I am literally sitting here in silence. I just found out that one of my favorite Japanese actors, Miura Haruma, has died. I was on Youtube, tying in hs name to listen to his song, Fight for Your Heart, when I see videos of his death. I was in complete shock. He was found in his house and rushed to the hospital where he was prounced dead. His cause of death was suicide. Haruma was one of my very first Japanese actors I got into when I started to watch Japanese Dramas. I was in Middle School at the time and I found the third season of Gokusen, I fell for him when I first saw him on screen. It was his adorable smile that caught me. It's just so heartbreaking to see this, just like with Kim Jonghyun, Sulli, and Goo Hara. I wasn't fans of F(x), but when I heard about their deaths, I was both upset and angry that these people had to take their own lives and people were being cruel bullies. This is a problem. We need to address the issue of suicide. Not just within the Asian Idol Community, but everywhere. Taking care of your mental health is very important. Loving yourself is very important. I just hope his friends and family will get through this tragedy. 

His smile will live on. 

Rest in Peace, Haruma. You will be Missed.