Jaejoong POV

It's been 4 years Since I last saw Sandara looking beautiful in her White gown while walking in the isle, nearing where I stand next to the Priest

She's  really look amazing on that day, but instead of showing it to her how gorgeous she is, I just look at her with my emotionless eyes and show to her how I really despite our wedding 

Until she suddenly stop walking 

And uttered  those words that I didn't expect she can said 

"I'm sorry for forcing you in to this marriage, I'm sorry for caging you in this kind of life, I'm sorry for all the trouble that  I made, I'm sorry for loving you" She said as the tears threatening to fall down from her eyes, but she didn't let it happen instead she smile sweetly and gently in front of Me, the man she  truly love  "I will not force you anymore Jaejoong, I'm freeing you now" She said one last time before she turn her back at me and to all our guests

On the day she run out of the church was  also the day I realized that I really love her. I love her so much 

But I'm very stupid to not to  show it to her 

I was blinded by anger and hate to the point that I forgot that she's also human too, who also has feelings 

She was hurt and I'm the one who's responsible for her pain 

I'm so stupid for hurting the only girl that I love 

I tried my best to find her and tell her my true feelings 

But I was not able to find her

I tried to find her in the whole country and even in other foreign land 

But still there is No Sandara Park

No one knew where she is, even her own family and Bestfriends

She dissapered like a bubble without leaving any traces....

It's been 4 years now since she left me and I'm still here, still trying my best to find her

I'm currently sitting at my chair still thinking on where should I find her next, what tactics should I do next?

But suddenly my phone ring, and cutter off from my thoughts. I pick up my phone and see that my friend Changmin is the one who's calling me "What this idiot want?" I lazily answer the phone "Hey Chang-"

"KIM ING JAEJOONG! YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!"

I immediately pull out the phone from my ears when I heard Changmin Screamed 

"HEY JAEJOONG! HEY? HELLO JAEJOONG ARE YOU STILL THERE?"

I put back my phone to my ears "I'm still here you idiot! Can you talk calmly? You freak!" I shout to him and I only heard him sigh 

"Okay okay. But you have to listen to me carefully" he said in more calmly tone, finally "Go on" I said 

"You know that I'm having my vacation here in Switzerland right?"

"Yes" I answered him as I lazily lay my head at my chair "So what?.. hey It's that all you gonna tell me?"

"Ani!" He answered "I just want to tell you that I saw Sandara park here in Switzerland! And I ing knew where  she's leaving!!!!!!"

I immediately sat up from my chair, wide eyes open, I put my hand in to my chest and clutch it as I feel my heart pounding  as soon as I heard her name "S-sandara P-park?" I ask stuttering in my own words as I can't still believe on what Changmin told me 

"Yes, Jaejoong I accidentally saw your lost fiance here in ing Switzerland!!!!!" 

"!!" I said still shock "I'm going there right now"

"What? Are you crazy?!" Changmin ask

"I will be more crazy if I was not able to see Sandara park today!!!" I shout "Text me her exact address right now! ... and Changmin thank you so much!!!!" I said before I ended the call and immediately run outside of my office and contact my personal pilot.

It's 7 am in the morning when I  arrived at the address of Sandara that given to me by my friend Cha