47 days. 12 hours. 43 minutes.

Jongwoon already knew that this feeling that he should just disappear and leave everything behind was approaching him, faster than before. Still, he tried to endure as much as possible, because wanted to make Hyukjae happy before he’s gone.

Life wasn’t nice to him, though, because soon he found himself standing on the same bridge he met Hyukjae, gathering the courage to jump from there and drown on that dirty water.

He felt tears falling from his eyes as he remembered everything, and he wanted to forget it all.

“I love you more than everything in this world.

So don’t leave me, Jongwoon-ah, because I won’t be able to bear with it.”

Why did he left, then?

“You don’t plan on jumping, do you?” Said a voice Jongwoon recognized way too well, and he chuckled when he noticed that the roles were twisted. “Why do you look so broken?”

“Because I am broken, Hyukjae. Not that you noticed before, anyways.” His answer caused the younger male to sigh. There were a lot of things they weren’t willing to share, Hyukjae knew that, but he kind of wished that Jongwoon would be able to come to him and share all his problems. “Why are you here?”

“Had a feeling that something would happen if I came here. And indeed, it happened.” Hyukjae chuckles dryly. “I guess we have a lot of things to talk about, don’t you think?”

“Now you wish to share everything? You were th