I know I'm being a ing d*ck right now. I should have talked about this with my s/o yet here I am ranting about this here. 

Don't get me wrong, I truly love my boyfriend but something about him perhaps just makes me unsatified. 

My boyfriend is the sweetest angel alive but  that is the problem here. He is too innocent for his own good and sadly, I'm the opposite.

I will be honest here. I can't ask him to do wild naughty activities (surely you all know what I'm talking about here) because he's too innocent. He doesn't enjoy , public s*x, etc and he can't play around with my friends or being all flirty or engage in with my.friends. He's nice, caring and sweet but in some ways he's too nerdy. (insert crying emoji there T__T)

I don't want to hurt him in any way because I love him but I can't help to start comparing him with my friend. After I started dating him, I had to stop myself from being all flirty with other people because I didn't want to hurt him and yet he's always so shy and didn't talk much when we hang out with our friends. When we started dating I thought he will change later after he got more comfortable with me and other people in the place we are in right now, but he remained the same. What am I supposed to do then?

and , I caught myself to often enjoy playing or joking around with my other friend because he has everything that my boyfriend doesn't. He's talkative and fun and he's so easygoing with other people too. He is also "wild" and can match my style when it comes to "wild" things if yknow what I'm talking about. We can talk about those things well and tease each other about it. I want to have those conversations with my boyfriend too but again, he's too innocent.

I know I'm a ing mess. Thank you for listening to my tedtalk. My freaking stupid rant. I need to hear some honest opinion here or someone to slap my face.

I don't want to regret my decision if I'm going to break up with my boyfriend.