Now that I had come to realise my feelings, I'm sure I will never be able to love someone else ever again as much as I love Taehyung. I mean now that I think about it. His scent, his warmth, his radiant smile and the sound of his contagious laugh. The way he squints to make sure it's me before smiling or waving. The way he listens to every word I say even when he is busy doing something. The way he rolls his eyes at my nonsense at times and the way he immediately apologises when he says something that would upset me. I can't let him find out about my feelings. I don't want to destroy what we have. I don't have this sort of relationship with anyone else. I can't be selfish and ruin this when I know for sure I don't stand a chance.