i am tired, 

 tired of missing you,

 tired of waiting for you,

 tired of taking care of you, 

 tired of being jealous, 

 tired of waiting,

 tired of thinking, 

 tired of giving, 

 tired of everything, 

 tired of loving you. .

I can't read your mind and i am tired  of trying =[

But don't worry, i am just tired. I will be back soon and taje care, think, hug and love you again like nothing happened.

and i wish i am numb, so i won't be tired and i can stay at your side, not hurting, but merely enjoying the fact that some one else can make you happy.

forgive me for being tired okay?

~sometimes i wonder, if there is someone out tehre who will be willing to be tired for me, the way i am for you.~