When i was a child, 
i can't wait to get old.
But as I'm getting older, 
I just want to be gone.
I wish i was a a kid again
No worries, no problems. 
No voices inside my head,
telling me to kill myself. 

Lisa where are you? I'm lonely. 

Should I hurt myself 
just for you to show up? 
I don't know why but I miss you. 
I miss your presence, 
Your words that makes me feel loved.