(continuation of the dream)

She saw Taeyang throwing things and cursing aloud

“Yah!! Stop throwing my things!! If you wanna throw some things go to your house!!” Seunghyun shouted at the drunk Taeyang in front of him

“Yah! Hyung! Why are you shouting at me?” then Taeyang pout, I can say he’s cute but why am I thinking about this?

“Because you’re acting like an idiot and throwing my things because of that damn girl!”

“Yah! Why are you like that huh? You’re supposed to comfort me here!! Is that the effect of dating that ugly, nerd girl?!”

Then Seunghyun swung a strong punch on Taeyang’s jaw. I was so shocked to see Seunghyun so angry, even though he always have fights, I never ever saw Seunghyun this mad on his his best bud Taeyang

“Sh*t! Why did you punch me?!” he shouted as he aimed to punch Seunghyun back, but Daesung quickly get a hold of him before his fist landed on Seunghyun’s face

“Don’t you dare insult my girlfriend!” Seunghyun exclaimed as he pointed his finger towards Taeyang, but what made me confused to death is when Taeyang out of a sudden laughed

“Girlfriend? Really huh?, I didn’t know that you care for her”

“Why wouldn’t I care for her? She’s my girlfriend and I love her!”

I was touched on what Seunghyun have said, even though we have kissed, hold hands, hugs etc. he haven’t said that he love me, that’s why my heart melted when he said that he loves me

“Really? Love? Hyung seriously you’re making me laugh! For all I know you just courted her because of $100 bet”

W-what? Bet? I can’t believe what my ears heard so … every time we’re together was all because of a $100 bet?

“Bet?” I said with my eyes being teary

“B-babe …” Seunghyun turned to me with wide eyes I can tell that he’s shocked to see me here

“So everything was just because of a hundred dollar?” I asked him while my tears rolling out of my eyes

“Babe let me explain” then he tried to hold my hand but I step aback

“God! I’m such an idiot thinking that you Choi Seunghyun will love a girl like me!” I exclaimed

“B-babe, I-its true ! I really love you!!, Babe” He told me with tears forming in his eyes

“You know what Seunghyun, you!”

Then he tried to hold my hand again but I quickly shoved it off and run away from him. I can hear him calling my name but I ignored him, I can tell people are looking at me when I’m crying as I run but I cared less because all I can feel right now is pain and anger. I’m angry at myself because I became a fool and fall for him. And also the pain inside me is really painful that I feel like I’m dying. I wish I can die so I can’t feel the pain anymore, omma please take me with you now … I really miss you …

*end of the dream*

“omma … omma …” I didn’t know that I’m mumbling whilst I’m sleeping

“Miss Yoobin! Miss Yoobin !! Yoobin agashi !” the worried Mr. Kang shook me to wake me up

“M-mr. Kang?” I said as I slowly open my eyes

“Miss Yoobin are you okay?, why are you crying? Did you have a nightmare?” Mr. Kang worriedly ask me

“I’m ok Mr. Kang” I reassured him with a smile, but truthfully I’m not ok

“Are you sure?” He asked with his eyebrows knitted together

“Neh, thank you for waking me up from my nightmare Mr. Kang, I really don’t know what am I going to do without you, Thank you for being my appa while my father is away” I said to him while giving him my ultra-sweet smile

“It’s nothing, come on let me get your luggage” He said

“Ok” I said as I step out of my car

    When Yoobin reached their front door, she suddenly felt that there’s something or someone looking at her, when she looked around her she didn’t saw anyone then she shrugged off that feeling and proceeded to open the main door. When she entered, their house is very dark that made her nervous since she has a phobia in darkness, and when she was about to go out …

“Welcome Home Yoobin!!!” the lights switched on and confetti’s are already falling downwards

“O-omo!”

“Yubin-ah!!! Bogoshipeo!!” My brother runs towards me and pulled me to a hug

“Jaejoong oppa~!” I hugged him back, while my eyes being teary

         The welcoming party for her continued until it is already midnight and everyone was already leaving. When she reached her room she noticed a picture frame beside her bed, it was a picture of her and Seunghyun during their 5^th month anniversary the day before they broke up. When she’s looking at the picture she didn’t noticed that she’s already crying

“Why am I crying? It’s been 2 years already!!” I scolded myself for crying but I can’t control my tears, it keeps on falling down

“Do I still love him?” but before I can answer my own question I threw our picture and it hit the wall. I don’t know why but I’m afraid to know the answer… what if I still love him? What will happen to yonggie?

        Yoobin cried and cried that night until she have drifted off to sleep. She doesn’t know what to do and why is she still hurting from what Seunghyun have done to her. And the thing that she is still confused is her feelings towards Seunghyun.

*End of Chapter 5*

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hey guys ~ I'm sorry again for not updating for weeks T.T my inspiration was not hitting me right now XD So ... maybe some of you may think that this chapter is kind of boring (so do I) I'm sorry for that TT I'll try to make it good again ^^ Tnx for subscribing :>>