Wheein was laying on bed . . . getting ready for another painful day, yet today would be the most painful day.

It was all started one month ago. She reminisced back on how & when it happened. 

Perhaps it was from that moment when Wheein whispered to Yongsun during their ride to province for performance. Just like any other day, the girls were spending time on their own silently during their transit from one event to another. Hyejin and Moonbyul were sleeping on their own. Yongsun was leaning her head on Wheein's shoulder while they shared the same headphone. It wasn't like Wheein didn't know, but she just never stated it out. Unconsciously she whispered softly to Yongsun, "I love you". Then it was when Wheein started to cough, and had difficulty breathing in & out. 

It didn't take long to let her know that it was Hanahaki.

When Yongsun playfully leaned on her, she felt like her lung was tearing apart.

When Yongsun hugged her during performance, she felt like there's something about to breakthrough her from inside out.

When Yongsun called her 'my angel', she vomitted flower petals.

When Yongsun flirted with Moonbyul, she vomitted flower petals with blood.

Of course, it didn't only start recently. 

Maybe it was from ages ago when they were trainee. Whenever Wheein was not confident about herself, and felt small - Yongsun, as a leader, would always cheer her up and support her to work hard despite critics. Wheein was a very shy kid but Yongsun helped her fit in the team and other very well with her way that make the girl to be brave to be herself. Moreover, Yongsun would never leave the girl alo