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one day
her thoughts
will be beautiful
without sadness
and pain
some joy, some peace
and love

I got here, finally. One last earthly privilege that I'd ever ask for.

Just like that, I opened my eyes, gazing on the ceiling, a see through cloth cover blocked my vision, gray smoke of burning incense flew over my head. Again, just like that, I stayed in my tight wooden bed still, assessing the moment.

I'd once promised myself to remember, and I did remember when I got here, that the pretty dress covering my body would mean 'I'm coming home'. The shaby gloves covering my palms and a bead of rosary with the corpus between my entwined knuckles would mean 'my vacation'.

Among those visiting my long period of rest are ones whose smile radiate not only on face but also body and soulbeat. Kind colleagues of a lifetime, in their typical best dress-suits, grinning. The loudest of them three were the three of them. The joyous chorus of white raven with dolphin accented laugh belonged to the Sun. The low crunchy voice heard in the first greasy spoken line belonged to the tallest Moon. There was one who displayed an ultimate failure of indiferent pokerface and ended up nervously giggling in tsundere manner,