He really did wish to end it all. The pain was too much for him to handle. Every time he thought back to the happy moments, he felt the sudden urge to run back home to give kyuhyun that one last chance, but he knew. He knew that there was no such thing as a happy ending and turning back wouldn’t create any miracles anymore. 10 years. 10 years of false hopes and empty promises, it was just too much for him to take it anymore. This time, without hesitation, he walked deeper into the waters, letting the cold, salty water slowly soaking his clothes and engulfing him. As he walked deeper into the ocean, he reminded himself of the unhappiness, the pain and the heartaches he had to go through. Unknowingly, the waters had already enveloped him. He closed his eyes and allowed the oceans waves to take over his body. The circulation of waves constantly pushed his body down into the depths of the ocean, causing fear to momentarily spread throughout ryeowook’s body. Yes, he felt like dying, but he was also afraid. The constant submergence under water, cut off his oxygen supply. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t see, he didn’t know which way was up or down. He knew he was going to die. The visions at the edges of his sight seemed to turn into black flecks, then pulses reddish white. His lungs burned and his chest felt compressed right in the center by a giant fist, and being pulled apart at the same time. There was a sense of nausea and his whole body felt tingly and rigid. His neck felt