Kevin Woo stood in front of the mirror, thinking to himself. He had load of loyal fans, supportive band mates and an angelic voice but he felt something was missing. And it was love. A pure love from a girl. People may think he’s gay but they’re so wrong. He’s normal, like any other guys who was longing for the touch and care of a girl.

-Flashback-

‘Please tell me that the news was not true. It’s just a rumor, right?’ He asked desperately. If she was standing in front of him, he would squeeze her arms like crazy.

‘Kevin.. I.. Mianhae..’ There seemed to be a lump in .

‘Enough. You don’t have to say anything.’

-End of Flashback-

That’s the first time that he fell for a girl and that was also the first time he was brokenhearted, crushed to bits. Every day, he would look at himself  at the mirror and remind himself. ‘Live for the fan. Live for the family. Stop thinking about stupid things, Kevin.’

His body might be obeying but his heart and mind didn’t do so because he still pictured her in his head. When he closed his eyes, took a shower, even when he ate, he saw her. It was like she was already planted inside his mind and soul.

Kevin walked towards the mic stand and grabbed the microphone. No one knew how frustrated he was for not being able to move on until now. People always saw him as the cheerful, energetic and feminine Kevin Woo but inside, he felt dying.

And seeing her smiling when she talked about him, it was just so painful. Why? It’s because his heart belonged to her. How can she be all happy like that when he’s hurting, like he’s being sliced slowly. And the pain from it was taking his soul away.

you're leaving.. little by little you're getting farther
you're leaving.. little by little you're becoming smaller
you're leaving
though i want to see you just a little bit more
though i want to remember you just a little bit more
you keep smudging..

i love you
i want to yell out and call you, i love you
i'm sorry i can't smile as i let you go
can't you look back

because i love you, i can't stay away even a day
you know my heart
please, look back, please

do you know
tears are falling, do you know
i'm just standing here, do you know
this is what i'm like

i love you
i want to yell out and call you, i love you
i'm sorry i can't smile as i let you go
can't you look back

because i love you, i can't stay away even a day
you know my heart
please, look back, please

except the pain that's so unbearable
i can't even feel anything
i just long for you to look back

i'll wait
frozen in this location, i'll wait for you
i won't move a step
i'll remember and remember only you

because i love you i won't forget one moment
you know my heart
please, look back, please
at me, again

His heavens voice echoed throughout the place. Singing was the only thing that could make him feel better. It’s like he was letting himself out. Kevin was breathing rapidly and right after that, he laid flat on the dance floor, tired of thinking and hurting because of her.

‘Goo Hara.’ He uttered that name in his breath. The person who made him like that.

‘Stop.. Stop killing me. Please.’ Tears went down from the side of his eyes. And then, he closed them, hoping that he would forget everything about her when he opened them later.

It's not over yet. Please look forward for more ^^ Ooh.. credits to the translation of k.will's dropping the tears ^^ wondering who's the mystery girl? lol She's on the next chapter [clues: afterschool xD i spoilt it for you]