while Yoong was in surgery room Donghae got so worry. Leeteuk tried to made him calm

_Donghae everything will be fine. dont worry to much - Leeteuk sat next to Donghae

_no of course not. she is my wife. you not gonna know it. she can die every min. I'm worry

Taeyeon came to give him a letter and a diary Yoong gave her before

_Donghae oppa. Yoong took me to give this to you. 

_what is it

_a ltter and a notebook. read this first you may think time flied faster

Donghae opened the letter

Dear my lovely fishy

I'm gonna miss you so much. thank you for being 1 part of my life. but I'm sorry that i cant be your side. cant be good wife, cant be one part of your life. sorry for ruin your life. get marry soon ok? just let me in small side in your heart. sorry because cant make your dream came true - beautiful wife and good kids. and thank you for made my last days of mylife beautiful. and dont follow me. if I see you there I will kick you back home. remember that just know that I love you so much like the way you love me too. you are my star fishy hushband

                                                                                                                                                                  your lovely wife

Donghae started crying harder. he cant imagzie the life without Yoong. he started to read the diary

26-5

I remember the Vanlentine day this year. i waited Donghae oppa to came back home and i was sitting on sofa and watched TV. T saw Donghae oppa. it was a rainning day oppa was helping a kid on car accident. he love kid so much. i want to have a son with him. that why he came home with only 7 roses. but today it's not a Vanlentine day he made me surprise with chocolate. taday is beautiful Vanlentine day thank you husband

27-5

Jan 1:

bacause we celebrate too later in the everning so we waked up layer in the new year. Donghae got hurry he wanted to visited everyone. But i was slowly 

_baby faster

I just smile at him. Taoday he call his mom and my dad came to hospital to celebrate with me

18-5

write when Donghae oppa still sleep

I have to stay in hispital today I remind me of 15-8 (lunar month, mid-autumn) day. Donghae made a lot of stars and moon in the window. 

_baby look at this many stars is here

_do you like it

I just smile 

"oppa. you are my star i dont need anything eles, just only you" - Yoong thought

Donghae hugged the diary tigher in his hand. he cried so hard. 

After 5 hours surgery. Doctor choi came out 

_Doctor how is my wife

_we really sorry sir

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