twinkle as they looked back at her, the lovi

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Chxxzy77
#1
Chapter 5: This was so beautifully written
Chxxzy77
#2
Chapter 5: This was so beautifully written
LindenDrive
#3
Chapter 5: Yay a fluffy happy ending
godsj00
#4
Chapter 5: Thank you for this! I needed it :) I wonder if the recent vlive gave you some inspiration for this? (Minji would go on a Christmas date with Bora because she would dance with her on the street)
lcparker
#5
Chapter 4: Oh my, this hurt. But it was also very rewarding to see that they finally talked to each other, like really talked bc that’s what’s been lacking. They were so clouded by fear, hurt and doubt that they were paralyzed and kept drifting apart further despite wanting the same thing - be with each other and make it work.

Your writing is really amazing in conveying all of these feelings. Thank you for writing this. What a fantastic job. Thoroughly enjoyed the ride.
LindenDrive
#6
Chapter 3: Nooo hope jibo don't stop trying
lcparker
#7
Chapter 3: Ohhh, this one hurt as well. Little Bora tried and failed, but she’s not deterred and won’t give up just, yet. I’ll be rooting for them. Thank you for this chapter as well. Really enjoy reading them!
lcparker
#8
Chapter 2: Noooooooo! This is so sad. I love how you wrote them and their anguish. I see characteristics from the real life people woven into your characters, but they are still fictionalized enough for it to read believable. It is that certain familiarity that makes me feel for these characters more. They both deeply love each other, but one was hurt one too many times and the other doesn’t know how to remedy what’s become broken. I’m anxious to see how they will go from here and whether they will be able to show their love for each other again. Thanks for the great read so far!
LindenDrive
#9
Chapter 2: How to see Bora fix things soon
LindenDrive
#10
Chapter 1: Oh no no no please fix things Bora. Why is Minji always involved with ANGST