Present

"It's been awhile."

I can't believe these are the first words I told you after four years since we last saw each other.

My mouth betraying my heart...again.

My heart that's screaming, "I miss you. I'm sorry. I love you. Can you please take me back?"

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JISOO POV

True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ear checked." - Erich Segal

Ask me about love and I could probably recite to you a thousand poems from Emily Dickinson to Lang Leave. Ask me again what my own definition of love is and I'll probably stare at you blankly.

It's not like, I don't believe in it. I love reading about love. I love stories about love. I love Love as long as it isn't associated with me. 

I don't really care much about it when it's about me. It doesn't bother me if I'm single or not. I don't seek anyone, if it comes great, if not it's fine.  It's just the way I am.

 I don't dream about someone sweeping me off of my feet. Or that cliche white picket fence with 3.5 children. No, it didn't occupy my mind 24/7, it didn't even graze it. I was more focused on three things aside from family and friends: Dalgom,my books and my sleep. Those three are the things I could never live without. 

At least, before you.

Honestly, I don't really remember meeting you. I just knew you as a friend of a friend. I may have seen you in passing in parties but I could never really pin point the exact moment our eyes met or the first words we spoke to each other.

So it wasn't love at first sight. 

I didn't look into your eyes and say "She's the one."

We didn't bump into each other and thought that the world stopped.

It wasn't fireworks when our eyes meet.

There were no bells ringing when I heard your voice.

It wasn't one of those cliche moments were destiny pushed our stars to align.

It's more of a journey of our souls intertwining.