I wrote this story for a contest, and the general theme is kinna related to smoke so I figured I’ll go on the topic like that.

 But this story’s based on the truth, so double the sadness TvT That’s how my country sees the LGBTQ+ community as, that’s one of the reasons my girlfriend passed away. 

 Long story short, my past relationship was like that. My girlfriend was facing severe depression, and decided to take her life when I was in another town. I can’t be there for her at the moment she needed me the most, so that always haunted my mind.

 After she passed away I couldn't face reality, so for some magic reason I started to experience a lot of lucid dreams like that. It’s like a way for my brain to cope with the pain at that moment. 

 It’s been 2 years since that now. I’ve moved on somewhat, and throughout the progress of writing this, I can visit my past mistake and really take a note of it.

 Positive side!

 I was so depressed after all of that, plus I live alone, so my doctor suggested I should have an emotional support dog. So when I went to the pet store and picked up a dog -  totally random pick btw - I was super shocked when I found out he has the same birthday as my late girlfriend. It’s like a sign that she’ll never leave me TvT 

So please rest in peace my lovely sunshine. I love you so much.