"Kill yourself." 

"You're nothing." 

"You're worthless." 

"You're useless." 

"Cut yourself." 

"Slit your wrists!" 

"Cut cut cut!" 

I can't take it anymore, 
The voices keeps 
repeating inside my head. 
I can't breathe, 
I feel suffocated. 
I need to end this, 
but I can't find my razor. 
I don't know what else to do
So i just scratched myself, 
Deeper until my wrist bleed.

"Stop my love, stop hurting yourself." 

But I didn't listen to her. 

I just keep scratching my wrist,
It started bleeding, 
but i'm still not content. 
I want to bleed more. 
I want to feel more pain. 

"Please stop." She hug me from behind. 

I started crying, i'm tired. 
Why can't I just die? 
Why? Why? Why?! 

"You're going to be okay, please stay strong and wait for me." She said. 

You keep saying that, 
But looked at me, 
Nothing changed. 
I'm still suicidal, 
I'll be happier, 
If you just let me die.
Please, just let me die, 
So I could finally be with you.