Final~ly
HisI went home with a lot of questions pn my mind. 'Did she said I love you as a friend? or not? I was really hoping that there was more to it but it's impossible because she's in love with someone else'.
I lied on my bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. I released a heavy sigh " What am I going to do?" I mumbled. I am afraid that if I confessed our friendship will be broken and that's the only thing that I am holding right now. I won't risk our friendship even if it hurts like hell and even if the pain is 10 times more greater.
"I'll just have to let you go, it's the only way I can think of right now...........'
At school....
I was walking down the hallway with the determination of giving my feelings up for Irene. As I was turning around a corner a heared squells and shouts. Because of my curiousity I went were the crowd was and pushed myself to see what's happening.
'I should've never went, I should've not care.' I said in my thoughts as I witness what's happening infront of me.
There I saw Bogum kneeling down with flowers in his hands with you in front of him. Something inside me broke into pieces and I realized that I can never be her friend, that I want to be with her forever but I can't. I was in the verge of crying but I held it back but when he stated this words "Will you be my girlfriend?" I looked at you and our eyes met.
My tears fell down and you looked at me with a sad expression. Before anything else I runaway with while sobbing. I went to the rooftop and cried my heart out.
I heard footsteps closing by where I am sitting. I felt hands s on my body.
"You should've stayed and witness as I dumped Bogum" you whispered against my skin.
My body went stiff and couldn't think of anything to say. As I stopped crying I finally have the courage to face her.
"W-Why didn't you accept him? I said while looking away.
She held my chin and faced me to hear.
She smiled genuinely while looking in my eyes. " Because I love someone else ".my breath stopped and processed what she said.
"W-What" I said as I stared at her intently.
" I said I love you, you dumb bear" as she slowly leaned in and our lips were attached.
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