Paper Cuts

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Baekhyun wasn't looking for Chanyeol, he wasn't looking for anything. 

Is Chanyeol enough?

 

"Don’t wanna be out of time, even when we are apart
The paper cuts in my hand, you’re not alone"

 

 

 

 

 

 

TRIGGER WARNING

deals with some suicide issues, but no suicide happens

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Foreword

The reason why I can’t sleep, I pretended not to know
To slice open tomorrow with this hand,
We keep invisible knife in our heart
On the day I am shaken in the world without love

 

Let’s carve out starless night sky
The paper cuts in my hand by light
That seem to transiently break with shining light
The paper cuts in my hand
Can you see, the dreamt world

In the fleeting moments that go by too rapidly
I live every day life, filled with what I can only do now

When I close my eyes you are always with me
On the day I feel like I can’t comprehend love

Let’s carve out starless night sky
The paper cuts in my hand by light
That seem to transiently break with shining light
The paper cuts in my hand
Your endearing smile

The moments where we can’t meet teach the
True meaning of love

Don’t wanna be out of time, even when we are apart
The paper cuts in my hand, you’re not alone
Let’s carve out starless night sky
The paper cuts in my hand by light
That seem to transiently break with shining light
The paper cuts in my hand
Can you see, the dreamt world

 

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anneber #1
Chapter 1: I just had to read this again, but this time I put myself in Baekhyun's place; even read his lines out loud! I don't know why, but I feel better. It really felt as if someone cared. Sounds crazy, huh? I have issues with depression and have tried suicide. My biggest deterrent from that was my older brother who is now in Heaven. Nothing can stop me now......save caring writers like yourself. Thank you for this. I am not so suicidal constantly anymore, but I have my bad days. This wasn't one of them, but this story really gave me an extra boost for last night and today. It made me laugh and get a pseudo type of happy feel. As I am watching the rain and the day is slipping into the night, I feel even better. Every now and then I find a story on this site that just makes me feel special and warm. This is one of them and will be put under the category of "Comfort Read". It will be one of my "go to" reads when I just want to feel better. Thank you so much.
anneber #2
Chapter 1: Wow.....just wow. This is so deep and personal. Thank you for this bit of comfort.
anneber #3
WAIT!!! I just noticed something when I look at the video: Baekhyun and Jongdae's outfits match, whereas Minseok's in almost pearl white. Baek and Jongdae have their shirts tucked in and Minseok's shirt is almost knee length. They have the same type of sparkly embroidery, though. Think that means something?? I have my thoughts on this. I just focus on December 6th. XUIMIN COMES HOME!!!!!! Christmas comes EARLY!!! But then Baek, Chan and Jongdae have to serve. Do you think that they will kick around the idea of sending Sehun, Junmyeon and Jongin in as well to get this stupid stuff over and done with?? I almost hope they do that because I am so sick of their conscription always being a "threat" to our happiness. I want it to be DONE!!!!!!
anneber #4
I could not help but look at the video of "Paper Cuts" live from the Magical Circus when Baekhyun just couldn't sing the last verse w/o choking up. It was done a few weeks before Minseok went into the military and I know that the fact that he was leaving was making this final performance so hard. The look on Baekhyn's face as he TRIED to sing was heartbreaking and Xuimin was just as bad as he avoided looking at Him. Xuimin's face just SCREAMED "If I even THINK about looking at Baek, this concert is OVER!!!" That performance has affected me to the point of triggering tears and a deep sense of loss; it's so poignant. I almost can't breathe when they sing it. OMG...I love EXO, EXO-CBX and XO-SC so much. I still even love EXO-K and EXO-M!!!! Yeah, I know.....laugh if you must!!
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