I'll never forget, the sound that night

The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass

The painful scream, that I heard last

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"And that will be it! So, I wish you all the best of luck in navigating the complexities of the real world. Class dismissed!!"

A cheer erupted as the students of Miss Choi's World Literature class celebrated their final schedule of the day. It was no surprise, as all Senior students who took her subject would be graduating soon. 

One of them had a particularly huge grin on her face, she couldn't help it. Finally, everything she had worked hard for all these years had finally paid off. Her parents hadn't been particularly supportive of her course of choice, but she fought for it, and showed to them what she was capable of.

"Hey Jisoo! Me, Irene and the rest of the gang will be at Joy's later to celebrate. You wanna come with?" Seulgi, her longtime friend and a known partygoer, asked her.

"Nah, maybe not tonight Seul. I have plans." she says, smiling to herself. 

"Seulgi nudged her, "Oh, more y time with the girlfriend ei? I get it, I get it, Kim." she teased, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively.

"I just think I need to be with her tonight, Seul. We have been so busy lately that we haven't been able to spend some quality time together." she tells her sincerely.

"Gosh, fine. I don't wanna see all your disgusting displays of affection anyway. It makes me wanna puke and tell you that nothing lasts forever." Seulgi says, playfully rolling her eyeballs as she starts to walk towards the door.

"How about you tell Irene how you feel so you can have your own disgusting displays of affection too?"

Seugli made a face, "Ew, commitment! Irene is just a friend, thanks."

"Funny how you always make out with that particular friend."

"Some things are less complicated when you're not tied to a leash." Seulgi grins, "I gotta go, I have a party to prepare for."

Jisoo chuckles, "See you, Seul!"

Seulgi just waves back as she disappears through the door. Jisoo then excitedly heads outside and makes her way towards their dorms. When she finally arrives, she spots a beautiful brunette pouting in front of the laptop on her desk.

She couldn't get enough of that, it was one of the most beautiful sights in the world. 

She bends down to peck her on the lips, "Hey baby, I'm back."

The brunette looks up and gives a huge, yet tired, gummy smile. Anybody would be lucky if they received this kind of attention from Jennie Kim, her girlfriend since Freshmen year. 

"Hi Chu, I didn't know you would be back so soon."

"Yeah, Miss Choi dismissed us early, she says there's no point in keeping us prisoner anymore." Jisoo jokes as she puts some of the things she was carrying on her own desk. 

"I wish our teacher also had the same train of thought. I still need to finalize this so I can get my grade and join you in the unemployment line after graduation." 

Jisoo placed her hands on her girlfriend's shoulders and started massaging her, "Just a little more Jendeuk, and you'll be done. Here, let me help ease all of that tension you are feeling right now."

Jennie closed her eyes as she relished the attention her girlfriend was giving her, "Mhmm...that feels so good."

Jisoo grinned from behind her, "You know, I have a lot of other ways to make you feel better." she whispers in her ear suggestively, as Jennie opens her eyes and slaps her arm. 

"Chu, stop seducing me! I'm serious, I need to get this done soon."

Jisoo laughs as she lets go of her shoulders and then proceeds to move Jennie's chair a little and starts carrying her towards her bed.

Jennie then cries out and starts slapping Jisoo's shoulders, "Kim Jisoo, stop! I swear to God, I am going to kill you! I still have a lot of unfinished things, dammit!"

But Jisoo wouldn't be stopped. She finally places Jennie on top of her bed, giggling as her girlfriend gives her the death stare. 

"It's not funny, Chu!" she glares at her, who then proceeds to move her face a little bit closer to hers. Her breath hitches as Jisoo stares directly into her eyes, causing her to feel all kinds of sensations at once.

"I'm sorry, I just miss you so much."

Jennie sighs and puts her arms around her neck, "I miss you too, babe, I do. But I gotta finish all of this stuff first, okay?" 

Jisoo pouts, making Jennie giggle at her, "I'm gonna have a proper talk with your teacher, she's messing with our girlfriend time, which should be more important."

Jennie smiles at her, trust Jisoo to do that to her without much effort, "That sounds like a good idea, but I really want to graduate, babe." she says and kisses her slowly on the lips, making the other girl hum in satisfaction.

"Well, if I get more kisses like this, then perhaps I'll change my mind."

Jennie laughed and put their foreheads together, "You are being so clingy lately."

"Says the one I call Jendeukie, this isn't even half of how clingy you are to me." Jisoo teases, making the other girl grin wider.

"You love my clingy ."

"I do, I really, really do." 

Jisoo dives in for a kiss once again, and Jennie responds right away. They share soft, gentle pecks in between giggles, both of them feeling like lovesick teenagers. Finally, Jennie leans back and puts both her hands on Jisoo's face. 

"I'm sorry baby, I really have to get back to work. I'll make it up to you later, okay?" she says, feeling a bit bummed out herself. But she had a deadline to catch, and it wasn't going to wait for her. 

Jisoo groaned, "Fine. Curse responsibility!"

Jennie kissed her one last time and looks at her girlfriend in the eyes, "I love you, and once this is over, I can't wait to spend the rest of my days with you."

Jisoo gazed back at her lovingly, "I love you too, more than you know."

Jennie smiled, she knew Jisoo meant it, and she felt the same way. How could she be so lucky to have someone like her?

The raven-haired girl finally moved back, and helped Jennie up so she could get back to work.

"I'll go and head over to the café and get you some food. It's Lisa's shift so I can hang out there for a bit." Jisoo says as she gets her bag and checks if her wallet is inside.

"Oh my God, yes! I feel so famished! I realized I haven't eaten anything since this morning."

Jisoo looked at her knowingly, "I figured, when you're too focused on something, you forget certain important things. Food...water...me."

Jennie rolled her eyes playfully, "Keep that up, and you aren't gonna get some later."

Jisoo gasped, "You monster! You wouldn't!"

"I can if you don't feed me."

"On it, ma'am!" Jisoo grins and give her a quick peck on her cheek. She then goes outside the door and whispers 'I love you' before closing it, making Jennie chuckle softly. 

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"So that's one large cup of Café Macchiato to go?" the tall black-haired beauty with bangs confirmed the order of the customer right in front of her. The guy nodded and she dinged the register as she placed his money inside and gave him some change. Then she got a cup and looked back at him, "Name please?"

"Jackson." 

She wrote it and told him that his name will be called when his order was ready. She then went towards the station where her crewmates, Yeri and Wendy, were busy making coffee, and gave them the cup.

"One large Café Macchiato to go." she tells them.

"On it!" Wendy responds as she takes the cup from her. She goes back to her station and is met with a familiar grinning face.

"Hey Lisa!"

Lisa couldn't help but smile back, "Hey Jisoo! Long time no see!"

"Yeah, I've been quite busy with last minute stuff for Uni. I didn't have the time to drop by." she tells her apologetically.

"That's alright, you ! You're about to graduate so you can miss out on visiting me anytime. Where's Jennie by the way?"

"Still trying to finish some work. I'm here to make sure she's well-fed or I'm a goner."

Lisa laughed, "Yeah, Rosie isn't any different. She'd kill for food that one, including me."

"Oh, I've witnessed that a few times. I definitely don't want to be on the receiving end of a hungry Roseanne."

Lisa smiled, "Yeah, but she's fed now, so you can sit with her while you wait for your order." she says as she points towards the back. True enough, Jisoo could see Lisa's lilac-haired girlfriend busy typing something on her pink laptop.

"Anyway, the usual?"

"Yup, and to go please."

"On it. My shift ends in 10 minutes, so I guess we can go together and head back to the dorms." Lisa tells her as she heads over to the window where she can send their orders to the kitchen.

"Sure thing. I'll go sit with Rosie while I wait." Jisoo says as she slowly walks towards the back end of the café.

When she finally gets there, Rosé takes a sip of her cup and quickly writes something on a piece of paper, "Hey Jisoo, it's been awhile." she greets without looking up.

"Hey Rosie, yes it has been." she responds as she sits down across from the girl, "Pretty busy I see."

"Mhm, there's so much work being given to us. This is what I get for deciding to go for a pre-law course. How's Jennie by the way?"

"As busy as you right now." Jisoo tells her. 

Rosé finally looks up and smiles sympathetically, "I'm sure you miss her, I haven't seen  the two of you spending some time together lately." 

Jisoo sighs, "I do, and I am sure she does too. It's just been quite hectic, with graduation just around the corner and everything. Today is actually the first time that I can properly breathe."

"Well, it's almost over, and then it's on to the real world. New challenges to face."

"I'm sure. We've already leased an apartment in the city, thanks to the savings we both managed to pile up for the last three years."

"Anyone else would have been sick about seeing each other's faces by now. But not you two, you've been roomates since your Freshmen year. Who says familiarity breeds contempt?" Rosé tells her, a smile playing on her face.

"Not us, we can't get enough of each other."

"Tell me about it! I am never going to sleep in a room next to you two again. That vacation in the mountains was fun, but God, you two go about it like rabbits in heat."

Jisoo grinned at Rosé in amusement, "As I recall, you and Lisa weren't any different. Remember I caught you two in the basement? My eyes shall never be the same again."

"Revenge is so sweet, if I may add." Rosé quips as she gets her cup and takes another sip, "Any plans for tonight? If Jennie is still busy, Joy is having a party at her house. Maybe you can join us and chill for a bit."

"So I heard from Seulgi. I will have to decline, me and Jennie have something planned for tonight." Jisoo says, the excitement apparent in her eyes.

"Well, that's good! At least you finally have some time to yourselves."

"True, and I have something in mind as well. Actually, I already told Lisa about this a few days ago, but I wanted to share it with you too. I mean, both of you are basically my best friends anyway." she says, smiling sheepishly at Rosé.

Her friend looked at her curiously, "What is it?"

Jisoo rummages through her bag and takes out a small box then shows it to her friend, who gasps when she realizes what it is.

"Oh my God, Jisoo! Really?" Rosé squeals in excitement, "I can't believe it! You're actually going for it!"

Jisoo shrugs, "There's no point in waiting, I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her." she tells her sincerely. She swears she could see Rosé's eyes glisten with tears.

"Jisoo! That is so sweet! I am so happy for the both of you! Please tell me what happens when you finally pop the question."

"I will, you and Lisa will be the first to know. I'm pretty nervous though."

Rosé looks at her, "I know you must be, but trust me, there is no one in the world who loves you more than Jennie does. The girl is so into you, she even laughs at some random things you do, even if they are not remotely funny. That's some whipped right there if you ask me."

"I agree. Have you seen Jennie look at you? Like damn, it's as if you put the stars in the sky for her." Lisa butts in as she takes a seat beside her girlfriend and kisses her on the cheek, "Here's your order by the way." 

Jisoo takes the brown paper bag from Lisa, "Thanks Lisa. So you guys think that she won't say no?"

"I'd bet my whole life savings that she won't say no." Lisa assures her friend. 

"Make that double." Rosé added, both of them grinning at each other.

Jisoo let's out a breath, "I hope you're right."

"I'm Lisa, I'm always right."

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"Babe, have you seen my favorite earrings?" Jennie asked her girlfriend as she started blow drying her hair in the bathroom.

"Yeah, it's right here. I put it on your desk!" Jisoo called out from outside.

"You are a lifesaver!"

"Of course, I am the great Kim Jisoo, the girl you had to ask to be your girlfriend!" 

Jennie couldn't help but giggle at her remark, "If it helps you sleep at night, babe!"

"Who can sleep at night when you have a hottie beside you?"

Jennie rolled her eyes, "Do you tell that to all the girls when you want to get in their pants?"

"I mean, it worked getting into your pants, so I am using it as much as I want!"

Jennie laughed this time, "What did I get myself into?" she asks as she finishes blow-drying her hair and opens the door to head back into their room.

Jisoo holds her waist and smiles at her, "It got you this hot piece of action."

Jennie boops her nose and Jisoo laughs as she watches her girlfriend leave her arms and put her earrings on, "Someone is so full of herself."

"Anyone would be too if they had you as their girlfriend. That is a flex right there."

Jennie couldn't help the blush heating up on her face, "Yah, whatever Kim Jisoo! Can you please zip up my dress before you combust?" she tells her as she ties her hair and moves it to expose her neck from the back. She then feels her girlfriend from behind her, who slowly zips up her dress and whispers in her ear.

"I'm in a dilemma. I wanna help you out, but I also want to take this off." a shiver runs through Jennie's spine as she felt her girlfriend's hot breath from behind her ear. She wants it so bad, but they had planned this dinner for months and she didn't want to waste her girlfriend's effort over it.

"Baby, behave. We'll get there, I promise. I'll make it worth your while." Jennie tells her in a sultry voice which makes Jisoo pull her zipper up immediately, and gives her a peck on the back of her neck.

"If you put it that way, let's hurry! The night is still young!"

Jennie chuckles as she proceeds to put her make-up on, "So easy."

When they were finally ready, they both proceeded to the elevator to head downstairs. Jisoo was wearing a green and black dress, which made her look even more stunning than before. Jennie simply decided for her favorite black dress which hugged her curves in all the right places. 

As they headed towards her car, which was an old blue Toyota Camry which used to be owned by her dad, Jennie suddenly took the keys away from her girlfriend's hand.

"Hey! What are you doing Jendeuk?" she asked, surprised as she saw her girlfriend head towards the driver's seat.

"I'll be driving tonight." she says, winking at her girlfriend, who rolls her eyes and proceeds towards the passenger seat.

As the both of them got comfortable inside the car, Jennie gave her girlfriend a huge gummy smile, she just realized how much she loves the girl beside her. She wouldn't know what to do if she lost her. 

Jisoo smiles back, "I love you, beautiful."

"I love you too." she whispers back.

Jisoo bites her lips and forces herself to turn her head away from her girlfriend, "Now let's stop being cheesy and head towards our destination or I might have to ravish you in this car."

Jennie giggles as she puts in the key and turns on the ignition, "Aye, aye captain!"

As they drove towards their destination, Jennie noticed the angry clouds that began to form up in the sky, "Looks like it's about to rain."

"It's going to be a cold night, if only I had someone warm beside me tonight." Jisoo teased as she side-eyed her girlfriend.

"Hmm...I agree. I think I would like that too." she says, fighting a smile as Jisoo turns her head to gaze at her.

"Can I look at you forever like this?" she says without thinking, causing Jennie to give her a quick glance.

"You can have me forever if you want it, Kim."

"You mean that?"

"I mean it, I will love you, always."

"Always huh?" Jisoo says absentmindedly, a smile tugging on her lips.

"Yes, like we promised." Jennie says softly.

Jisoo then holds Jennie's hand which was on the gearshift, "And I will hold on to that promise. I will always love you, no matter what happens." 

Jennie glanced at her girlfriend once again. Although what Jisoo said warmed her heart significantly, she had a weird feeling at the pit of her stomach, like something wasn't right.

Like something wrong was going to happen.

She tried to shake that feeling away, she guessed it was probably just nerves. She wasn't used to Jisoo being this sweet. She was, but not this much, so she was probably just getting used to it. She must have missed her a lot. 

Jennie started to turn into a blind curve and was about to say something when suddenly, without warning, she saw a car up ahead that was stalled in the middle of the street. 

She cursed, their car was at a speed where she was unable to stop it in time without hitting the other one.

As if in slow motion, she immediately swerved to the right to avoid a head on collision. She saw Jisoo's face go pale. The tires screeched as she tried to take control of the wheel, but the road was too slippery, and she saw that they were headed right for a huge rock at the side of the road. 

She did her best to try and make sure they wouldn't hit it, but it was too late, and Jisoo knew it too. Before they were about to ram onto it, Jisoo covered her with her own body, blunting the force that was supposed to hit her full on. The last thing she remembered was hearing the glass break and her girlfriend screaming out her name. 

When she came to, her vision was a bit blurry. Slowly, she began to regain her senses and she heard people talking around her.

What happened? she asked herself as a throbbing headache made it's presence known. Suddenly she recalled the accident, and everything suddenly made sense. Her eyes immediately flew open, her heart pounding in fear.

Jisoo!

She looked around and she saw that her girlfriend was no longer beside her. That's when she heard the strong pattering of the rain outside, and feeling something warm going down from her eyes. She guessed it must be blood, but that was the least of her concerns. She wanted to know if her girlfriend was okay.

"Jisoo! Jisoo, where are you?" she croaked out, her voice raspy, as if she hasn't been using it for a long time.

"Hey look, the driver, she's awake! Help get her out of there. Try to see if she has any significant injuries before moving her." she heard someone say. 

She saw a man stand beside her, looking at her with concern, "Miss, are you alright? Can you tell me how many fingers I am holding up?" he says as he shows him his hand.

"Three." she answered weakly, "Wh-where is my girlfriend? Where is she?"

"She's alive and she is being attended to by the medics. She has been looking for you."

"Please bring me to her."

"I need to asses first how your injuries are before I take you to her."

"No! Where is she?" Jennie says angrily as she takes off her seat belt. Everything in her body hurts, but she didn't care. She had to see Jisoo, she had to know if she was alright. She tried to stand up, but her legs were shaking.

"Miss, please. We don't want to complicate any further damage. Who knows if you might be internally bleeding?" the man tried to convince her.

"I don't care, please just bring me to her. I just...I need to see her please." she says, almost tearing up. She had a horrible feeling and she couldn't shake it. She had to see her no matter what.

The man sighed, "Okay, come on lean on me." he says as he holds on to her and she does what he says. She gritted her teeth as she helped her out. The rain was pouring heavily now as he guided her towards Jisoo. She was on a stretcher, and people were checking on her to see if she was okay.

"Jennie, where is she? Please let me know if she's alive." she heard Jisoo say, her voice strangled with worry. 

The man helped her sit down beside her. Jisoo was moving her head left and right, a lot of blood was pouring down her forehead and she had a huge wound on the right side of her face.

When her girlfriend finally saw her, she saw fresh tears pour down her face, and she followed suit. Because she knew, it took a lot for Jisoo to cry, and she must have been pretty scared for her to do that. She held her hand tightly.

"Baby, I'm here now. I'm fine. Don't cry." she whispered to her, and Jisoo smiled through her tears.

"It's just the rain, Jendeukie. You know I never cry."

Jennie laughed at what she said, "Yeah, you never cry."

Her girlfriend gazed at her, she had never looked at her with so much love, "Babe, remember what I told you earlier? About how much I love you no matter what happens?"

"Baby, don't, you're scaring me."

Jisoo squeezed her hand tighter, "Jen, always is our promise right? I love you, always. Don't forget that."

Jennie cried harder, why was she saying this?

"Yes, and I love you always too. We'll graduate together, live together in our apartment, struggle through unemployment, have our petty fights, and make love as much as we want." she tells her and Jisoo smiles again.

"Can you hold me, even just for a little while?"

Jennie nodded and does what she requested, holding her girlfriend and caressing her face as Jisoo looks at her. She was cold, and the rain was not helping. She could feel her heartbeat getting slower by the second. 

"Baby, stay with me, don't give up please. What am I going to do when you're not around huh?" 

"I'm always with you, Jendeuk." she whispered, her face serene. 

She could see the light dim from her eyes, her gaze was far away now, as if she could no longer see her, "Jisoo, please, don't leave me." she begged, but she knew her girlfriend could no longer hear her. 

She bent down and kissed her softly on her lips, the last kiss she will ever give to her. She continued crying, rocking Jisoo's body as she finally took her last breath.

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"Jendeuk, come on, look at the camera! Come on!" Jisoo says, laughing. 

"No, you'll make fun of me again." Jennie says, she was covering herself with her pillow.

"Now why would I make fun of the most beautiful girl in the world?"

"Shut up, Jisoo."

Jisoo giggled, "Oh, do I see you blushing from behind there?"

Jennie threw the pillow at her, "I hate you so much!"

"Oh there she is! Hey baby, I love you."

Jennie was pouting at the camera, but she was obviously trying to fight a smile that was tugging at her lips.

Jisoo's face was now shown and she squeezed her face together with Jennie's. 

"She's like this when she's sick. All grumpy and sniffly." she says, then turns her head towards her. Jennie was glaring at her now.

"But, even so, she's still beautiful. So, I'll fight anyone who tries to steal her from me. I have a white belt in taekwondo just so you know."

Jennie can't help but laugh at her, "I still hate you, Chu."

"You love me." she responds confidently as she gives her girlfriend a peck on the lips.

Jennie was trying to fight back the tears as she watched the video again. She couldn't help it, that was the only thing she has been doing for a couple of days now. Watching old memories that she had made with her girlfriend.

Her friends and her family had been trying to console her, but she didn't want them there, she wanted Jisoo. Her girlfriend who would never return to her no matter what happens.

She felt so guilty. People had told her it wasn't her fault, that anybody would have had the same predicament if it happened to them. But they weren't there, they weren't the ones who Jisoo protected before the car hit the rock. 

It should've have been her, now the love of her life was dead because of her, and there was nothing she could do to save her.

She cried again as she looked at Jisoo's face, which used to be so full of life. 

The one person who made her laugh.

She was the one who made her happy.

The one person who believed in her and made her feel like she could face anything.

She heard a knock on her bedroom door. She didn't answer, she just wanted to be alone.

She heard the door creak and she saw Lisa's face looking inside of the room.

"Hey Jen." she greets softly. Jennie didn't answer her.

Lisa walked in and slowly closed the door, and sat beside her. She watched silently as Jennie watched another video that Jisoo had taken.

"Why Lisa, why did she have to die?" she asked her, she probably repeated that question to her a million times since that day happened. Her friend looked at her, and hugged her tightly as she cried.

"I miss her too, Jennie."

"It's my fault she's dead. You should all hate me."

"It's not Jen, we will never blame you for it. Plus, Jisoo wouldn't want us to hate you, you know that." she tells her sadly.

"But she's gone because of me"

"Jennie, she made her choice. She protected you because she loved you. I would do the same for Rosé, and I believe you would to if you were in her shoes."

She knew Lisa was right, but she couldn't stop the pain in her heart. So she wailed, she didn't know how she will continue living from now on.

Lisa then leaned back and gave her a weak smile.

"I have something for you, something Jisoo left to me before she passed away. Although the other item was found in her bag. But I feel that you deserve to see it." she tells her friend. 

Jennie looked at her, puzzled, "If she left it for you, shouldn't that something be yours?"

"Actually no, this was always yours from the very start." she says as she gave her a piece of folded paper and a small box. 

Jennie looked at the two items, and Lisa stood up. 

"Everything you need to know is in that letter. I hope this at least can help you, even just a little."

She watched as Lisa smiled at her one last time, and headed outside of her bedroom, closing the door.

She then sat up, and stared at the two items. Somehow, she knew what was in the box, and she slowly opened it.

When she saw what was inside, she nearly choked as tears threatened to spill once again from her eyes. It was the Loquet ring she had wanted for so long, and it had a daisy inside of the heart shaped engraving at the center. As she took it in her hands, she saw that there was something written on the ring, and she held it up so she could read it properly.

"Always"

The tears fell even harder as she held the ring close to her, even until now, her girlfriend kept reminding her how important she was to her.

When she finally calmed down a bit, she stared at the folded paper. She breathed in as she took it and opened it with shaky hands.

It was a letter, written in Jisoo's neat handwriting. How long this had been with Lisa, she didn't know. 

She began to slowly read the message her girlfriend wanted to say to her.

Dear Jendeukie,

You're probably wondering why I'm writing this to you. Well to be honest, I am kind of nervous, because this means that I have already asked you to marry me. Surprise! 

Okay, maybe you're not as surprised right now as to when I asked you that question. But still, I wanted to say that because I'm funny like that.

I don't know if you had said yes to my question or not, I hope you did, that would be embarrassing if you didn't. But Lisa tells me there's no way you would say no, she says you're too whipped for me. But I don't trust Lisa, she's has this shifty look about her. I wonder why she's my best friend, she might have blackmailed me and I had no idea.

But aside from that Jennie, whether you said yes or no, I just wanted to tell you that I am so lucky to have known someone like you. Even if I died right now, I'm confident that I would go out knowing that I lived my life to the fullest, because you believed in me. 

You believed in me when my parents didn't want to support my dreams.

You believed in me when I felt there was no where else to go in life.

You believed in me when I told myself I would finish schooling no matter what.

You believed in me when I said I would love you to the best of my ability.

You chose that everyday, and everyday that you did, I also grew to believe in myself too.

I hope that one day, when we look back with everything we went through together, you'd also cherish the times that we had. We grew so much you and me, through the good and the bad, and that can never be replaced by anything. That is why I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, because I wanted to see you grow some more. Being perfectly happy with our imperfect selves.

But there is also one wish I want more than anything, and that is, I wish I made you believe in yourself too. Because I want you to face everything with a strong heart, even when I might not be there all the time. We never know what happens in this life, time is too precious to waste, and I want you to live your life to the fullest. 

I love you Jennie and I hope you also learn to love yourself too, because I would do everything in my power to help you believe in that.

This letter is getting too long, and I know how you hate walls of texts, but I hope you get what I mean baby. Because no matter what happens, I will always be with you, whether I'm there by your side or not. 

I love you so much, to the moon and back. Please take care always my mandukie.

With all my love,

Jisoo Turtle Rabbit Kim

P.S. My middle name is cool, admit it.

Jennie was crying while laughing, why did Jisoo always knew how to make her feel better, even from beyond the grave? Why was she always there for her, even when she knew she wasn't here anymore?

Jennie held the letter tightly, these were Jisoo's last words to her. It hurt, more than anything, and there was still a hollow feeling in her heart, yet she understood. She understood what Jisoo wanted for her.

She remembered how strong her girlfriend was, even if things were difficult, she always faced them with a smile, and Jennie knew Jisoo wanted to teach her that. To face the world no matter how hard things might be.

She also wanted to tell her that she loved her and fully accepted her for who she was, and she wanted to to be with her for the rest of her life.

Jennie exhaled, tired from all the crying she had been doing. She picked up the ring and wore it around her right ring finger. This would be her reminder that Jisoo loved her with everything she had, always.

She looked outside the window, the sun was shining, and the world continued to turn. It didn't care that Jisoo was gone, or that she was in pain. Life moved on, whether she liked it or not.

Finally, she stood up, a new feeling of determination bloomed inside of her.

Because although she missed Jisoo, and would continue to miss her, she had to fulfill her girlfriend's last wish.

To live her life to the fullest.